
"You don't need me?" said Ivan flat.
"I don't want to invite you to cooperate in the bad" said Diana.
"As long as you are with me, whatever I do, it's a beauty and happiness for me" Ivan said.
"Please understand me, Ivan. I don't want your mother's conjecture of me to be the truth, where her good son becomes evil because of me."
Remembering his mother, Ivan tried to harbour his ego. Rani's guess on Diana was always bad, and it was true what Diana said, if she insisted, there was something bad going on in Agung Jaya, Indonesia, his mother hated Diana even more and blamed Diana for everything that happened.
Ivan and Diana faced each other, Ivan holding both of Diana's palms. “Whatever your struggle, no matter how great your opponent. Promise me you'll win that fight."
"I will fight as hard as I can" Diana said.
"If you're happy I'm not coming with you, fine. I'll stay here and help you through my do'a" Ivan said.
Ivan pulled Diana into his arms. She said she was willing to allow Diana to fend for herself, but in her heart that sense was not the least. In her heart, she wanted to fight for Diana until her last treasure, even if it could be up to the last drop of blood.
What can I do Diana? I actually want to fight with you, but this is tormenting you. Rather than me torturing you, I would rather be tormented by following what you want, if it makes you happy, why not?
"Come back to me as soon as your fight is over.” Ivan kissed Diana's head.
Diana pulled away from Ivan's embrace, she stared softly at Ivan's two eyeballs. “I've told you many times, if I don't dare to promise something that is difficult for me to keep.”
"Why is promising to come back difficult for you?"
"My struggle in the country of people, I don't know what it's like." Diana stared blankly in the other direction.
"Eat him fight with me-"
Diana's eyes were so sharp, as if warning Ivan that Diana did not like it.
"Is the language I speak very difficult to understand?"
Seeing Diana's eyes that implied sadness made Ivan feel guilty. "I'm sorry Diana, I'm just not ready to let you go alone." Ivan hugged Diana so tightly.
Diana let go of Ivan's embrace. "I'm not alone, there's a team that's helping me."
"Why can't I trust your team, instead I want to poison your mind, sometimes very often the people we think are the brothers who betrayed us."
Diana patted Ivan's shoulder repeatedly. "Trust me, don't think bad."
"Who asked to think bad, you started yourself, who did not want to promise back who?"
"I, but who doesn't believe in my salvation, who?" reply Diana.
"I."
Looking at Diana's gaze fixed on him, made Ivan feel smothered by himself.
"Ehm!" Ivan tried to drive away the awkwardness.
“If you cannot promise your congratulations for me, at least try to get back to your Grandmother, fight as hard as you can, and come back with a victory for your Grandmother.”
Diana's eyes seemed dim to hear Ivan just now. Diana looked down at the floor, as if looking for her missing coins.
Ivan grabbed Diana's chin so gently. "What are you thinking?" Ivan's tone of voice sounded very soft, as if blowing a cool breeze into Diana's heart.
"Nothing, I just miss my Grandma."
Ivan gently rubbed the side of Diana's head.
"I guess you never know what a miss is, and what love is."
"I'm here, because I love my Grandma!" Diana looked upset.
"I'm sorry, I was just kidding."
Ivan grabbed both of Diana's palms. "Remember, try to get back to your Grandma. If you go back to her in good health, you have helped my responsibility to your Grandmother, remember? That my Grandfather promised to take care of you, Grandpa promised your Grandmother, that was also my duty, because you came because of me. It's impossible for me to ask you to come back to me, who am I? I just want you excited to get back to your Grandma." Ivan kissed the back of Diana's palm.
"Welcome to fight my fair share" said Ivan.
Diana let go of Ivan's hand and went into Ivan's arms. "Don't be too nice to me, I'll open a good man, you'll regret it!"
"There are no regrets for me, even though you tricked me all out," said Ivan.
"Don't love me, I don't deserve to be loved, you never know what I mean to you, remember who I really am."
It felt like there were many things Diana wanted to say, she wanted to be honest and say them all, but she did not know what she wanted to say.
Ivan was very happy when Diana hugged him. Ivan returned Diana's embrace, both drowning with their own feelings.
15 Minutes passed.
Ivan gently patted Diana's back “Already, get ready.”
Diana let go of his embrace.
“Diana, can I ask for one thing?”
“What?”
“Bring Dillah with you," pinta Ivan.
"What?" Diana was very clueless about Ivan's request.
"Dill owe you his life, he'll definitely risk his life for your safety, because I can't keep you company, so take Dillah."
"I ...." Diana was confused as to how to refuse Ivan's request.
"I beg ..., there is at least someone I can trust to know your circumstances.”
Diana nodded her head.
Ivan was so happy, he hugged Diana again. "Thank you, Diana. With Dillah with you, I can always ask about your situation there later."
"Hmm .. but don't terrorize too much, remember I left because of my mission."
"I'm terrorizing Dillah, not you."