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Answer of this taste.

My curiosity came back. This time with a different person. The name reappeared in my daydream this afternoon. Right in this class, when I was in college. I can't concentrate. The reason for this name. 

He is now standing in front of the class, presenting his group assignments. I'm not focused on the topic he's discussing. It starts before class starts. The Princess's boarding. 

Del, I have to go home tomorrow. I'm sorry I didn't come with you, is that okay? 

It's okay Put, you've said this over and over again, I understand. 

I found a friend to accompany you. What about Raka? 

No need, Put. Sunday night at the boarding house is enough for me.

Or do you want me to suggest Dody? 

Whats? I didn't hear wrong? 

Hmm I think Dody's good, not as bad as he looks. 

I was surprised by the words of the Princess. A few days ago he banned me, now all of a sudden he kind of pushed me to get close to Dody. 

What was? you changed your mind, Put?

I don't know, I'm trying to open my mind, he's friendly, polite, too. Yesterday I saw him helping an elderly man who fell on a crossroads near the campus.

The people around the street no one cares. 

Oh yeah? I just found out. 

Yeah, because I just told you now, Del. 

Oh yeah, so I got the green light? 

Hmm, I'm just a supporter, Del. That feeling depends on you. 

Ja. I'm still wondering, too. This is true feeling of love or just curious. But I was attracted to him, many times made upset by him. 

Yes, you may be in love. Wait a minute, he's online again. Try me to chat. 

Put, no need. I'm not good, I'm ashamed too. 

He wants it, Del

Uh, seriously? 

Yeah, he said there's no Saturday night, he wants to keep you company. 

The two of us immediately shouted, then continued with a loud laugh. 

Wait a minute, we'll be in class with him. How should dong? 

Leave it to my servant, Queen Delia. 

I looked at her with a amused look, amused at her behavior that was acting like a matchmaker. Immediate matchmaker. 

When we got to the front of the class, we met him. Princess asked about the chat in bbm before. And it's true that Dody agreed, and then the Princess walked towards the bench I was sitting on. I did not dare to go face to face with him for long. The princess said Dody would call me soon, it's as if I didn't know if they were up to something. On one occasion, our eyes met. He realized and smiled, and I returned his smile. 

That's what happened a few minutes ago, and now I'm completely out of focus with college today. I imagined what I should do this weekend with her.What clothes should I wear, and how should I behave. Is he going to shoot me?, I seem to be overreacting, the latter is unlikely to happen. Too soon to conclude, that Dody also felt the same way. Too soon if we do. We just got to know 3 semesters, look close intensely in this 3rd semester. There are many things to consider when starting a relationship.

Class has been dissolved, 2 hours feels like a long time to me. Coupled with my ungodly feelings, it was as if Dody was asking me out today. 

Me and the Princess were still in the classroom, there was a bunch in that class. One of them was Dody, he was still there with the group of friends, yes, it seems they were discussing the results of the presentation they were presenting in the class. The princess nudged my arm, pointing towards Dody standing up. 

I lifted my head and looked at him, he stood up and smiled, then walked towards where we were sitting. I suddenly stood holding my bag, about to leave this place. The princess held my hand. 

Del, he walked here, where are you going? 

I'm going out, Put. 

Don't first. The princess still held my hand, and Dody's steps began to approach towards me standing up 

Del, are you going home yet? No more classes? 

Yes, today is just one class. Is it Put? 

The princess did not reply, she had already let go of my hand and was now engrossed with the boyband video on her phone. 

Oh, so. I also have no class. Me and my friends will have lunch, you can come with us. 

I nudged the Princess for help. He noticed the uneasiness, then stood up. 

Dody next time, Delia will accompany me to meet Bima. 

Oh yeah it's okay. Yes, I did first. He said goodbye to us and left class with his friends. 

I put my body back in the chair. Breathe freely. 

What the hell are you doing, Del? 

I wasn't ready to get involved with his friends. I used to join them once, the things they talked about about fashion items and expensive brands, about skincare and**** were whiny. I don't understand, Put. 

Yeah, it looks obvious. The rich are like that. What is our power in the lower middle class. 

Yes, being able to enter this campus alone is grateful. Graduating on time and being independent in the city of others has become a pride of its own. 

Rightly so. There is no need to use to increase prestige to continue to join gangs like that. 

I agree with the Princess' opinion. The most important thing now is not to bother parents who have worked hard to get us to college. No need to be famous to be successful. So fame but use money from parents what it means. What to be proud of?. 

We both left the class. Outside the classroom also looks lonely because it is still busy hours of lectures. All the students were struggling with their college eyes that day. On the way to the parking lot, Raka called out to me. 

Delia. 

I stopped and looked. 

Hey, wanna go home? 

Yes, today is just morning class 

Uh, Raka got older, yesterday's birthday, huh?. The Princess's sudden statement made Raka smile and blush in embarrassment. 

Ah who said? No one is Put's birthday. 

Don't lie, just tell me you're afraid we're asking for a deal, right? In the class group the announcement

No, Put. That's the other kids on a whim. 

I who know nothing can only be silent and then confidently say. 

Happy birthday to Raka. Calm down we did not ask for a treaty, at least not the Princess but enough I was treated, okay? 

They both laughed. Raka punched me in the arm. 

Confident you are, Del. Who wants to deal. 

