Desy Widow 3 Children

Purposefully

Today I came home from 5pm, it was already Thursday, I had to prepare some supplies for me to wear at the dimas event. I decided to stop by a mall not far from my hotel.

after finishing with my needs, I returned to the car, do not know why the mood of the day was not good, the default BT continues, fortunately not to make damaged concentration of work in the hotel.

stop by the cafe ******** good enough to add mood, who knows it works! but I'm alone! it's not fun! but the wealth itself is more fun for now, than there is a management trus added broken mood.ok I went into the cafe.

I ordered 1 type of cola lime drink and 1 drink with low alcohol! I started burning my cigarettes and started to enjoy my drinks one by one, before I had time to run out I had ordered a new one to accompany me tonight.

I try to remember! what makes the mood so damaged today.not that today is almost the same as yesterday. it's not that I've started to get used to the chat messages from anto that always managed to get me hooked on emotions, it's not like I'm used to willy wa who can be said Norak because I can't get far with me, it's not like I'm used to the chat from Doni who always say happy work 5 x in a day. Hhhhaaaaaarrrgggghghg all still rich yesterday, but BT really different well! I fooled myself.

when I want to drink it back...

" des is enough later you mabok "whose voice is it? I started looking for the owner of a familiar voice in my ears.

Heehhhhhhhmmmmm why do you stand in front of me! that word just came out of my mouth.

" i'm sitting down" said Anto, (it's not a question but a statement because without me answer anto already sitting next to me. )

What about BT? anto started smoking his cigarettes

if I told you the alesanan loe would care? I asked back to her.

until now I still care about des! loe's the mother of my son's son! answer Anto while drinking my drink.

Just answer me briefly!

I asked the bartender for my next order

I drank it again and continued to burn my cigarettes.

The work problem Des? ask anto to me.

I shook my head!

Kids make loe kesel?

I laughed.." hahahahaha where there are children making gw kel, they are the ones who make mewatin all day gw. loe rich new know aja! answer me with a cynical smile.

Loe's new guy cheating? ask anto again

hahahahahaha I laughed again.willy different ama loe! and I think even if Willy cheated, the pain is not the same as you used to cheat on Gw!

what makes BT des?! anto sounded patiently asking this.

Loe made Gw BT! go on ganguin gw! sometimes I give up! want to go away from loe...kids loe..

but I can't!!!!

I immediately paid for my drink without asking for a bill.

I pulled Anto out of the cafe.

walk towards my car.

" Please get in the car "

I opened the door for Anto and closed it back, then I got into the car and sat down next to him.

I close my face to anto. I look for her lips. I grab her neck and start kissing her lips!

why don't you bales kiss me, not his loe kangen ama this kiss? ask anto.

(no idea what you're feeling)

less? ask me.

I hugged her back, I kissed her neck and started making fun of her.

(anto brushed off my embrace)

Less?! ask me while looking into his eyes

I started unbuttoning my shirt, I opened it and took off my shirt.

This is what you want!!!!!! I started crying.

come on!!!!! where's loe's hand? I said while crying.

do we have to find the nearest hotel??? do we have to do it at home! in our room? or why not in this car!!!! didn't we ever do it in the car!!?? I said with a voice without anger.

my crying broke at this moment.

anto took my shirt, then tried to put it on!!!!

but I refused it!!!!

don't make me wear that shirt! loe belom ngakuin what is like you always say to gw!!!!

I cry for myself!

(anto hugged me )

put on the clothes des! this is not what I want! anto said as he continued to hug me.

so what do you want.

loe wants my body! loe wants that house! you want a child!!!! take all of it. because I've cape thought of all this.(i'm still crying ).

anto caressed my head.

sorry about des! I'm too selfish! i'm wrong!

(the word sounds slow and seems sincere)

put on her clothes des!!!! please (anto help me wear my shirt)

Thank you for hugging Anto back.

I shed my tears in his arms.

" please.don't do this to Gw! I am not strong!!!! (word without emotion comes out of my mouth) don't insult and torture Gw like this!!? where was the old Anto Gw, who was so good at treating Gw and the children well! (the tears keep flowing)

anto caressed my hair!

Sorry des!!!!! gw nyesel.., gw is stupid! stupid with all my mistakes! please excuse me, I took off my hug, and I can see Anto shed his tears but he tried to cover it up.

I took a tissue and began to wipe away my tears.

I started to catch my breath...

Tissue! Remove the aer eyes! aer crocodile eyes. said me with a small laugh and nyinyir tone.

" no need to dry tissue! I need her wet tissue, replied anto while random shuffling my hair!!!!

" Sweet "me said while laughing.

hahahahaha anto laughs...

That dong laughs.ucap anto while smiling sincerely to me.

That's dong who's actually a person!!! don't make people answer me with a smile.

hahahaha Anto laughed again.

I opened the windshield and started burning my cigarettes,

Anto did the same, took a cigarette and started burning it.

Des. said anto and then sucked back his cigarette.

what the fuck? answer me casually.

Tomorrow morning I'll call my lawyer gw.., gw cancel all of it...ucap anto seriously!

There's gotta be a want! I said by looking at her face.

how bad to think! ask anto

ama loe! so I have to be vigilant, I said flatly.

" i'm really bad in your eyes" asked Anto

Hello, where have you been all this time? i'm laughing...

loe was terrible at the end of this. very very very bad. I reinforce my words.

Sorry .. answered Anto and smoked his cigarette back.

