
Chapter 15's
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Sometimes tired of being someone who easily understands others. This brain is tired to always think how to accept all the conditions, this heart is tired to examine all the conditions, this body is tired to walk aside pausing and then continue a decent life. - Yuuan
You knew? My happiness is always with you, every time I see that smile clinging to your face.
Many people say, falling in love is a package with heartache. It may be true that I feel it when I love you, I feel a great heartache.
You are a living illusion and a real looking shadow. But it turns out that all is just my wishful thinking.Yuan
Between the love and the hurt I got, it turned out to be the same as giving the mark of disappointment.
You're still gone, I'm still faithfully waiting for you. Whereas if I pursue you, there is also a loyal waiting for me. - Yuan
In the end, you will realize that I once loved you patiently.
Sorry if my way was wrong, asking you to go and sometimes hold on. - Yuan
Looking for a person like you, is a very impossible thing, because I only love you.
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Let it be a memory
You know what love is
And you know what honey is
Your love is not as beautiful as I want it to be
You go disappear leave me
You know it hurts because of the wounds
And remember the pain in the soul
Your love is not as good as I dreamed
You go and now there are memories
Let me stay dear
To survive when away from you
Let me keep missing
Even if it's just your smile
You're the most beautiful thing that got me hurt
Let it be a memory
Even if it's just your smile
But your heart has decorated my life
You are beautiful and will not forget
The love..
The song was very depictive of Teuku's mood, making him not want to fall asleep and hoping it was just a dream, a sleeping flower.
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Next day..
Want Yuan or Teuku this is a day of destruction for them, how not? Yuan and Teuku accidentally put their hearts on both of them, until finally the taste grew by itself, Yuan reneged on his promise, Teuku was the same.
Actually the Yuan family often traveled out of town, so Yuan lived alone in that magnificent and beautiful house.
Going from house to school on his bike and his favorite pink helmet as usual, now he is just daydreaming, and thinking what if he meets Teuku? What does it mean if Teuku asks him what should he answer?
There was no spirit, nothing was missing from him, the jolly Yuan figure was now not seen in front of his friend.
The heart was now getting sick when he saw Teuku laughing with Annisa in front of his eyes, sick, very sick, the tears on his eyelids now fell on Yuan's cheeks without excuse.
Is it that easy for Teuku to forget Yuan? He was confused to think of the answer Teuku would ask, but it seemed like a big zero. The situation was now the opposite of what he had thought.
The three friends approached Yuan who was standing at the door, asking what was going on between Yuan and Teuku. While Annisa, he realized there was now someone he hated the most, but he was happy because finally he got Teuku.
No one knew what Yuan or Teuku had in their hearts, both of them were equally sick. Teuku was forced to do that because he wanted to see if Yuan really broke with him or not, whether Yuan still loved him or not. But apparently, Teuku made a very fatal mistake as a result.
Yuan who was standing on the doorstep also realized when Sindi shouted right in front of her face "i'm gapapa" only that word he uttered when someone asked her news, how could anyone not be surprised? The clothes that Yuan used to wear were always neat, now messy, the hair that was always tied neatly, now decomposed loosely.
Then Yuan went to his seat to save the bag and went back out of class.
His heart was too sick to accept it all, when he was like this the first person to win it was Teuku, but now dashed was that hope, now Yuan hates the figure of Teuku, Teuku, he could only remain in the garden turned his back on the field, in front of him was an empty, uninhabited room, frightening enough for someone who crossed the place, not for Yuan, he could only cry as he pleased and squeeze the tip of his skirt.
"That feeling is growing very fast, I love you already, I am comfortable with you, my heart has been entrusted to you, Teuku pain, this really hurts!" inner Yuan
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