Oh that, arrogant Raka. Wiz. 

I pretended to frown and turned my face away, not wanting to see it. 

Oh, my God, it's just cranky, it's worse later Del. 

Bodo. I'm angry, don't call me again to vent. Yuk, Sis. We home. 

The princess who was astonished by my attitude, just lifted her clothes and cheered Raka up a little. 

Patience bro, just love the balloon later also not angry anymore he. 

Princess, I can hear. Don't be your traitor. 

The princess laughed loosely plus laughed Raka who sounded firmer. 

I kept going, not caring about their laughter. I heard the sound of footsteps half running from behind, suddenly stopping my steps. 

Yes, I will have a private chat. Goodbye, Delia. Raka ran ahead of me towards the direction where she parked her bike. 

Then me and Putri followed Raka, out of campus heading to our respective boarding houses. 

****

Saturday night

It's in the Princess room.

Put, are you sure you left me tonight?

Delia, I'll see you tomorrow.

I don't care how many days. That's the problem today, Put.

The princess saw my turmoil. It's been 5 days I don't feel calm waiting for today. Today is my first Sunday night with Dody. Because of the idea of the desperate Princess asked Dody to accompany me because she would be left home by him.

Relax, Del. Dody is tame, he can't mess with you. Trust me the same.

I'm not ready, Put. If he feels uncomfortable with me, how? If he doesn't feel the same way about me?

Yeah that's your pr, Delia.

Princess, she said she would support me?

I'm definitely supporting you dong. Now you better enjoy your date later. I'm sure he won't regret being with you. You're like ABG, Del. Baper continues.

The princess continued to taunt me until she entered the taxi she was using to head to the station.

Tonight, at exactly 7 and a half, Dody is coming to my boarding house. His agenda was to accompany me at the boarding house. There are no plans to go to the movies or any other dating places. Either because of the request of the Princess or maybe she did not intend to invite out.

PINGING

PINGING

The chat from my phone sounded loud. I saw there was some chat coming in. From Dody and also from Raka. I opened Dody's chat and ignored Raka's chat and started replying. Dody says, he's on the way to my boarding house.

When I got to the boarding house, Dody called me and I walked out of the room and headed forward.

On the boarding terrace there are several benches for the needs of guests, in front of one of the benches we sit there is a small versatile round table. I took a few jars of snacks and 2 glasses of drinking water. Dody looked quite relaxed, wearing a plain black t-shirt combined with a hoodie and long jeans.

A few minutes later, we were in one of the dining areas not far from my room. We started ordering food and chatting about a few things. About 1 hour we were there, then back to the boarding house. During the trip, we walked on foot, enjoying a pretty clear night. A gentle breeze and moonlight illuminated our journey towards the cost.

Once at the boarding house, we started chatting, rather I told more stories. Dody occasionally responded to my story with his questions. He didn't tell me much about himself personally, nor did I have the courage to ask him because comfort was paramount to me. If someone is comfortable, the person will tell the story by itself without having to be asked. I was quite curious about his attention all this time towards me. He seemed enthusiastic to hear my story. I got bored and started asking him.

Dody can I ask you a question?

Please, Del

Ever been in love?

Ever

Likewhat? How's it feel?

Falling in love secretly. It feels jumbled. Why secretly?

I don't know, afraid of a broken heart

Ever been heartbroken?

Silence, not answering long enough. He looks bright. Thinking something.

Who ever felt in love must have also felt his heart broken.

So you've felt it

You can understand my words.

Alright, I'm quite curious about the reason but I won't force it if you don't want to tell me.

I smiled seeing him.

Everyone must have loved so deeply, and because no one is perfect, anyone can make mistakes including to loved ones. But the greatest heartbreak cure for me is to be at peace with myself. Those who can get through that are great people.

Dody heard the statement carefully. Shaking his head.

Means I am not a great person, he said with a sad face.

I slightly understood her facial expression, then patted her on the shoulder.

We are all just ordinary people who can feel pain and hurt, all need a process. As long as we have the confidence that we can. God will fulfill our faith and make it a good result. Believe, Dod. Okay?, I patted the back of his hand. Trying to calm himself.

He looked at me with an unusual look, as if he could not believe I was going to say this. I am the same myself. I don't know where those words came from.

I could see the look in his eyes was glaring, his face was serious but looked sad.

Dody suddenly approached me. I'm unmoving. His face was so close to mine I don't know what he's going to do. My breath was irregular and I could hear his breathing. I did not dare to look at his face. Getting closer to my face, I turned my face away. He tried to kiss me but I didn't dare and turned my face away.

Excuse me.

That's the only word I can say. He realized then smiled then confirmed my slightly messy hair. Pinning in my ears. I thought he was gonna keep kissing me, so he pinched my cheek.

You're funny, Del. He said, laughing a little.

I laughed and confirmed my sitting position. He looked at the watch in his hand and helped justify his sitting position. He took out the small bag he was carrying. Prepare to go home.

It's time, I say yes Del.

Hmm okay, thanks for coming with me.

Me either. I go home first. Delia Bye.

I drove him to the gate, he started his motorbike and went home to his boarding house. I'm still shocked by what happened tonight. On Monday I can't wait to tell the Princess, the incident that made my heart almost jump from its place.

***

Monday afternoon, after school.