DESTINY LOVE DERAN (Dehan Rania)

4. Labile

Dehan's frustration has not completely subsided, from earlier Dehan brought his car around in circles on the streets deserted and it makes Rania feel nauseous and dizzy. Damnit damnit! Dehan really tortured Rania.

"MAS DEHAANNN!!! STOPIT!! I'M NAUSEOUS!!"

Not understanding, Dehan continued to make Rania drunk and fainted. Until the moment he saw the woman next to him pass out, Dehan stopped his car.

"So the wife has to be obedient, you've pissed me off Rania. Where haven't you been able to get pregnant what should I do with a woman like you in the future ?"

Rania had fainted but she still heard Dehan's words although it was not so clear because her ears were ringing due to nausea. So Dehan drove his car to go home, because tomorrow they have to go to Jogjakarta for a vacation.

The clock shows at 7pm that means Rania has fainted for more than 8 hours. I looked around looking for my husband's whereabouts, he finally emerged from the bathroom carrying toiletries and stuffed them in a suitcase.

"Have you been human ?" dehan asked who saw me open my eyes and sat on the bed.

"What do you think I'm dead ?"

Dehan did not answer me, he was still busy cleaning our clothes for tomorrow go to Jogja.

"Don't bring this matter tomorrow to Jogja, we'll vacation instead of carrying a burden"

"Whatever!" I said I was still upset about what happened this morning

He who saw me turn his face away from the spot and approached me, as usual Dehan hugged me spoiled while kissing the nape of the neck.

"Darling... Gladys is just a regular employee, you don't take it any more. I'm not gonna cheat on a woman as beautiful as you, we've been married for two years you think I'm just playing with your feelings huh?!"

Dehan's words have a point too, during our marriage I was always childish while Dehan he was very mature. Even I could never be a strong woman let alone about Dehan, I was weak! I am weak because of love.

"Mas.. I'm afraid you left me, I know I haven't been able to conceive your child and maybe you'll find another woman who has a great chance of getting pregnant. And me ? You're not happy living with a woman who has a thousand flaws"

Unknowingly I dropped my tears, it hurt. It was painful to accept the fact that until this moment I was not pregnant, the doctor said my uterus was fine and not barren. But the chances of getting pregnant are not great, even though I am beautiful for what if I do not produce offspring.

"Rania, don't talk like that.. We'll try again, okay ?"

Dehan's words always excited me to rise. Because no matter how Dehan accepts me for who I am, I want to always be with Dehan.

"Mas Dehan's.. Thanks for always being by my side, I'll try to get pregnant and I'll follow Shelly's lead"

"Shelly ? Who is she ?" asked Dehan curiously

"He was my best friend at Junior High. Yesterday I called her, she said it was difficult to get pregnant and she went to alternative medicine at her brother's doctor and finally after waiting for five years of marriage she had children"

After hearing that, Dehan's eyes twinkled. I know he's very happy to hear that, let alone me.

"Come baby! Just try! I'll support you whatever it is!"

"Dad! Aye!! Captain!!" answer me spirit

I don't know why we look at each other and see each other's faces.

"Rania Gandhita Wardhana, you are so beautiful and sexy tonight" she said in a heavy voice

I know what happens after Dehan says a word like this, he'll ask for his ration. Is he stupid or what? Sudan obviously was tortured this afternoon by her and passed out from a drunk vehicle. And now, he was about to torture my pride? It's true, Dehan!

"Sorry, I'm not feeling well"

My answer made Dehan's handsome face that had been smiling turn into a frown.

"We'll just rest, okay? I promise in Jogja you can enjoy me as much as possible"

Dehan returned a sweet smile, he hugged while pinching my chubby cheeks. I don't know anymore why Dehan's hormonal changes have increased so drastically, I think only women who can PMS are Dehan as well. Finally we spooked for a moment before going to dreamland, Dehan kissed and he also hugged my body until we fell asleep.

After a long journey they finally reached the city of Jogjakarta, by land. I deliberately did not want to take public transportation because I wanted to walk by our car while there, let alone Jogja is a special city.

I looked around our lodging place, the location is very close to Borobudur temple is very beautiful with natural scenery.

"I've been here with my office mates"

Ever been? Since when? Why Dehan doesn't talk to me.

"Early ?" ask me for wonder

"Ep.... It was a year ago, when I was in business here" Dehan replied with gagu

I continued to highlight her behavior and put on a suspicious face. Usually Dehan always asks me for permission, but why he never told me

"Don't talk about work or anything. We're here for the holidays, baby"

Dehan turned my attention and immediately hugged, I was still astonished by the change in his attitude. Every time I ask about something, Dehan stutters when he answers. Whereas if there is nothing to hide for what one should hesitate to answer the question, Dehan I am a woman and every woman must be sensitive to her partner. Alright, I will budge this time because of our purpose for vacation.

He began to kiss me on the nape of my neck the longer I got carried away, Dehan carried me to the room and locked the door. Until something happened that made us sweat, if you ask why do me and Dehan often do that? The answer is because I want to have children. Although the chances are small to conceive but I can still get pregnant if I do it often, Dehan instead glad his name is also a man must be taboo things like fun.

Right at half-five in the morning I woke up from sleep, seeing that Dehan was still asleep in a dream without using clothes. I rushed to shower and pray Fajr, after which I woke Dehan up as well

"Mas.. Wake up! Fajr prayer first, will we jog here yuk?"

I said gently while stroking Dehan's hair

"I'm tired dear" he replied with a heavy voice typical of men when waking up

Tired what? I should've said I was tired because Dehan mercilessly tortured me last night.

"Damn... You can't do that, let's get up! We're jogging in Borobudur!"

Then Dehan got up from the bed wearing his pants, before heading to the bathroom he kissed my lips at a glance

"You were so great last night, dear Rania"

I blushed in shame and my heart beat fast, just this time Dehan praised me usually he was just cute.