Debaran In Love

D: Lies of yourself

It all started when I was in 8th grade at Junior High when I asked about love to my close friends while gathering at Asep's house, the house was 3 stories high and we were on the top floor of the room.

Asep was my best friend from Elementary School and the son of a rich man, although he was from a distinguished family but he was never arrogant and even very good to his friends, especially to me as his best friend.

At that time, all five of us had just finished mabar (playing together) mobile legends and got a win streak (lucky victory) for the 46th time.

Back then when I was chatting together we used to use the words 'lu' and 'gua', unless there were people older than us or teachers then we used 'me' and 'you' to customize.

Rizal was using Karrie in gold lane, Zimam was using Tigreal as a roomer, Asep was using Estes in mid lane, Aswal was using Zilong in exp lane, and I use Julian as the core and get the MVP the most.

"Dadeuh! his enemies are soft like paper, but the hero is delicious there is Aldous, Luo Yi, Moskov, Gusion, the same Hylos, but still too EZ!".

Rizal said it proudly as well as arrogantly. He poured ice water from the teapot into a glass and drank it.

"Yes, obviously, the tank is also a cave, Tigreal! for glory!".

Zimam did not want to lose to be proud of himself. He also drank his ice water.

"Without the cave we can't possibly win! the cave that gives the blood of the mouth if not also you all have a lot of death. Top global Estes the ninth boss!"

Even Asep did not want to lose the argument. After he said that, he ate the fried food.

"Lah?! .. From that push tower right cave, you all war. We keep winning because the cave focuses on push tower mulu while you focus war, kill the enemy, lure the enemy."

Aswal who got KDA 3/5/2 was not satisfied to hear the words of all of them. He wants to be more proud of himself and be recognized by all.

I just kept quiet since then while watching all of them who were arguing over something small.

"Yes lu Zilong, his job is to push! especially when? ... We're all the ones who outwit opponents so you'll feel good about pushing the tower".

Asep said it truthfully and raised his eyebrows.

"Tau lu Wal, you should be grateful that you've made it easy to push it!".

Zimam was seen supporting Asep and cornered Aswal.

"If Aldous hadn't been able to join the war, you wouldn't have been able to push, die!".

Rizal was the same, everything seemed to make Aswal like a burden.

"Damn you all! Next time the cave doesn't want to be in Exp, don't want to use Zilong again!"

Aswal was visibly sulking with his cynical gaze and sulking expression, we all laughed at that. Nothing was funny but somehow we laughed at his behavior.

Since I didn't want the debate to be long, I started to join the conversation.

"It's in my ngaku-ngu all, even though the cave is thick and most often dapet MVP as well."

I said that casually and with no conceited intentions, then I was about to eat the cake but all of them looked at me until I was confused and saw them one by one.

I raised my eyebrows with a confused expression, they also raised their eyebrows.We stayed for a moment and looked at each other, and in the end we all laughed again.

"Jaudah, the cape cave won mulu, continue later deh." said Zimam.

"The gua agrees Mam! mending further malem let's meet the enemy of mythical glory that is really hard not paper kayak epical glory. Bosen cave wins mulu".

Rizal was still arrogant with himself with his irritated tone of voice.

"Doubt you, most styles. Later meet the enemy who is good at continuing to cry!!".

Aswal still feels himself considered a burden because of Rizal's words.

"Impossible! Karrie cave is difficult to kill, it's too good. If he needs to cave his lock jungle until he gets mental!"

"Ready! The most good guy can make a jungle enemy mentally."

Asep said that with a salute to Rizal who was proud. I cut their debate again.

"Udah-udah! Don't extend. Ouh yes, if further malem cave kayak usually only can play some matches. You all know that the cave malls can not stay up late and must sleep under 11 hours the same should learn at least 30 minutes before going to bed".

The debate was successful akh stop while diverting the conversation.

"OKAY. We all know, I'll take it." Asep patted my shoulder slowly, we smiled at each other thinly.

"Continue now what are we doing? What's the good thing about this?" Aswal raised his eyebrows, all of them were silent while thinking about the topic of conversation.

A few minutes passed, we all just kept quiet while snacking on food and still looking for suitable topics of conversation.

I looked around Asep's room which was very spacious and also neat, no, far from neat. Clean clothes were messy on top and in his closet, the bed that was still not tidied from him waking up, the bottles that piled under his desk, and his desk, slate equipment that is not neat and messy on his desk.his room is really like a man's room in general if he is lazy to clean.

Sometimes, I often help him clean up all the mess in order to be neat. And usually Asep always give me a wage in the form of money but I always refuse and he always forces me to accept it.

Yahh ... want or not I also received the money amounting to Rp. 100,000.00 just by helping him clean up his room to make it neat.

He is a really nice person, his family is friendly and familiar with me because we already know from Elementary School, I am grateful to have a friend like Asep.

Not the sense of insecure I get when I play with him, but the sense of glory, please help, not look at others with one eye, he said, and it is not the choice of friends of degrees or status that I get from the figure of Asep and his family.

Shortly thereafter, Rizal began the conversation.

"Eh! girlfriend cave has spam chat until 317 same call 12 times, anjir! He was waiting for the cave from earlier. Fortunately, the notification was the matiin cave when push rank if you do not, must have digelag time playing earlier. Cave calls back to him first huh?".

For some reason Rizal's face looks relieved while showing his Whatsapp.he does not feel panicked or feel guilty for leaving his girlfriend without telling.

"Yeah, again gathering together is also even more desirable girlfriend, wonder cave".

Asep slightly quipped before he ate the snow princess cake.

"You know, I'm definitely having a boyfriend. Disable the notification again, do not need to be online."

Aswal supported him, he took and ate the fry.