I took a bottle of mineral water between the doors of my car, and drank it!

ga drinking? I asked Anto while giving the bottle in my hand.

ga ah..aer is sepet!!! loe's mouth, loe's mouth willy's! now the taste is not sweet again rich first, said anto while laughing and raising his legs following my favorite style when sitting in the car.

Siaalll.

Des..anto burned his cigarette back.

Gw kangen ama Jasmine...

really kangen.(anto dripping his eye aer ).

(the oath was very surprised to see )

Jasmine is too angry ama gw Des, she really hates ama gw..(uh she really cry loh).

I can still hug sherly ama alam, but jasmine,, make a look at my face, his taste he was fed up first. Anto was really crying.

I hugged anto! yiyyy!!!! don't cry, later his handsome ilang.i comforted anto.

please help me, make Jasmine can I'm sorry!

I took off anto's hug.

sorry for that I can't! I said firmly.

Jasmine has been 15 years old, I'm trying to treat Jasmine as my best friend! I can't make him, loe and I'm forcing Jasmine more mature than her age limit. I don't want to make her think more, it's my protest for anto request.

ask for what laen is.don't it. said me back.

yes already.gw ask for help, please do not rancunin jasmine for more hate ama gw!

damn..loe thought what model mom! as depraved as his depraved gw, I will drain the brain of my child to hate his own biological father.

hahahahaha anto laughs...

" yes I believe, you're a very good mother, jasmine, nature and sherly lucky to have a rich mother loe. nature ama sherly ga stop adoring loe if she nginep ama gw!..

emhhhhhh may be the son of a good mother, but a man I value gw a wife who failed to make a good wife for him. until my personal family, I have, say I'm not a good wife.

hahahahaha anto laughs... Kena gw.omongan loe Dalem.

' Yes definitely Dalem" sedalem loe loved me first.

hahahaha we laughed together.

Des' back to gih! dah malem, children wait loe at home, tomorrow you have to gawe, said anto throw a cigarette out.

tumben is your brain!!! answer me while laughing.

I started the car engine, ac where ac.let's not too smelly his car.

you can go back by yourself? loe ga mabok right.?!!! anto asked while checking my eyes.

hahahahahaha drink so doang anyway not make mabok times, rich never drink only.

Ok....I also went straight back! anto said and immediately opened the car door.

I pulled his hand....

can hug me one more time, ask me to be a little clear.

anto hugged me with the car door open.

tetep be a good mother for children yes des, anto caressing my hair.

we're gonna get kids together, Dad! let it be with our different conditions.

pinta anto asked for my approval.

It's definitely...Loe the father of my son's son. it will never change. ok. Loe ga position will be replaced by anyone, you keep the father of 3 children gw! inget it.transfer if you have money!!!!!! child loe jajan mlulu says while laughing and patting anto cheek.

Throw away des, if the child gw jajan wae.

let's get a kitten.and we laugh back.

let's go there...

bye malem...

anto hit my car body!

I honked my car, walked over and left the anto still standing.

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get home.

2 My son is asleep, Hanny is lying down and Jasmine is focusing on her laptop.

Emmhhh finished showering and changed house t-shirts + willy beach parcel shorts yesterday, I sat next to Jasmine who was like compiling 1 report.

Your schoolwork? ask me while kissing Jasmine's head.

Yes bund! just edit a little bit of the print! neat. replied Jasmine then tidied A4 paper in the printer machine.

Oh yes, bund! I was called to the Administrative Section! did you register me to join Home Stay? how mommy didn't say it! jasmine asked while waiting for the results to print out her task.

Kaka no konsen if his mother talks! mother dah said, ready for kaka needs, mother dah transfer last week.my answer while laying my head on the thigh hanni.

hehehehehe about it I'm not sure it's a bundle! horrified at becandain ama mother.....

Oohhhhh, my answer is short!

yes already...mending chatting am people who believe ama mother aja ah? I said as I walked and poked Hanny on the cheek.

Again on his willy..

willy is typing...

Bund, how come back malem bgt anyway? not from the hotel was back from 5 o'clock. (read )

Yeah boy! just stopped by the mall first, nyari dress that deh for hanny event this week, trus stop by the cafe first deh. (type and sent )

What color dress is bund?! Sexy huh? trus for Saturday malem and buy lingerie belly? hehehehehe we are mo nginep.

Color item Boy!!! start getting dirty mlulu!!! send and read.

Canda bund! (read by me )

Don't forget Saturday ready 5-6 rooms ya boy! pay his gw service owner his ampe morning .. type and send.

Wahahahahahaha.., his payment can make panic so...gw booked directly all rooms bund, already ah bund! I'm fucking it!

Bund...serius nih, there is a question gw his name Fransiska, he again want to throw shoes branded, if we meet how? pretty bund, let heri have a job, he can sell online if he wants.(read by me ).

Boy! I've never been in business, Heri's my best friend! I do not want to be bad for people especially those who are the root of the problem of debt. (type, send, read by willy )

It's not gonna be a debt, Bund! that was my savings money! if heri can manage it pretty bund, good for heri, good enough to buy junior boy milk, I don't want to share his mother's milk!!! his mother's milk only has gw doang.so I have to earn more money to buy the junior boy's milk.

Hadeuuhh from the shoes, the debt but the tip of his lecherous brain tetep mlulu loe! saturday gw kuras tuh otak.hahahaha. type and send.

hahahahaha kidding bund! I first dealin ama siska yah! goods are ready bund, stay on send pake expedition.saturday morning kaya sampe, sent address dong bund.

ok.. I sent the address and finished this char malem.