Dilemma Love Friend

episode 8's

The final national exam is just a few days away. Riri had prepared his mind and brain from afar. He wants the exam to run smoothly and get maximum results because Riri wants to continue to a state university later.

"Where, Ri for tomorrow's exam? Ready yet?" ask Dela.

Riri gave her thumbs up.

"Inshaallah! Ready combat!" steady answer.

"Okay war." timpal Yeni amused.

"Loh. the same test of war is different thin, girl. It's just different in the prison. One was a rifle, the other was a pencil" Riri said.

Dela and Yeni nodded in agreement.

"Where will you two go?" dela asked her to know her two best friends.

"The plan is that I and my family want to go home to my bokap village and of course I continue to study there" said Yeni.

"I want to go to UGM. Hopefully pass."

"Amijin!" Dela and Yeni agreed to Riri's prayer.

"Lo himself, Del... Where's the plan going?" dressing Yeni asked Dela.

"Gue is here. The campus is not far from my home."

"Lo majored in agriculture?" ask Riri.

Dela nodded. Dela is a hobby of farming like her father who is a bachelor of agriculture.

"What majors do you want, Yen?"

"Gue wants to be a teacher."

"Just like our dong." Riri patted Yeni's shoulder gently.

Dela looked down sad.

"Why sad, Del?" ask Yeni.

"After graduation, we'll split up. Can we meet again later?" Dela crying.

Riri and Yeni hug Dela.

"I'm definitely back for the holidays, don't know Yeni."

Riri and Dela looked at Yeni sadly. Yeni would like to move to another city, is it possible that they can meet again?

"It's the right vacation and I'm no longer broke, I must have come back here to see you both." promised Yeni.

Riri and Dela smiled nodding.

"We doain deh hopefully your wallet continues to be slashed. Aamiin." Riri and Diaamiini pray two of his best friends. They hugged as if they did not want to be separated.

The exam went well. There is no obstacle for Riri to face the exam because he has prepared it carefully.

Graduation announcement day is two days away. Dela, Riri and Yeni plan to exchange gifts on graduation day. Riri has also prepared gifts for his two best friends. He wants his card to be a great memory for his two best friends.

Slowly but surely, Riri enters the hall of her school building, the place for the graduation announcement as well as their school separation.

"Relen!!!" screams of hysteria Dela and Yeni singled out a sweet smile on Riri's tiny lips. The three hugged tightly.

"Teletubbbis! Hugging.." the nosy Dika followed the limb and was about to hug the three friends. But Robby quickly pulled the collar off Dika made the little guy almost fall.

"Don't look for opportunities in narrowness" Robby said flatly.

"A little hug can't be." murmured Dika.

The others laughed amusedly at Dika lashing.

"Don't be sad. This is our last day together. Let's enjoy this day with joy." Riri embraced Dika who immediately nodded happily. Dika embraces Riri back. And the others followed and they embraced each other.

In the corner of the room, Erwin looked at his friends. Especially when his eyes saw the figure of the little girl he missed so much was laughing loosely. The pain in the corner of his heart further adds to the heart wound that he did not want to treat at all.

"The baby cannot escape you, Yank. Because Bibibib does not want to forget Ayang. Aibib will always love and love you."

Erwin let out a heavy breath.

"Yuk tube!" Helmi patted Erwin's shoulder gently. He knew Erwin still had 'feelings' on Riri.

"Lo just go there. I still want to be alone." refused Erwin lethargic.

"It's our last day, bro. Benefit this little time. We don't know if we can still see them later" Helmi said again while pulling Erwin to join their friends.

"Use the time you have to face your day ahead, bro. Do not let the feeling of regret continue to struggle in your heart." whispered Helmi before passing to Dela.

Lord...

the change is more visible in my eyes

wrong what I am I feel is far away

maybe my love

no longer meant for him

God.I love him so much.

