DILEMMA (Determining Choices)

My mistake 1

After Viona left Rara went into Radit's room “mas..”.

“iya, what is Ra?” ask Radit.

Rara sat on the edge of the mattress while Radit sat on the sofa “mas as quiet as before. I've heard everything they're talking about, haven't I?” said Rara.

Radit nods “iya why?”

“Until when it will be like this, this is a mistake. Why have you never been honest with Vio?”.

“What do you mean, Ra?”.

“Rara already know everything mas, Bima has told the same Rara everything”.

Radit surprised “Bima? Where did you meet him?”.

“Mas should not be surprised like that, because Rara who means she makes honest with Rara”.

Then Rara began to tell since she met Bima. “That time when Rara came to Rara's research place, it turned out that Bima was Rara's guide. Since then we were close and he told Rara about him liking Rara. But Rara did not want to accept it before she told him everything about the same problem Rara”.

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Radit recalled the incident a few years ago when he wanted to pick Viona up to campus. “Please... please..” shouted someone woman.

Radit gets out of the car, he sees a woman pulling her bag from some thugs. Radit immediately helps the woman but the thug immediately pushes the woman down. Radit chases the thug and teaches the thug. After Radit regained the lady's bag, he immediately approached the woman who had fallen down earlier.

Radit directly helped the woman stand “loe is okay, right?”

“No, but aw...” the woman is in pain.

Radit shocked “Sarah..”

“Radit.. sorry yes, I have troubled loe” Sarah said in pain.

“It's okay, let me take loe to hospital” Radit directly lifted Sarah into her car.

They went straight to the hospital, after their treatment their way out of the hospital. “Loe can go home alone right?” ask Radit.

“Can, aw...” Sarah pretended to be sick.

“Then let me take between” Radit helped Sarah get to her car.

In the car suddenly Radit's phone rings, it turns out the call from Viona “iya dear” Radit replied.

“Mas, where are you?”

“Sorry yes dear, we are not going because mas now there is sudden work”.

 “Ya it's okay, next time” Viona directly close the phone.

“Sorry yes, Dit. Because I'm loe so failed loe show same loe” girlfriend Sarah apologized.

“No problem really. By the way loe live where now?” ask Radit.

“In lu” apartment.

Radit drove straight to Sarah's apartment. After until Sarah is still acting “Dit, can't you take me to” Sarah is still grimacing in pain.

Radit took a breath, actually he was lazy to take Sarah “ayo” Radit back to help Sarah.

Arriving at the door of the apartment, suddenly Radit's phone rang again “loe can enter by herself right. You have to go now, because there is someone I want to take care of” Radit said.

“Iya, thanks ya” said Sarah.

Radit picked up his phone as he walked down to his car. After that meeting they often met accidentally, they met always when Radit himself. Sarah also often contacted Radit, he said only to return the kindness of Radit who had helped him. But Radit always refused, because he did not like Sarah.

“What's up, Sar?” ask Radit to the point.

“Gue is not meant to ruin your relationship with your boyfriend. But I just want to see this same loe” Sarah gave her phone.

The content of the phone is a video of Viona going with her childhood friend. They also had time to date but only briefly, because they do not want to ruin their friendship if they later break up. Radit also knew that the boy was his childhood friend. But Sarah adds to the thing that makes Radit disappointed with Viona.

After Radit meets Sarah, Radit immediately calls Viona to meet. Then they meet in the park and Radit sees the video on Viona.

Viona smiled “ I've often said that she was my childhood best friend. You already know him and we also often go with kan”.

“Try you see what you do?” Radit.

“This is not what you think, we are always joking. Besides I'm not alone, there's Venus with Salsa”.

“I can't believe, you have to cut off your friendship with him”.

“OK fine” Viona instantly deleted all photos about her with her childhood best friend. Viona also blocks everything related to her best friend.

After that, their relationship was always the problem. Because Sarah always gives evidence about Viona as her childhood friend. Sarah and Radit also met frequently and came back close. Radit so always confided about Viona to Sarah, although there are also those who make Sarah's feelings hurt.

One night Sarah asked Radit for help, because in her apartment the lights were off. Because Sarah was traumatized when the lights went out, so Radit came to Sarah's apartment. Radit helps Sarah fix the lamp and it overheats. So Radit had to take off his clothes because he could not stand the heat of the air there.

Then suddenly someone hit Radit's head up to the pinsan. When the lights come back on, Sarah and her friend lift Radit into Sarah's room. Before Radit realized Sarah and her friend were making a video as if they had done something. Radit had begun to realize, his friend Sarah immediately went and Sarah immediately tore her clothes while sitting under the bed crying.

Radit heard the sound of someone crying and he was shocked to see Sarah looking down while crying. “What happened?” Radit.

Sarah is still crying “Sar, what happened. Don't you say that we've...”.

Suddenly some people entered Sarah's room with Sarah's friend earlier “what have you done?” ask the guy.

“We have done nothing, sir” Radit said but Sarah was still crying.

“If indeed you do not do something, why did the lady cry and look like that” asked one of the fathers.

“I..... I....” Radit replied in a stammer.

“Miss quickly change your clothes and you quickly wear tesup” command the father.

After that they immediately spoke in the living room “now the decision is with you. Want us to marry or you marry anywhere, come here and prove it to us. Because we do not want to do you guys this to be spread out with the residents of other apartments” said the fathers.

Radit was a little upset because he didn't know what was going on, and Sarah just kept quiet and cried. “Later we will contact the fathers back” said Radit.

“Good, we all said goodbye and remember just a week's time” the fathers went straight away from the apartment.

“Ahhh.........” cried Radit. “Sarah, what happened exactly?” bentak Radit's.

“Gue don't know, I just remember someone hitting me. Then the guy took me into the room and did it to me. I only saw loe do that when the lights were on” Sarah said

crying out.

“No way, I remember...” Radit imagines when he takes off his shirt due to the heat and he immediately draws Sarah to be close to him. Because Sarah has a trauma of darkness, so they're close. Then Radit could not remember anymore because he had fallen. “No way....” cried Radit.

Radit was frustrated, because he thought he did it all. “Gue wants to go home, tomorrow I'll tell you again” Radit went from that apartment.

After Radit goes Sarah smiles “loe will be mine again, Dit. I'm going to avenge me because you decided me because that damn chick” murmured Sarah.

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