Diamonds

Am I In Love?

Pov diamond

Today I was relaxing in my room. Arrived2 my phone reads indicating a message entered there. I lazily opened it and read the message.

"Hi, what are you doing?" A message sent by someone I don't know who sent it. I don't know why I expected someone there. I immediately replied to that message.

Diamonds: Who's sorry?" Reply I want to make sure.

I look forward to the man's reply, I'm right2 expecting someone there. It didn't take long, finally the pesankupun reply by that person.

Radit: It's you Radit. ka Radit take your number from Juliana, sorry you're so sassy"

That guy's reply managed to make me jelkrak2 happy on my bed. I lost control when I received a message from someone I was expecting.

I don't know what happened to me. It seems like this is the first time I've felt this. But when I first heard Ana tell me about her sister, I was already interested in hearing her.

Until Ana tells me that her brother Radit has found a boarding house for me, and paid my boarding rent for two months, I feel like meeting her just to thank her.

But after his presence at my hostel that night, I became even more happy when I heard about him. Until Ana, my best friend told me that her sister had asked for my phone number. I am also becoming more and more happy for him. I don't know, I don't understand my own feelings either.

Long enough I silenced the message from ka Radit, until finally I returned the message.

Diamonds: Oh ka Radit, I'm sorry Ian didn't know. Yes no papa2, Ana uda said that ka Radit uda did take Ian's number, but Ian did not know if this is Radit's number. Sorry ya😊"

My reply to ka Radit. I don't know why I got so excited about it. Not long after he returned my message.

Radit: Yes no papa2 no need to apologize. You're not wrong Raditlah wrong😌"

The reply from ka Radit again managed to make me smile2 myself. I don't know, I feel so anxious about the emot he uses. I seemed to imagine that it was an appreciation of his face. Instantly I rolled back2 on my bed.

Diamonds: What's wrong with Radit? You Raditang is not wrong either. Btw Ian happy ka Radit ngechat😊"

One message I sent that made me misbehave. How not, I have dared to express my pleasure in receiving a message from ka Radit.

But after how long I waited, you Radit didn't reply to my message. I feel ashamed of myself, maybe you Radit so unhappy with my reply. I'm also afraid that I'm just getting a message from Radit.

"What's wrong with me?" My inner riled.

I keep staring at my phone screen. My message wasn't even answered, I've been waiting for almost an hour. I had to type a message.

Diamonds: "Sorry to Radit if Ian uda is presumptuous, Ian did not mean it"

But I don't know what I want to send in my messages, I delete the messages back and throw my phone in any direction on the bed.

"Why did I become like this, what was this feeling why pleasure, anxiety, and shame came to my heart at the same time?" My inner.

I almost fell asleep, but I was again startled by the ringing of my phone. Soon I grabbed my phone to see who was calling me. My eyes were wide open to see whose name was on my phone. " Ka Radit" That's the name that's plastered there. My heart was pounding at that moment. I don't know why I'm so nervous. But with pleasure, I answered the call.

We talked a lot that night. I don't know how long we've been talking on phone calls. He asked about my daily life and told me about his daily life. We also exchanged stories about our past.

I had heard him talk about a woman, whom I had asked, but I knew why there was such a pain in my heart to hear the story of that woman. I don't know if I don't understand myself right now.

Until finally, we decided to end our calls and our talks that night. I close my phone with a vibrating heart and a smile that keeps on expanding..

"What's wrong with me, am I in love. Am I in love for the first time?" My inner.

Seriate.....