"At least appreciate our feelings Zal." Say me.

Zimam was not silent, he also insinuated Rizal. said the words out loud but Rizal looked ordinary and even back to insinuate us.

"All are single, so you might understand the importance of a girlfriend. Kasian also he has been nyariin until spam a lot of gini, the cave will be uncomfortable".

Rizal smiled thinly while looking at his Wa reply, he then typed something. At first I thought he felt bad but it turned out, yes it is.

"Well? If you are going to spend a block in bales anjir! Then why are you smiling like that?"

"Gua smile saw his reply chat, why the hell? Envy you Mam. uh yeah, you're single."

He wore a sneering expression and smile that made us all shunned and feel like wanting ... Ahh, yes that's it.

"Gapain cave envy, anti envious cave boss!".

Although Zimam said so proudly, but he was clearly provoked by Rizal's words.

"It can be chicken feathers."

"From you, daleman medusa!"

"Still mending the fragrant medusa daleman rather than chicken feathers!".

Rizal laughs and pleases himself while Zimam gets even more upset. He even bit his own lips because he was confused to answer let alone.

"Damn it, there's no gap!" The words in his heart while looking seriously at Rizal.

Rizal suddenly turned off his phone and sighed, he saw all of us.

"The cave has a topic about girls. If only you knew, bruh! the girl is more complicated than all you think, you will go awry later. Too good wrong, evil is also wrong, not sensitive wrong, too sensitive is also wrong, everything they are wrong. But fortunately the handsome cave so not too often in salahin".

Rizal put up a pose with the right hand holding his chin, the goal might be to make his agility visible to all of us.

It made us all fall silent to watch him with a desire to pound him.

"Yes-yes, believe the handsome mah".

I couldn't lie to myself, I ended up praising him honestly.

"Ready! The most handsome".

Asep saluted Rizal for a moment, and he praised Rizal as much as I did. But that was not the case for Zimam and Aswal, they were both opposite to us.

"So good-looking this kid, we're also good-looking Wal?!" Zimam turned to Aswal.

"Yoy!! even the cave believes in the girder of the cave more than lu Zal!" They both do hand tos.

Sounds like false words from their mouths in my ears, I can tell the difference because I know the character of both of them.

"Pake show does not accept the reality of everything. Gua know how your mouth does not acknowledge but your mind praises? While her oral girl praises but her mind berates maki. Really right?".

Rizal said it confidently, he raised his eyebrows and put on a confident smile, we all laughed except for Rizal.

"Byeah! lu Zal's father, you know very well." replied Aswal spontaneously.

"Have confidence, anjir! HAHAAHA!".

Zimam laughed out loud, but behind his laughter there must have been a piercing annoyance. This can be proven by the way he laughs.

"Ready! the most handsome".

Asep regained his respect for a while to Rizal, I just kept quiet with a thin smile while shaking my head slowly.

We all satirize with each other in laughter. But what Rizal said was very true because I felt it myself and that's why I prefer to be honest than I am quiet, it can hurt.

Although Zimam and Aswal did not admit it verbally in front of Rizal, but sometimes when gathered Rizal did not exist because of his personal affairs, they both said otherwise with what they now say, or more specifically they praised Rizal.

"Yaudah, that last lupain! back to the topic, the cave has not finished talking. Girls are complicated but they also have a sweet side and if he has fallen in love with you, girls will do anything so you are cool, comfortable, lasting and loyal to him!".

Rizal explained it in detail like an expert in love, he is an expert.

"Hell, Bullshit! Isn't dating the same as modern slavery? your money abis for him, you have to understand him and give up, keep on much more".

I said what was on my mind in a flat tone.

"Gua agrees so much with you Yan".

Zimam stroked my thigh, he made my pants a substitute for a washcloth.

"Oi! Don't sleep in the cave pants too!".

"Hehe .. sorry, accidentally but intent".

Asep holds my shoulder. "Most of the caves also agree. The cave is better off spending time and money in the cave with all of you than the same girl."

"Being what you said Sep, the cave used to date but it's not as sweet as the cave imagined!"

Aswal said that while pointing towards Asep.

"God! you all do not know if the courtship can make you more excited, trust me! your days will become more colorful, especially if you can pinch your cheeks equally hug, continue every day in the same PAP love VN, uhhh!!. .. so steady anjir! If you all already know what the Rasain cave is, surely you all understand and side with the cave!".

Rizal looks excited to say it.

"Huh!? the cave is not until like courtship time. Cave ever 6 months dating just a handle doang, even that is rare. do not love PAP? THE VN? Pinch cheek? A hug? The cave is not that sweet! In fact it is almost said never and the cave is also a bit embarrassed to pinch his cheeks first".

Those words sounded very natural from the reality Aswal felt.

"It's just a stupid one. it's not very sensitive so a guy. that girl actually wants to be spoiled, in elus-elus, in the hug, in the tract moreover, and so on. You have to learn a lot from Wal cave!".

Rizal puffed his chest and smiled faintly, he seemed to be trying to show his authority in terms of romance. I don't know that clearly either.

"Yes how well. (Zimam scratched and rubbed his back hair) ... Lu fakboy same playboy nih. girlfriend replace mulu every month can even establish a relationship with 7 girls at once, and you are also experienced, especially not virgin. We are all the same people we can say good boy. Yeah, no, no?".

Zimam raised his eyebrows at us all with a faint smile and answered him simultaneously.

"Yoy!!".

Zimam's words actually sounded piercing for Rizal. Zimam mercilessly slapped Rizal through his words.

Rizal who had puffed his chest now even looked down with a smile, but his smile did not seem like an upset person, it felt so different.

"We're different Zal!" Zimam smiled with satisfaction.