
" Why did you just leave? why don't you ask her why she wants to see you? "
" Because I was lazy to meet him. I tried to make peace with my past, I used to be very hard to forget him. For days, months, even years I find it hard to forget. And thank God, as time goes by I can forget him. And now he wants to see me again? after I try to open my heart to other men? " said Angel while shedding tears. And Aisha tried to calm him down.
" Whose selfish here is it? Me or him? " sovereign.
Angel cried sadly remembering that. Then Aisyah hugged him and stroked Angel's shoulders slowly.
" I don't want to blame anyone on this. Because I don't know anything. All you know is that you're Angel, who feels only you, and who understands that and all of you. Maybe you're still angry with Afka, and maybe you still can't forget her. But what's wrong with trying to make up with someone in the past? there is no harm in making up? " aisha said to Angel.
Angel just kept quiet hearing it all.
" Have you ever said that just being grateful can turn the past into sweet memories? therefore you also have to be grateful, someone from the past wants to make up with you again. But are we not at least hostile anymore? rarely Angel, someone can make peace with his past ", said Aisyah.
Then Angel understood every word of his friend while glancing down as if to understand his point. And nodded to Aisyah.
" Thank you, you have always been there for me. And thank you for the advice, too, " said Angel.
" Yes, same Angel. We are friends, and we need to help each other. It's only natural that I help you as a friend " said Aisyah.
Angel just smiled.
" How? not sad anymore, right? " ask again.
" God is no longer. I will also learn to make peace with my past. At least our past is useful for learning in our lives. "
The two hugged each other as if forgetting the previous incident.
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Why won't Angel see me? even to speak, he did not want to. Aargggh..
grumbled in Zein's heart while slamming the steering wheel of his car.
Angel, I'm back. Your love is back for you. But why won't you come see me? even seeing my presence it feels like you don't miss me anymore. My presence is no longer expected of you. Have you forgotten this Afka?
Zein kept driving the car, and kept thinking about the incident when he met Angel. Then without feeling he had arrived in front of his father's house. Then he got out of his car and entered the house.
She opened the door and was greeted by her stepmother.
" Have you gone home, son? " ask her stepmother.
" Yes" said Zein as if indifferent to him while throwing his face in all directions.
" Have you eaten? if not, let's eat first. My mom cooked it. "
" I am full, " he said as he walked to his room.