DELIGHT IN BRINGING THE PATCH
CHAPTER 25
CHAPTER 25
As a normal man my heart is already unstable my soul which has actually been struggling to ask me to do something but my soul consciousness is still intact.
"No andra you're not a cowardly man.... Don't do things that make him hate you, if you're really sincere to him then your job is to take care of him, I'm forced to monologue with myself, after that I dim my lust that has been tempestuous then I slowly approached my bed pull the blanket that was already under the feet of kinayah, then I slowly approached my bed, but somehow my ignorant thoughts suddenly appeared and I slowly stepped back to the sofa table, I reached for my HP and I photographed it not enough once but many times after that I just covered her body with a blanket.
I sat on the sofa looking at his face for a moment, I want to satisfy my heart tonight to look at the face I've always wanted to touch always wanted me to taste but she's like the sky I can only see from a distance.
I don't know since when I fell asleep but I certainly woke up in a third of the night with the same position as last night sitting and leaning on the sofa.
For a moment I turned towards the bed where kinayah was falling asleep in a densely decorated snoring sound that escaped from her mouth made me instantly paint a smile on my lips.
Slowly I got up from my seat then stepped about to go to the bathroom to take ablution but somehow I feel a big loss if I just ride through without having to look at the face that has always been i miss.
I looked at a face that was so beautiful even in a state of sleep, not satisfied with just looking at her I slightly shifted the hair that covered her pretty face then with a little hesitation I began to bring my face closer towards her then I dyed a glance at her forehead.
"Thank God he didn't wake up so he never knew I was doing this, I said as I walked into the bathroom.
About thirty minutes I was done with my night ritual of praying tahajjud then I continued to think for a while and then got up and sat back on the sofa.
While waiting for dawn I started surfing on my HP open the green application I saw many incoming messages from my best friend, slowly I open one by one the contents of their paint.... and the contents all the same invite me to reunion with friends of high school friends, I also reply to their paint.
"I didn't promise I could or didn't.... I answered and sent it to all of them.
It didn't take long for Rasha to reply.
" You're busy doing it, bro..... It's Sunday night....
"Yes.... Promise me debt, pay me back.
" okay... My reply.
"I also moved to make paint in our wa group.
" I don't promise..... Can come or not.
"Yes.... You are not getting excited andra... Cat from Rafa.
" Yes nih. ..andra has changed a lot since knowing the number one person in this city, the contents of the paint reply from rasya.
"Don't that this bro has nothing to do with him... My reply.
" For example, yesterday afternoon we went to your boarding house
.....but you're not there, your neighbor said bro.... You rarely come there.....
"That's because I'm overtime bro.kan you know for yourself soon I will be in graduation need of a lot of money not to mention you guys ask for a treat.... Ngeles.
" I'm sorry.... If you know the story, I don't want to ask for a deal.... Replies from Rafa accompanied by an imoji cry.
"Yes... I don't have the heart either... Another reply from rasya with imoji clenched two palms under his chin as a sign of his apology.
" Yes... I don't know what overtime is important I can be with my best friend in my happy time.... My reply
It didn't take long to come the two replies with a crying imoji.
But I did not reply again because the dawn prayer was already reverberating, I immediately got up from my seat and stepped back into the bathroom to take ablution and then continued to perform dawn prayers.
