Destiny And Love Sasha

05. Grandma's Story 1

## Happy re-reading ##

do not forget to prepare a tissue before proceeding to this part....😅😅😅.

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" heiy...my brother, baby..... Where are you going ??! sha join dong.. bored in the orphanage.yes yes yes.em..🥺🥺"

 

I know brother would want to go out. never brother morning already in action. fragrant again. would want to say. is not possible to go to the campus maximum appearance so.

" can't deck. sister there is a promise with college friends sister and sister can not take you. because that guy gather all. next time yes. or want to watch ??! emm.....??! but later. brother can not now. sorry yes....!' don't be sad."

 

seeing brother's vehicle out. I think his sad. whereas it is. what's wrong try.

actually, I realized I was too selfish. had gone too far to interfere in the affairs of my brother.

although I have been considered adek, but I realize I'm the same brother is still someone else.

sister also has her own life.sister also need time for girl and her friends.not her have to take care of me continue.

how else would I. My fear of losing my sister trumps my common sense. I fear the attention and affection of my missing sister as well.

ever since mom got married again, and had a child from her new husband.I'm not her son anymore.I'm forgotten.I'm like everyone else.they laugh together, joke together. it was as if I wasn't there when I was there, and there was no way I wasn't seen by them.

and open it invite to join.they do not look at me. consider me just a display in the corner of the wall.

even at that time I was sure mom saw me because several times we looked at our eyes.

destroyed.... of course.

and when uncle udin gave news about the orphanage in surabaya through grandma.at that time I immediately agreed to come along.

not hating mom. But, maybe I better avoid. I'm afraid my heartache will make me hate her. I really don't want to.

I love mom. very dear.however, she who was pregnant with me 9 months. she who breastfed me. she who took care of me.

how could I forget her. Maybe mom has another reason why it seems to forget me.

I'm pretty sure that mom loves me but might not be able to show it in person.

I am very sure that the bond between mother and child will not be lost, no matter what happens.

it's my decision to stay away. So I can't offend you right...??!

I have to be strong. It's my choice.

' my mom misses. Anyway, I love mommy' if I can choose I would choose with you mom. 1 and a half years I'm here. never once did I hear news mother.how mom there. healthy kah mother there.then, do not you think I'm here. how I am here.

my prayers are always for you. and surely, my belief that there is your prayer also in my every day.

I smiled back to remember the story of nene. story of my childhood story when I was a baby.how great my mother.because of her affection I survived until it can be as big as today. I am different from other babies.I was born before the time of birth...

## flashback

 " grandmother, said aunt inab. sha born really small yes nek. not like a baby vivie. his word sha born is not old enough huh nek??! grandma story dong. sha curious nek. how is sha still a baby "

 

cute baby.red and packing is very beautiful.

" hehee.. yes, you were born very small. maybe like a barbie doll. maybe. hehehee(granny laughs back). come closer here. nene will tell her to you.

I docked my body to nene. I was very excited this time. I wonder how my childhood is said to be small like a doll.

" uhh..huuu..."

grandma took a heavy breath and started her story...

" that time.right midnight.your father came to the grandmother's house with a mess, and looked very tired.grandmother can not guess, came from where the grandmother's son. what he did. so it looks very very chaotic, but grandma does not want to think negatively. because it is all this time your father has never done bad.he is the favorite child of grandma. never once there is a deed that can make grandparents angry.all of them are still within normal limits.In fact, when you like your mother, the same, your father immediately asked to propose because he did not want to damage people's children he said.it is better to be paused only.

" ma, the rifda has done it .."

that was the first sentence that came out of your father's mouth at the time.

" how can noah. not his ida content is still not old enough ??! what's going on ??"

asked grandma at that time.grandmother was very surprised by what your father said.where maybe giving birth is the news of her pregnancy not long ago."

" premature ma.. ida circumstances are very weak.so must be done early. if you will not be dangerous with both. but at this time, the baby is strong ma... she is fine. even her voice also looks. firmly. insyaAllah all of her will be fine. her mother's condition is also good"

"alhamdulillah.and what son is nur??!"

"woman ma.. beautiful."

"trus why are you home.why don't you take care of your wife and child noah.you're at home in this kayak.what's the matter??"

" that's it. My in-laws didn't get me to stay there. I was just given time to look at them for a while.... I am very kasian on ida ma. surely his early birth was because of the sadness and inner pressure he felt...

how can I, ida who is pregnant but we are asked to separate."

" patient son. your in-laws may be just an emotion. later after all his calm will be back fine. still visit your wife's son and trus. maybe with your sincerity, maybe with your sincerity, they will be devastated. sure it is. the windfall will not run out whatever your work.as long as you want to try the windfall will come along with the effort itself.pain it."

" yes ma... I want to take a shower first. it's already midnight. mama take a break."

" yes.. after bathing eat lah. in the kitchen there is still a side dish. the rest of your papa earlier. mama sleep first"

after hunting your father eat. grandma came to grandfather in the room.maybe because he heard the voice of your father's grandmother. so it's the same grandma Grandpa deliberating to help with your father and mother's problems.

and actually, grandma does not really understand what the problem is your father and mother with your grandmother and kai you are there, because it has been all this time, your father never scolded nene in more detail about her household problems.

so grandma and your grandfather will take your father to your mother, you will discuss what problems make your father and mother should be separated.

after discussing with grandfather, we decided tomorrow morning will go to the hospital where your mother gave birth and all see you baby. Curious also grandma.how the baby was born not yet his time, but also, but your father said his baby was fine.

hehe......."

grandma closed her story with a loud laugh.

  " grandmother, trus means the same grandmother father to the hospital.trus saw the baby sha. who he said was like a doll yes.sha curious deh nek. if sha was born not yet old enough, kok sha can live until now.means great mother dong ya take care of sha"

 

I said to my grandmother. At first glance I was amazed by my mother...

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