Destiny Love Raina (S1&S2)
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Today Devano decides to take Raina to a psychiatrist. Raina's condition is getting worse, past memories really make her always look crazy. Devano only realized when Raina spoke to herself a few times. At first Devano only thinks Raina is practicing her way of speaking, but everything is revealed when Raina tells her everything about Rachel's figure who lives in her heart and always comforts when the girl is sad.
Raina's condition gets worse when the application event, the girl continues to think about the woman. Raina could not lie to her, the girl desperately wished that she was Rachel's twin. Raina really hopes Rachel is alive, Raina does not matter if she is accused of being the cause of Fabian depression, provided that the girl can meet the woman who looks like her.
Devano was so worried about Raina's situation, especially at this time. Raina suddenly becomes a quiet figure, very far from the true personality of Raina.
"Are you sure you'll take Raina to a psychiatrist? If you want, Mama and Papa will come with you." asked Dewi when she saw Devano coming while looking at Raina's body that looks weak.
"Nothing Ma, let me be alone. You focus on the search. Let me take care of Raina, you don't have to worry. Most importantly, the woman must be found and accountable for her actions, pity Raina. He became distressed because of this matter." Devano replied reassuring everyone.
"Dev, Raina met Rachel's sister. She hasn't left Dev, Raina is cool because she doesn't leave Raina anymore." Raina's words make everyone quiet.
How bad was the pain that Raina suffered all this time? Bima and Dewi felt very guilty, because they did not know about the condition of their daughter. They only believe what they see, without knowing what Raina really feels all along.
"I'm really a useless parent, how could my own daughter be I don't know. Forgive my dear Papa, forgive Papa who paid less attention to you. Papa thought, you have been so happy with the wealth and affection we gave, that we forgot that half my daughter's soul has gone." said Bima, looking at Raina with a sad look.
"Papa, why cry? Raina is fine Pa, Dev is overrated. Raina told me, if Rachel's sister is here, she's in Raina's heart. Rachel's sister also always nemenin Raina if Raina is sad again. Why don't you guys believe it anyway?!"
Raina looks annoyed that no one believes her. The girl also chose to sit while waiting for Devano to prepare.
"Darling, Rachel no longer has a child. He's calm down there, how deep is your guilt to bear everything like this, son." The goddess could no longer hold back her tears, the woman grabbed onto Raina's tiny body.
"You guys are overdoing it, Raina is fine. Raina's just tired, Raina's head hurts."
"Is it really sick, baby? Here, let Papa pijitin yaa while waiting for Devano." bima bargained, but firmly Raina shook her head.
"Darling, let's go."
Devano and Raina are now in a mental hospital. Devano gets the advice of an experienced psychiatrist to help Raina. With doubt Raina followed Devano's footsteps, the girl was so scared. Why did Devano take her to a mental institution? Raina was not crazy, she was just a little tired.
"Dev, why are you here? Raina is crazy Dev, this is a crazy place! Raina doesn't want to be here!" Raina starts to rebel, but Devano quickly hugs the girl to calm down.
"Darling, you're not crazy. Instead, we'll meet a great psychiatrist to cure your hallucinations."
"Raina is hallucinating!!"
"Dear, I understand. But you're also not an indigo who can see the ghost of heaven, Rachel's dead baby. You can't keep seeing it if it's not a hallucination, and you're not indigo. I don't want your hallucinations to make you more depressed, baby, you believe me??" raina slowly nods her head, though in her mind that Rachel is right there and always meets her.
"But Raina won't stay here, will she?"
"No dear, how could I possibly be willing to my future wife stay in a mental hospital. Come on, Doctor Ivan is waiting for us inside." Raina followed Devano's footsteps, the girl clasped Devano's fingers tightly. Especially when accidentally some patients walk and get close to him, Raina was so scared.
"Darling, you're not afraid of criminals. But why be afraid of the patients here, hahaha" Devano laughed at Raina's behavior, the man finally got a spoiled pinch from the girl.
"Dev, that's different. It feels like the patients here are scarier than the criminals." Raina grumbled, while Devano still laughed making Raina even more upset.
Raina glared at Devano with a sharp gaze, until a nurse came over to them. However, Raina did not seem to like the arrival of the nurse. Especially when the nurse looked at Devano with an adoring look, wanting to feel Raina prying both eyes.
"Mr Devano, let me drop off. Doctor Ivan sent me to pick you up, he was waiting in his room." said the nurse, smiling kindly at Devano but reluctant to look at Raina in the least.
"Bas with the ganjen nurse," Raina muttered with her face, as the nurse conversed with Devano.
"Well, Carla, please take us there" Devano said. Unexpectedly, the nurse named Carla grasped Devano's hand and pulled him away.
"What the hell is this, he dares to take Dev before my eyes?? And Dev, he left me too? Hohh, fine if so. Let's play, this is a mental hospital. This sane Raina was taken to a mental hospital, if that's why she's not crazy at all." said Raina, the girl turned around and went away and let Devano go with Carla.
Raina approached a young man who was sitting in the park, the man was not wearing a patient's shirt. But from his view looks empty, so Raina also approached him.
Without saying anything and asking for permission, Raina sat right next to the man.
"Why are you sitting here? There are still many empty benches in the park" said the man without looking at Raina in the slightest.
"This is a public place, it's up to dong Raina to sit anywhere. Don't piss Raina off, Raina's a runaway patient. Want Raina to claw her face?!" the man just silently heard Raina's chatter.
Not getting a response from the man beside her, Raina followed silently. But Raina's lemeshed mouth was basically unable to stay still, the girl again raved making the man beside her twirl both her eyeballs lazily.
