Dear Hims
14.14
" Why do you want to die? "
I can only natep him. Wh why? Strange, why is he asking me why I want to die? 3A... There-There's Aja...
" why? It's really weird that you are... "
" Reply to Del... "
" Because I'm sick of this world? You know best what I need in this world, Rah... Everything is taken with God so. "
I sighed, that's one other reason besides let Red not find the box. I'm sick of this world... Really sick.
" So, what are you waiting for? Shoot me. "
I see quite clearly, Red fingers are already attached to the trigger. If he pulls it, I'm done. I closed my eyes. Ahh, there are still many things that I do...
I shot Driana.. I belom can make ANGKASA RAYA proud, belom can take Driana night ride around Bandung... There are so many things I want to do.
DORR!!! DORR!! DORR!!
Fadel POV End :
I ran over to Brother Fadel who was staring at Red with a confused look. I looked at Red, and Red threw a cell phone at me and threw away the gun in his hand.
" Cepet called the police before I changed my mind. "
I stared at the confused Red. Why did he suddenly want me to call the police? Even so, I still do.
Red smiled then pat Brother Fadel on the shoulder. While Brother Fadel smiled slowly towards Red. It seems that the red two have a very strong bond of friendship.
I who was behind them only smiled a little at that. Rarely do I see Brother Fadel smiling so much other than with Brother Kean, Star or Sky. How special is Red for Brother Fadel?
Suddenly, Rama who was in front of me immediately took the gun that Red had thrown away. Unexpectedly, he immediately pulled the trigger. Three bullets shot towards me. Damnit...
If it's about me, maybe I'm just smitten with the cries of Heaven and Moon. But the bullet hit both men, Brother Fadel and Red.
Three bullets hit all three of them. Blood was flowing through their shirts. Making me sit behind them, making me turn in shock.
Brother Fadel and Red fell down before me, with blood flowing and hitting my body. I froze, don't... Not them...
I stood up and approached Rama. My heart was broken when I saw Rama shoot Brother Fadel and Red. Red pointed a gun at me. But, no matter where my fear went, I was not at all afraid when Rama pointed his gun.
" Lo don't pant with Fadel... Lo pantes her with me, so got me... "
I immediately slapped him, even Rama's gun until it was thrown elsewhere.
" Lo... Lo slap me? "
" How dare you shoot my guy!! You can make your own boss fall!! Lo crazy Rama!! "
As soon as Kean and the others came, along with some people I did not know, some of them came to Rama. Brother Kean and the others approached me.
" Fadel!!! Wake up, Kean call an ambulance!! "
Kak Laskar, the man who Kak Fadel once said as the founder of ANGKASA RAYA immediately called Kak Kean.
While I saw Rama was hit all out by some people earlier. But I don't care, Brother Fadel is far more important than Rama's Brengshake.
During the trip to the hospital, I held tightly onto Brother Fadel's hand. While Fadel is still trying to stay awake.
" Sister, hold on... I don't want a sister for nothing... "
Brother Fadel smiled slowly, his breathing gradually became slow. His heart rate is getting slower.
" Sadia... I'm lucky I got to meet someone like you.... I like it, I want to be on your side... "
I stared fixedly at Brother Fadel. At a time like this he shot me? THIS IS NOT A GOOD TIME WEH!!!!
" sister... This is not a good time to express your feelings... "
For some reason, it feels claustrophobic to hear the love statement of Brother Fadel. He expressed his love for me when he was dying... It made my heart feel torn.
" I don't know until when I'm alive... If I die today, at least you know how I feel... "
Again and again my heart was torn by Brother Fadel. " If I die, at least you know how I feel.. ". That word really made my body go limp. No, I don't want Brother Fadel to die today!
" Don't talk like that, brother... I don't want you to die today... I still need a sister... I still want to be with my brother... "
Brother Fadel chuckled softly, his slowly cooling hands touching my cheeks and wiping away the tears on my cheeks.
" Don't cry... I promise I will survive. For elo... "
Brother Fadel stared at the ceiling of the ambulance car, then closed his eyes. His hands became cold, this really scared me. Afraid loss.
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We were in the ICU, me and the members of ANGKASA RAYA waiting in the front room of the ICU space. I'm worried something happened to him.
Brother Kean, the Star and Sky sitting next to me patted me gently on the shoulder. I leaned my head against Heaven's shoulder. That night, all my tears came out. I didn't know I was going to cry so hard right now. How much do I like Brother Fadel? To the point that I shed all my tears?
2 Hours later, I hugged the sky. Kak Laskar and several former ANGKASA RAYA leaders finally decided to take me out. Well, I guess I do need some fresh air.
In the hospital park, I walked slowly accompanied by the former leader of ANGKASA RAYA. I don't know everyone, only Kak Laskar and Kak Raga I know.
" Fadel is strong. He must be trying to wake up... " Kak Raga embraced me while inviting me to sit in the garden chair there.
I looked down, staring at my shoes. I do not know what really happened, but I had seen Kak Laskar staring at each other with the former leaders of ANGKASA RAYA until finally Kak Laskar and others kneeled in front of me. Staring at me.
" Sadia... I really don't want to give this because... He wants to surprise you... But, I do feel with this maybe at least you're happy a little bit... "
Kak Laskar reached into something in the pocket of his ANGKASA RAYA jacket. I looked at Kak Laskar, astonished. What does Kak Laskar want to give?
Kak Laskar took out a small black book from his jacket pocket. It appears on the front page of the book that reads, "Fadel Angkasa Raskara ".
Brother Laskar gave me the book, now it's in my hands. The other former leaders stared at each other.
" What is this, brother? "
" Fadel's diary... We do not want that love actually, because Fadel said that the book was loved to elo pas Fadel already real feelings to elo. Just yeah... Things are different now... " Raga explained, while I immediately opened the page of the book.
" this... "
