Destiny Or Engineering Mu

You deserve to be loved

"Go you. I don't want to see your face" Della seemed to not believe Adrian who was so gentle before could be rude .

"Well, if it'll make you feel better. I'm out but if you need anything, call me"

"Hmmm"

"I'm sorry" after saying that Adrian passed leaving Della.

"I'm God for what I've done" said Della, trying to get out of bed to take a shower.

Della bit her lip as the pain returned she felt all over her body .

"Astagfirullah...." Della screeched as her body almost fell to the floor, she quickly clung to the nightstand next to the bed and it resulted in some items on top of her scattering to the floor.

"Aren't you Dell?" adrian asked when he saw Della still holding on to the nightstand.

Adrian quickly put down the food he brought to Della when he saw some objects scattered on the floor "Where are you going? let me help you" Adrian said.

"Call bi Mira aja" said Della trembling.

"Bi Mira same Salim sir I have asked for a holiday"

"What....?"

"I don't want anyone else to know our problems plus your condition is like this"

"Help me to the bathroom" said Della forced to because of the road difficult.

"Happy" Adrian carefully carried Della to the bathroom, a smile adorned her lips and it did not go unnoticed.

"Don't be happy I just asked for your help not because I want to forgive you but because I had to" Della said a little withdrawing.

"I'm ready for warm water first" said Adrian while lowering Della in closed.

"Come out I want to pee"

"Sir" Adrian answered while opening Della's pants.

"Stop Adrian" protests Della out of embarrassment.

"Sit down" Adrian ignores the protesting Della.

Not being able to urinate immediately Della also put aside her embarrassment, Adrian was her husband.

"Come out I want to take a shower" Della pushed Adrian's body slowly.

"Alright. but call me when it's done".

Twenty minutes passed Della who had finished cleaning herself stepped slowly towards the dressing room.

"Udah said, when you're done call me"

"Son.I can do it myself".

Now Della sits back on the couch reading a book while Adrian, who deliberately busies himself with his cell phone, occasionally glances at Della, who is increasingly engrossed in her reading books.

"Yes... " Della answered, her focus was still on the book in her hands.

"Still angry....?" Ask Adrian.

"Yes... " Della answered, her face changed when she recalled her husband's treatment.

Someone who was supposed to protect her even hurt her, indeed Della was wrong for not loving her husband but violence was also unjustified.

"Once again, I'm sorry. I just don't like it when you love someone else Dell". Adrian tries to express what he feels possible with that Della can understand and forgive the mistakes made.

"Hahaha, you're funny Adrian" Della laughed sarcastically while covering up her fear.

"You mean....?" Adrian spy.

"You're acting like you're asking me to love you. But you've done something that hints that I shouldn't love and expect love from you" Della said.

"You made a great surprise in front of a lot of people as if I were the lucky woman to marry you but it turned out to be a charade, even you accused me of doing nothing with your sister. Ohhh no I don't even recognize you let alone your feet..? and that night you aahhh you made me like a p****r.

And......."

"Della was quite.." snapped Adrian who did not want to hear anymore words that made him even more sorry.

"Go" Della said in a trembling voice.

"Sorry" Adrian said he approached to hug Della to calm down.

"Go...go..please go" said Della with tears.

"So deep is the wound I gave you? I'm sorry Dell, I'm sorry" Adrian said before closing the door.

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"Della am I not worthy of your love...?" lirih Adrian's.

"Ask yourself whether you deserve to be loved".

Adrian is still awake next to Della who is sleeping behind him.he has not been able to fall asleep because of the words of Della last afternoon which still resonates in his ears.

"I'll make you love me Della, sorry for being selfish but this time I don't want to lose you again not to let go of a gentle and kind woman like you. You have to be the mother of my children" Adrian determined and then approached Della and hugged her "Della once again forgive me. I regret having been rude to you ". she said she slept while hugging Della.

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TB