
Every night Fatimah always went out of the room and sat in the TV room, she thought of her two children.
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You guys are already asleep?
15 Minutes later
π¨ Group Kel. Sidiq
Ayu just finished school, mom, how healthy is it?
π¨ Group Kel. Sidiq
Thank God you're healthy, is Dito asleep?
π¨ Group Kel. Sidiq
Already ma'am, after taking medicine directly to sleep, was to bring Dito to the health center
π¨ Group Kel. Sidiq
Help you take care of your sister yes, later I will look at you there
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Yes ma'am, I don't cape-cape let alone a lot of thoughts, pity little sister Ayu later, Ayu want to rest ya ma'am.
I'm sorry, Ayu, Dito. Inner Fatimah
Fatimah cried in the TV room it was not strong enough to hold these tears not to come out. It turned out that Nabila saw it all and photographed Fatimah crying in the middle of the night, then the photo was sent to Haikal, Haikal did not expect people like Rendra could hurt women let alone his own wife who used to always say in likes, love and love, especially his wife, especially if not married to Fatimah maybe his wife will be inner pressure and choose to give up.
The next day at the dinner table as usual, now the atmosphere is much cooler, there is no warmth, after finishing eating Nabila went to his friend's house and Rendra to the hospital for work.
Hospital
Tok...tok..tok. .. beats in Rendra's room.
"Come in" said Rendra a little loudly to be heard
"Busy bro?" haikal asked into Rendra's room
"No, it's been done all just stretch the muscles" replied Rendra sincere smile
"So bro instead of the cave want to interfere in your household affairs with Fatimah" said Haikal stopped looking at Rendra who also saw it
"What's the same with Fatimah?" ask Rendra confused
"Lu still loves and loves Fatimah?" ask Haikal
"Still, your question is strange" replied Rendra increasingly confused
"Can you accept the lack?" haikal asked again to make Rendra a little upset
"Go to the core" said Rendra to the point
May you realize Rendra, that you have hurt his wife and son. Inner Haikal
Rendra saw all the Videos given by Haikal, including the conversation of Dito and Fatimah, then Fatimah who was crying almost every day, Dito's condition was weak due to pain, there was a sense of impaled also in Rendra's heart
"What have I done with my family, I hurt him, but why can it" said Rendra softly "I cursed Dito? no way, what's wrong with me" Rendra told himself
"AKKKKHHHH" shouted Rendra messing with everything in his work desk "Ngga, I can't possibly hurt my wife and child, I have to go home, yes have to go home now" said Rendra in a hurry to take the car keys.
While running small in the hallway of Haikal and Devan hospital saw Rendra panic tangled and frustrated.
"Where are you going?" devan asked but was ignored by Rendra
"Eh buset brother handsome ignored like this" said Devan again still looking at Rendra
Haikal turned the eyeballs to Devan "Let's go back in the operating room, why think Rendra he was already big" said Haikal divert the suspicion of Devan to Rendra
Rendra's House
Fatimah was praying on her alphabet to ask forgiveness of the Creator of the heavens and earth, Fatimah prayed while crying sobbing, she thought of the condition of Dito who was said to be sick with Bloody Deman.
"Allah lift up the sickness of the son of the servant, give again cheer to him, do not hurt the two sons of the servant, O Allah, I can only ask forgiveness from you for all the wrongs of the servant, O Allah, sincere servant if one day the servant must be positioned by a choice between Dito Ayu or Mas Rendra and our son, then the servant gives up the youngest son of the servant to live with his biological father, and his father, and I will continue to be with Dito and Ayu, not that I do not love my son who is from Rendra but I believe his father will always give him great happiness and affection, unlike the slave children who only have a servant alone a place for them to complain. O Allah forgive all the wrongs that have been done in your world, O Allah.." Fatimah's prayer stopped because Rendra said hello
"Assalamu'alaikum" said Rendra slowly he could not bear to see his wife praying who blamed himself.
Fatimah immediately wiped away her tears and turned to face her husband "Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Fatimah hoarsely with her eyes as she walked towards her husband and kissed his hand
"Mas Rendra Tumben is home?" fatimah asked carefully fearing that her husband's mood was not good, but Rendra was still silent to see his wife
"Mas Rendra's coming home for lunch? Fatimah prepare first, all Fatimah make a drink for Mas Rendra, mas Rendra clean first so fresh" said Fatimah softly about to come out
"Fatimah" call Rendra slowly
Fatimah who heard her name called to turn her head, and saw her husband who had been crying quietly on the spot, Fatimah was astonished by her husband's change as if changing, changing, Fatimah had not dared to approach her only fearing her husband did anything out of the blue.
"Fatimah" called Rendra again in a soft voice and wept as he walked closer to Fatimah
"I'm sorry Fatimah" said Rendra hugging his wife tightly and wailing tears
"Mas Rendra what's wrong?" ask Fatimah who does not understand this
"I'm sorry Fatimah, I hurt you and our children, I'm sorry Fatimah, please forgive me" replied Rendra who had kowtowed at Fatimah to apologize for her actions.
"Mas Rendra woke up not good like this" said Fatimah sitting on the floor so that her husband did not rest
"Please forgive me, forgive all the stupidity of these few days, I beg Fatimah, and never leave me" said Rendra sobbing with a hoarse voice
"Wake up first, then we speak well, from heart to heart but in a state of calm, not this situation" replied Fatimah gently stroking the hair of her husband who was still struggling
"I'm a fool, I've hurt you all, I'm a brengs**k, baji**n" Rendra said
"Please stop don't do this, don't hurt yourself, stop the mas" said Fatimah holding her husband's hand which kept hitting her head and face.
Rendra was still beating himself, ignoring the words of his wife who kept holding and holding Rendra's hand.