I'm here, always waiting for you

until whenever I wait for you

even though this heart you always hurt

because all I want is you

come back my beloved

continue the story that stopped

remember our promise to be faithful

even though I know it's hard for you

Lyrics to the song from Souqy Band "Late Stadium Love" flowed melodiously when Erwin sang it accompanied by a string of guitar played. Aplaus was given to Erwin from friends for the cool performance he presented.

"Great cool. Bravo Erwin!" shouted some students.

Riri stared at the shahdu figure that she missed so much. The day rippled softly to hear the lyrics of the song that Erwin was singing.

'Forgive me Win. Sorry!"

Riri and Erwin's vision met.

The deg!

Riri quickly threw her gaze in the other direction. Holding a great vibration in his chest and his desire to run hugged Erwin.

"Take the singing. The song sounded like an outpouring of heart." some of the students of the class

whispering to each other.

"Nyindir you, Ri!" Dela gently nudged the arm of Riri who pretended not to hear it.

"Really, Ri. Erwin was very fond of the song he was singing. His expression was like that of a broken hearted person." - Yeni.

"Well ah! It's none of my business." Riri passed leisurely leaving the hall of the building towards the garden.

🎧You really left

I will not return with my love

I can't afford to forget

your shadow2 is always clingy in my eyes

I have to how not to remember you

please2 I'm shackled by your shadow

teach me God how

in order to forget him

I don't want to be tormented

because he can't come back to me

teach me God how

erasing all the good memories

I've let go already

Suits, applause and loud screams echoed within the building as the principal declared that all 12th graders passed 100%.

After the graduation announcement, continued the distribution of charters for general champions and class champions, the arrival of the 12th grade student release event.

The boisterous atmosphere turned sad as the students hugged each other and shook hands as a sign of farewell. Haru's cry accompanied the atmosphere.

"I'm sorry, Del, Yen, if all this time I've been wrong with you both." Riri hugged her 2 thick sohibs tightly.

"Together, Ri. We're also sorry if something's wrong." The three hugged tightly. Happy crying, also sad to break.

"Promise me we'll keep in touch?" Dela crying.

Yeni and Riri nodded.

"Bestfriend!"

Riri, Dela and Yeni roast the ria and embrace again.

Helmi and Robby join Riri cs. After satisfied joking with his friends Riri say goodbye to go home first because 2 sohibnya have another event with their partner.

Pov dance

I was not at all excited about living my days after Erwin blatantly rejected me.

But the optimistic me won't be discouraged from stealing the attention of Erwin, the cool, handsome guy who made me fall in love at first sight.

I remember very well how my struggle seduced Riri into helping me get close to Erwin. Riri who initially refused to help me finally collapsed and wanted to introduce me to his colleague, Erwin.

I thought Erwin and Riri were just friends, nothing more and Riri convinced me about it.

Maybe Riri just considers Erwin his best friend. But Erwin? How does Erwin feel about Riri? Does Erwin also think Riri is just his friend or? For almost 4 months I knew Erwin, I saw Erwin had other feelings for Riri.

the flashback

"Tari I want to be frankly the same. Right now I have someone I like. I'm saying this so you don't expect more of me." said Erwin to the point when I met Erwin at his house.

"May you know who you like, Win?" ask me to know.

"What kind of figure did the girl who had managed to tear down this iceberg?"

I wondered in my heart.

" You don't need to know who he is. He is someone I love and love. He is my first love and the one I want forever though..." Erwin hung up his sentence.

I frowned waiting for the continuation of Erwin's words.

"Despite what, Win?" I'm just impatient.

I saw Erwin sighing heavily before continuing his words.

"She sacrificed our love for the sake of an insignificant person, who tried to separate us by continuing to make her feel guilty."

"Is your boyfriend cheating?"

"He's not like that!" erwin answered loudly to surprise me and felt guilty about accusing Erwin's lover.

