Destiny Aisha

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Aisyah performs the prayer of toubat and istikharah asks for forgiveness and guidance to the almighty.

'Aisha failed to rise again, O Allah.'

Aisha prostrated for so long to devote everything to the divine.

Aisha took a Qur'an and opened the Surah al-zalzalah, reading it eleven times. To appeal to the almighty all his affairs is facilitated.

Aisha opened the surah yasin read it slowly, asking that her heart be stretched out.

Because Aisha opened the surah ar-Rahman, the surah which has repeated verses. Aisha shed tears as she read the verse, hoping she would be more grateful in the future even in bitterness, trying to make things clear.

Aisha closed by reading al-fatihah the medicine, so that her wounded heart would be healed by the almighty.

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''Mamah!''

Aisyah who prepared the food turned around to welcome her daughter.

''Fatima ... Why sweetheart?''

His daughter looked down somewhat scared, she shook her head slowly then looked at her mother's eyes sadly.

''Mama ... today there is a parent meeting.''

''Mama will come.''

''Hurray!! My dearest timbah!''

Fatimah hugged Aisyah tightly, but her gaze suddenly turned sad.

''Why is it only Timah who has no father? All tin friends have fathers. They were picked up and between by his mother and father ... Tin even went to school by himself.''

Tests.

Aisyah swallowed her saliva looking at her crying daughter in front of her.

Aisyah hugged her daughter tightly hoping to ease her sadness.

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''Ali also want mother!''

Kenan looked at his angry looking son. Kenan was silent for quite a while then sighed heavily.

''Later papah find mother.''

Prak!

Ali stomped his feet and broke the things around him.

''Ali want mother ALI!!! ALI HATES PAPA!!!''

Ali pulled her bag out of Kenan's study. Today he had a parent's meeting, but he knew his papa wasn't coming.

Shut.

Ali kicked a rock around a tree. When the children are with their parents, only they are alone.

''Why are you alone?''

Ali looked up to see a little girl who looked a bit like him approaching him.

''What are you doing yourself?''

The girl pointed her shoulder.

''Wait aunty ... Mama must be busy.''

''My father is also busy, but I deliberately did not say it because the one who came must be uncle.''

''We are the same ... My name is Fatimah, just call me tin.''

''Origin ....''

''Where're you going? Is he busy too?''

''I have no mother.''

''I also have no father.''

They looked at each other and smiled.

''Then we are brothers.''

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Dhuk.

Aisyah woke up when her head fell. He fell asleep in the corner of the mosque after he finished reading the Qur'an.

'Dreams?'

Aisyah opened her prayer veil and put back the Qur'an she took.

'Which one will I choose ... Parting will make my son like in a dream, but together will I be happy.'

Aisyah came out of the mosque and asked the people of al-Hasan boarding school.

Turns out he ran inland once and so far. Aisyah smiled bitterly and then stepped slowly.

His stomach was painful, but the sky had darkened as he was in the middle of an uninhabited area. Aisha forced herself to walk.

'At least not where no one Ais rest.'

The sky is getting darker but there is no sign he will reach the settlements.

'Yes Allah Ais is afraid.'

A car with dazzling rays blocked Aisyah's view. He reflexively closes his eyes and moves aside.

The car stopped in front of Aisyah.

''Daddy!''

Kenan approached Aisyah. The sun had sunk until Aisyah could not see Kenan's face clearly, but she could recognize who was in front of her.

''We're going home.''

Kenan pulled Aisyah's hand and got into the car. It takes about 20 minutes to reach Al-Hasan.

''Ash ... S-''

Nyutt's.

Kenan grasped the car's steering wheel firmly.

''Ais-''

''I'm tired, brother. Ais wants to go home.''

Kenan did not say anything more about driving a car.

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''Auntie sorry for the trouble.''

Jumiah saw his nephew, he was stunned but his smile even cut his heart.

''Ayesha is okay ....''

Aisyah glanced at Kenan then clasped her hands to show them it was really okay.

''Huft ... All right, but Aisyah really wants to go home tonight? I don't want to stay for a day.''

Aisyah shook her head and shook her Tantian hand. Aisyah pulled the suitcase and put it in the trunk.

Aisyah waved her hand as the car started to run.

Aisha did not talk much. He dissolved in his mind, occasionally he would rub his stomach.

''Aisha hungry?''

Aisyah who leaned back sat up straight and saw Kenan.

Aisyah smiled then nodded. Dimata Aisyah is still visible scars that make Kenan's heart slashed especially at this time Aisyah smiled as if nothing happened.

''We go eat first.''

''No need, I'm eating in the car.''

Kenan glanced at Aisyah for a moment then nodded.

Aisyah breathed a sigh of relief, she did not want Kenan to be suspicious or know in the near future and she will try to buy time until Kenan himself realized her. Their strained relationship does not want to make Aisyah involve her child, she will try as hard as possible so that no one knows even though some people have known it. But in the matter that might end the trial should Aisyah keep away.

If later the decision to separate, the child he bears is his own.

Without Aisyah realizing it she looked at Kenan coldly.

Kenan stopped at the place to eat and gave a full bag to Aisyah.

''The food is safe.''

Aisha swallowed her saliva, nothing changed from her husband. Kenan is still attentive and loving to her, but that fact also hurts her because she cannot hate him completely.

Aisyah ate slowly, the taste of the food became unpleasant because her heart was chaotic.

''Aisha whom you cf. Exhort''

''Sir, Ayesha is tired.''

Deghs.

Kenan closed his eyes to withstand the turmoil of the heart that was increasingly denied with just a few words that Aisha had said.

Aisha finished her meal and laid her body on Kenan's back.

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Drtts, Drtts.

''Darling you why?''

''I am worried about my son ....''

''Aisha why?''

Hamara shook her head slowly. It had been a few days since I last called Aisyah but there was no reply at all.

''Just call when you're worried.''

Hamara nodded and called her son. The first call is not picked up and the next call Aisyah number is busy.

''Let me call.''

Drrt, drrt.

Aisha saw the call from her father. He gulped his saliva heavily, if his mother could still handle it differently than his father.

''Assalamualaikum.''

''Continued, '' whispered to his wife.

''Waalaikumussalam, '' said his parents.

''Where is Aisha?'' ask father.

''Walked.''

''Ho'oh.''

Chandra handed his phone to his wife. Hamara accepted and went a little far.

''Aisha why come to mom's house with dad?''

''It's like grandma and grandpa.''

''But why the phone was not picked up, Aisyah also did not call back.''

Aisyah dian momentarily took a breath and threw it away slowly.

''Aisha is busy, Mah.''

''Aisha had a fight with Kenan?''

''No, Mah. If so, is the daughter-in-law also coming there?''

Aisyah glanced at Kenan then gave her phone to Kenan who spoke directly. The best solution is to show them that they are okay.

''No, Umi. Aisyah go alone ....''

Aisyah closed her ears and continued her sleep. It is a long way to get to the airport.