
Dea I Love You's
Section 59
By Sept
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When a person is in trouble saying that he is okay, do not believe. He is only lying, so that you do not dissolve in the sadness he feels - Daniel-Daniel
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Daniel carried his wife's body, slowly laying Dea on the bed. Pulling a blanket for him, peeping Dea.
"Sleep, there's still tomorrow. We can all get through."
Dea said nothing, he just closed his eyes. And a clear grain still came out through the corner of his eye. Dea was still not at peace with her heart. Maybe he felt guilty, sorry but it was too late.
The next day, Daniel called Secretary Kim. To this day, he asked Kim to clear up all the company's affairs. Because he has a schedule to meet with psychologists. Yeah, looks like Dea needs an expert to treat her soul.
Dea may look fine. Not with the soul of the young woman. The guilt that mounts, if left alone will make him long experience depression. As Mama Rosie advises, Daniel makes an appointment with a psychologist.
***
"Good morning, please sit." The psychologist smiled kindly at Daniel and Dea.
Daniel was relaxed when they went to counseling, but not with Dea. It's the same as the day before. Dea was gloomy, her face pale. He has a sleep disorder and does not eat too much.
"Sir Daniel, can I talk only to your wife?"
The psychologist seems to know, Dea may not be comfortable expressing her heart because there is Daniel. Even though it was her own husband. But, the psychologist noticed something was being held back by Dea. A young woman who has just lost her baby. Psychologists can see that the eyes are empty. Desperate and full of guilt. To the prodigal son and certainly to her own husband.
Daniel initially refused, why was he told to go out? But, because the psychologist explained the reason that made sense, Daniel finally wanted to wait outside.
After Daniel left, the psychologist began to speak from heart to heart.
"How are you feeling right now, Mrs Dea? Tell me what makes your heart grow. Tell me what makes you feel sad and want to cry."
Dea lowered her head, she suddenly sobbed.
"Cry, but don't take too long, Miss Dea. You're young, losing once doesn't mean it's all over. Look at your husband? If you do not feel sorry for yourself, please love the person who loves you sincerely. She also deserves to be happy, so does Madame Dea." The psychologist spoke at length, Dea who heard the words of the psychologist.
His cry deepened, Dea was taking out a stone that stuck in his heart. Something was stuck inside there, making him feel endless cramped.
"I feel ... I've killed him ..." Dea's tears broke again.
"It's not like that Mrs Dea, it's all a deposit. God can take it all at any time. And again, Madam is still very easy. You two can still try it. Even now the technology is very advanced. You can have another pregnancy. Never blame yourself, that's what makes the lady worse. The lady must look ahead. The Madam's path is still long, there is still a lot of happiness waiting ahead."
Slowly Dea looked calm, in his life he had lost many times. Mother, father is his beloved who left Dea. Now that the baby candidate she conceived was also gone, Dea slowly accepted. Every living person will die.
***
In a car, Daniel drives his own car. Beside him was Dea staring out the window.
"What did the psychiatrist say?" ask Daniel who is kepo. Because he saw Dea's face slightly changed. His eyes were not empty like before.
"It's nothing."
Daniel nodded, then refocused forward.
"We eat first yeah, I'm laper."
After driving a few kilos, they finally stopped at a cafe. A great place to eat and also hang out. Maybe Daniel deliberately brought Dea to the young man's place. All of you want to talk casually, because lately Dea is very irritable in talking. Most when spoken to, the answer is yes or no. Sometimes they just shake or nod. Talk to a mannequin doll.
"What do you want to eat?"
"What a thing."
Daniel waved his hand, calling the waiter.
"Sir, I want chicken wing spacy, original fries with mayo mentai sauces, waffle maple syrup, beef burger and tuna sandwich and ...."
Bukkk
Dea patted her husband on the shoulder, did Daniel want to order food or was reading the menu at the cafe? Dea did not think.
Slowly the man's lips then expanded, Dea's punch pleased him. It means his wife is back. Little by little they should be able to get through this ordeal.
"That's the food you like, right?" daniel looked at his wife.
"But you don't have to order everything."
Daniel just smiled then rubbed Dea's hair.
"Sorry, Mr. .. So what message?" ask the cafe waiter who was rich in mosquito repellent.
***
After the cafe, they did not go home.
"Cock it here?"
"It's okay, just want it."
Dea frowned, staring at the cinema building in front of him.
"Let's go in!" Daniel has two tickets for a movie. Certainly not a horror movie, Daniel chose a romance movie.
They really want to forget the sadness, continue the day by filling in activities that they had rarely done before. The healing process is underway. Daniel hopes Dea is happy again. The wayward child who always fights, never complies. Daniel missed. As per the advice of psychologists, Daniel did many activities outside together to entertain his wife. Let me forget and look at the day with a cheerful smile.
"It's not your favorite genre" Dea's already starting to beat.
"Said Kim, this is a good movie. Highly recommended."
"really?"
"Sure! Kim's seen this movie before, with your friend."
Dea was immediately excited, "What? Metty?"
Daniel nodded.
"Geez, I didn't think Miti was a thousand steps faster."
Hearing Dea who began to talk a lot, Daniel looked at his wife's hand. Squeeze it, and kiss the back of his hand.
CLAMPS
The cinema lights were turned off. Dea looked ahead, slowly pulling the hand that was still in Daniel's grip. He is still focused on seeing the movie that has started playing. But Daniel pulled his hand. Seriate.