"You're handsome too, 11 12 is the same Dev. But you're better-looking, Raina swapped husband-to-be??"
"What do you mean??!" this time the man looked at Raina without blinking.
"What?? Raina just expressed her opinion, you know Raina is upset right now. Raina is still sane, but Raina's future husband brings Raina here instead. And look now, she left Raina and went with that weird nurse! Huhh, Raina bebel!"
The man smiled slightly at Raina's words, the girl continued to babble making the man could not help but smile on his face.
"You're confiding? Tell me a story, I'll listen to it." said the man, staring at Raina, the man couldn't even take his eyes off.
"No, Raina wants to go home. Thank you for the outpouring of Raina's heart, Raina left first. Drug handsome sister," Raina walked away from the man. Calling the man her handsome brother, Raina felt like dejavu. Raina once gave the call to Devano at the beginning of their meeting.
Devano who realizes that Raina is not nearby is also hit by panic. The man realized that his hand was being held tightly by Carla.
"No, since then it's just the two of us." Devano rubbed his face rough, the man ran to look for Raina.
Devano searched everywhere, but never found Raina. Devano decides to look for Raina outside the hospital.
Raina, who was exhausted from walking, sat on a bench on the side of the road. The girl looks pale, maybe the effect of the headache she felt earlier before going to RSJ.
"Walina!!" Raina turned to the voice that called out to her, looking at Devano who was running towards her. Raina smiles when she sees Devano in front of her, but the smile dims instantly when she sees who is with Devano, Carla.
In a fit of annoyance, Raina rushed away from Devano. Because of Raina's weak body condition, Devano was finally able to pursue the girl's steps.
"Raina wait!! Where are you going huh?! Go not say it, I saw you earlier. Can you not make me worry?!" Raina just lowered her head to hear Devano's words, let alone Devano's tone that sounded angry at him. Raina did not want to look weak, the girl resumed her steps.
"Walina!!" Devano pulls Raina's wrist until the girl grimaces in pain.
"Do you want to, huh?!!"
Raina did not answer Devano's question, the girl looked at Carla with a hostile look.
"Raina wants to go home by herself, don't look for Raina!!"
"You why the hell?!! Angry for no reason and suddenly go!! We're here to treat you, let you heal, let's be normal again!"
"So according to Dev, Raina isn't that normal?? Raina said, Raina is not sick, Raina is not crazy!! Raina's fine, though,"
"Ehmm, sorry. It's not good if you fight on the side of the road like this, what if we just go inside." said Carla, but instead got a sharp look from Raina.
"Thank you Carla, all right let's go inside. Raina, don't make any more trouble or the hospital attendant will really make you a patient." Devano pulls Raina's wrist, but is immediately pushed over by Raina.
"Raina doesn't want to, Dev's there to consult."
"Raina!! Don't test my patience, okay?"
"What?! Raina should be scared?? Please, force Raina inside. But remember, Raina will be very angry later. Raina will go to Johan's house, and marry Fabian." Devano was speechless hearing Raina's words, the man looked very angry to hear her.
Without saying anything, Devano pulls Raina's wrist inside the hospital, and immediately sees Ivan's doctor.
Due to exhaustion and her physical condition is not good, Raina fainted when she was about to enter Ivan's doctor's room.
Devano felt very guilty, let alone looking at Raina's wrists that were reddened by her grip earlier.
"I'm sorry, baby, I'm so upset that I don't care about you. I just want you to get well, I don't want you to stay depressed, I'm so afraid of your sudden change of attitude." said Devano, Raina is currently unconscious.
"Where is Vano, he's not conscious yet? Wait a minute, my brother will come and bring medical supplies here."
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The door of Ivan's doctor's ward opened and featured a handsome young man.
"Sister, here's the medical kit." the man gave me the medical kit, and Ivan immediately took care of Raina.
"Ehhh, she was the girl in the park earlier. You're her future husband, huh?" the man turned out to be the man Raina had met in the park earlier.
"Yes, you know Raina?"
"Yes, he was in the park. She said her future husband went with the nurse and left him alone, it looks like she is jealous" said the man again.
Devano sighed softly, should he be able to understand Raina's feelings. Raina is a sensitive girl, of course, the girl will be jealous when she sees Devano being held by another woman in front of her own eyes. Devano cursed his stupidity.
15 Minutes later, Raina came to her senses. "Honey, you finally realized too baby. I'm sorry, I'm not sensitive. Don't be angry again, I'll punish myself if you don't want to forgive me."
"Just go there with the odd nurse, Raina wants to find a new husband. That handsome brother seems to be fine, too" said Raina.
"No, I just love you baby. How could you tell me to be with another woman, not that you belong only to me and will only marry me."
"Followly, don't quarrel, let's just do a quick check."
Doctor Ivan was finally able to check Raina's mental condition. "Have this happened a long time ago? I mean, has Raina been hallucinating that for a long time?"
"Yes, Raina always felt that her dead twin sister was always protecting her. Raina always says that her twin sister lives in her heart, what exactly happened to Raina?"
"Schizophrenic, Raina is always hallucinating as if her sister's spirit is still at her side."
"What does it mean, and what is schizophrenia?"
"Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that occurs in the long run. This disorder causes the sufferer to experience hallucinations, delusions or delusions, chaos thinking, and changes in behavior. These symptoms are symptoms of psychosis, a condition in which the sufferer has difficulty distinguishing reality from his own mind. But take it easy, as long as you're always with her, Raina will definitely be cured."
Devano sat down, hearing Ivan's diagnostic. Devano knew Ivan, the man couldn't possibly lie. Now Devano understood, why Raina in certain situations had a different attitude.