"Only that shameless fellow continues to impose his will on him." Erwin looked at me sharply. I was horrified by Erwin's look as if he wanted to swallow me.

flashback off

It has been almost 4 years after graduating from school Riri continued his studies at UGM. I became confused with my playmate who although tomboyish and cute in appearance, but he was very kind and helpful.

'Even though sometimes have to be a little forced anyway.'😁

I smiled to myself in memory of Riri, my best friend.

"Buy hp pulses, mbak." customer's voice broke my daydreams of Riri.

"What card, mas?" ask without looking at the customer.

"Smart***!"

"The voucher or..."

"Abis the cure, mbak? How about smiling to yourself?" that strange question made me turn to him for a sound.

"Erwin?"

I stared in disbelief at the handsome figure standing firmly in front of me while smiling amusedly at me.

"How are you, Dance?" greet Erwin Rahadi, the man who once stole my heart, love at the first sight.

"Ba... good!" I answered nervously.

That smile, still as sweet as ever. I watched every inch of Erwin's appearance. Something has changed in his appearance. From the start of his short hairdo, the jacket he wears, his pentofel shoes, make Erwin look like an apparatus.

"This is your counter, Tar?" ask Erwin again.

I'm nodding.

"It used to be my husband, after he was appointed PNS, I continued this business."

"Cool!" Erwin gave his thumb.

"How are you, Win? I haven't seen you in a long time, getting smaller. Now be pol sir?"

Erwin nodded.

"What's Riri's news now, Tar?" ask Erwin again.

I looked at him confused.

"Loh... cook friends do not know the news of his best friend? Did they break up after school?"

"Riri went to college in Jogja, Win. Cook you don't know? You guys are in the suhabat?" many wonder.

Erwin shook his head slowly. It looks sad on his face.

"Next year Riri graduates. Maybe after that he came back here." I said.

Erwin was silent.

"You really don't know about Riri right now, Win?" I'm not sure.

"No! Actually before the school exam I and Riri were no longer related to each other."

"Why?"

"Lo's color!"

"Huh!!!" I was shocked to hear Erwin's words, and looked at him in confusion.

Erwin also told me everything about past events that I did not expect before.

"So... Riri that chick you told me about, Win?!" I still don't believe Erwin's story.

"That means the person you used to call likes to force Riri on me?" ask again.

Erwin looked at me.

"Lo really doesn't know..What is pretending not to know, Tar? At that time I was clear everything to elo cook you do not understand?" there was a disappointed tone in Erwin's words.

"Sori, Win! I really do not know and do not realize that actually Riri also likes you. I asked her how she felt about you, but she said you were just friends, nothing more."

"He didn't want to be sad when he found out about our relationship. But he didn't think how I felt. Until now I can't escape Riri, Tar!"

Erwin looks discouraged. From the outside, Erwin's figure looks strong and strong, it turns out that in his heart there is a very deep pain.

"Riri must have felt the same way as Erwin. Akh! Stupidly I couldn't realize it in the first place."

I feel so guilty.

"I'm sorry, Win. If I knew you liked each other I wouldn't have meant Riri to bring us closer. I also did not realize that you used to keep your distance from me because of Riri. Again sorry, Win!" I am truly sorry to have separated the 2 hearts that love each other.

"That's it. It's all happened, there's nothing to regret." Erwin shook his hand not to recall the past.

"Oh yeah, how many kids are there now?" tanya Erwin switched the conversation.

"2. You?"

Erwin heard my question.

"Gue is still waiting for Riri. Just one time he wants to reverse it later and make my same child."

"Hush! Tell me you're single, don't do good." I sneered.

Erwin chuckles. As long as I get to know Erwin just this time I see Erwin laughing loosely with me, before only with Riri I see Erwin can be free to joke and laugh.

It turns out that Riri is indeed 'someone special' in Erwin's heart. My guilt returned.

'I'm sorry, Ri ! I promise to reunite your love and Erwin!' my promise in my heart.