Devastations

Grieve

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🌸🌸Ica🌸🌸

Mentari still greeted me with his light, slowly but surely I tried to open my eyes. It was hot and hard to open. I spread my eyes all over this room turned out to be my own room.

As I began to come to my senses from my sleep, the shadow of Ronal who was about to harass me recalled. It made me run amok, cry and scream.

This morning's hoopla, made my brother and dad come to my room. It was evident from the look on their faces of deep worry. Papa came up to me and hugged you tightly.

“Nak, already.. all has passed. already do not cry again” said my sad papa.

I just kept quiet, my tears just kept flowing.

“Why? Why is everything happening to me?? I'm gonna die my inner”

“Papa will be here, papa won't leave you son. So now don't cry like this, okay my daughter” said papa. “Papa will take care of you, papa will close papa company so that papa can continue here”

“No. papa can't not work. How is papa's employee? Papa can't just let go of my papa”'s responsibilities when he heard papa was going to close his company.

“I... It only takes pa...”kataku down “can papa call mama? Currently ica need hug mama”

“Iya will papa telfon” said papa. “Yaz, phone mama you told here now” he said again.

“Good pa”

I saw my sister Ayaz trying to call my mom. I did not hear their talk, but it was seen from the look on my brother's face of sadness and disappointment.

“Mama don't want to brother? Yes it's okay. Papa go to work, there is kak iaz here”

“You sure?” Ask papa to convince me. I just nodded my head to answer his question.

“Ya has gone papa, but remember if there is any papa phone especially you iaz take care of your sister. Don't forget to eat dear, papa leaves” said papa kissed my forehead and left my room.

Now it's just me and my brother. Brother left my room, before long he came back with a tray of porridge that was certain to me.

Brother just kept quiet like no other brother. He changed. The sad face continues. I dare not ask, I just kept quiet and looked at him. My heart was sad, when my gaze met with my brother, he turned his face away. Even so, he still fed me food and gave me medicine that put me to sleep.

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There was no warmth or laughter like usual in this house. Everything has changed. Ica never smiled again, she just locked herself in her room. Just eating, he refused to come out. Iyaz never came to comfort his sister, he only entered his sister's room when delivering lunch because papa was not home. Just a chatty dig at the house to comfort his daughter.

Galih noticed the change in the yaz, as if keeping a distance with ica began to ask her son.

“No pa.” Answer yaz smiled.

“Do not lie. Papa knows you yaz, so papa's story is what's the matter?”

Iyaz cried, and this was the first time since her parents separated.

“Iyaz sad, angry and upset with self iaz pa. Iyaz can't take care of ica, iaz feel not as good as a sister. When Ica was harassed two years ago and a week ago with Ronal it was all because Iaz could not take care of ica. Iyaz does not deserve to be her sister ica pa” said yaz crying

“You deserve. Right now, Ica needs us. If you feel guilty you should comfort her instead of avoiding her, son. Don't do this, pity ica. Surely he feels you are disgusted with him”

“Iyaz is not disgusted with him pa, iaz only feel guilty about the ica that has happened to him. Well pa, today yaaz will try to make ica rise from this slump”

“Begini new kids papa”

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It's been a month ica locked herself in a room, just wanted to talk when spoken to. Every day the yaz brought Oliv to help cheer him up, but it still stayed that way. Until it occurred to me that Iaz brought Rangga because his friend was close to ica and hoped to make ica smile or at least get out of the dark room.

“Why haven't you thought of yesterday? Hopefully this time it works. Poor ica. The holidays are about to end and the new semester is about to begin. I'd better call him soon.” Inner iaz

Iyaz immediately called his friend and asked the man's ability to come to the house to help him comfort his sister. It is certain that he will tell Rangga about the situation.

Tok...

“Log ga.. directly to his room aja yuk”

Rangga nodded his head and followed the yaz from behind until he stopped in front of a room that had been confirmed it was ica room.

“Dek.. brother bring special guests” said yaz in front of room ica. “Kakak not open the door ya”

There was no answer from inside. Iyaz immediately opened the door, it was dark very dark there was not a hint of light and immediately entered with Rangga into the room.

🍀🍀Rangga🍀🍀

When I heard the story of the Yaaz, it shocked me. How not I just don't know when I have a boyfriend and worse almost harassed.

I rushed to her house to see the woman I love, ica. And now here I am, in the dark room I just found out it's ica's room. I approached the bed saw a figure who only pegged on the bed who else if not ica.

“Ca” I said started the conversation, but there was no response from him. I brought my body closer to ica and hugged her.

“This is me rangga ca” said me again. There was still no answer, but I felt wet on my chest. Yeah, ica was crying in silence.

“Do not cry again. mas sad ca, sorry mas just came. I just found out about it ca”

“Ica want what?”

No response from him, frustrating me. I lyrically yaz he just kept silent on the doorstep of the room. I gestured to leave us alone and he closed the door.

“Mas turn on lights ya” said I let go of my embrace.

“Mas..”.

“Iya ca” answered me who kept walking looking for the light switch.

“Not disgusted by me? Not ashamed to meet me?”

“So, why be disgusted and embarrassed? You ain't broken ca. What are you doing like this for?” I said I approached him again after turning on the lights.

“But almost mas”

“Almost doesn't mean it, does it? Did you hear it's been like this for a month, ain't you tired? Bored of? Exit yuk”

Ica shook her head, but I didn't give up on persuading her.

“Ca, what do you think you're doing? There you make papa, iaz, Oliv and mas kwatir ca. There's no benefit for Ronal, he's fine now. And you see? Unmaintained. Suffered themselves. Make what?”

He just kept quiet, maybe digesting my words.

“I'm ashamed of you. I feel useless to his”

“Who said? You're handy. You have nothing to be ashamed of. The one who should be ashamed of it is Ronal not you”

“Now let's get out. I will accompany you where you are. You want to meet your mama ayok mas interra.”

“Truth? You're not gonna leave me? Will they accompany me? Won't you stay away? Will it stay beside me?”

I just nodded my head, looking a little smile etched on her lips.

“Now ica want to get out? Where are you going?”

“Ica want to watch us go four like we used to”

“Alright, now get ready. Mas will wait ica outside.”

He nodded, opened the blanket and walked towards the bathroom while I walked out of his room. At the door of the room there was a yaz waiting and I was sure he eavesdropped on my every chat and ica was seen from his happy look.

“Udah hear right? What are you waiting for, the hunt is ready and call Oliv to come here.”

“Iya”

I finally became a light for him.

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