
Why do some people choose to keep their feelings a secret?
because being ignorant is the most calming and not risky thing.
Why do some people choose to hide their feelings?
because they know how painful it is to get answers that are not what they imagine.
Ye..
people who might not know this now..
the one who has been searching all this time, but someone has been standing right in front of you.
Gapapas..
he already has you.
he has you in his heart without needing to know.
-Justy
Ara closed her brown-coated journal. He took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly.
Ara kept the book on the shelf near her study desk. He turned off the study lamp and headed to his bed.
He looked down at the roof in his room. It felt quiet, quiet, and dark. Somehow his mood today was really chaotic, and his mood was ugly.
There was a feeling of uneasiness in the depths of his heart. I don't know what this feeling is? Will something bad happen? Ah no no. We can't suudzon.
Ara tried to close both of her eyelids. It's been 10 minutes, but he really can't sleep.
"What's the hell?" grunts Ara.
Ara picked up her phone on the nightstand. Then open the Instagram app. He jokingly typed in the name of Delion, and it is true that the name Instagram with the name DelionKen.
Looked at the profile photo of Elon who was turning his back on the camera, also seen the view of the mountains.
Ara clicked on the account, appearing several posts Elon.
On average there are only photos of the scenery, but there is one photo of Elon with a woman?
"Is this what Elon's sister is? How is the picture really deket, women kayak ever see anyway?" ask Ara to herself.
He tapped his finger on his chin, thinking slowly about who the woman was.
"Oh, this is who was sitting next to Brother Elon in the cafeteria earlier."
Ara immediately shook her head, what does Elon have to do with her. Ara switched to another photo, accidentally she pressed the like button.
Ara was very surprised, "Ara is so stupid! What if the kegeeran pole! Then later counted stalking the account again." said Ara while scrambling her own hair.
Ara immediately shut down her Instagram app. Suddenly a notification came from the line. Just be right! Elon sent me a chat.
Kenneth Delion:
Elo stalking my account huh?
What the fuck. Ara cursed her stupidity, why she suddenly opened an account belonging to Elon. He didn't reply to a chat from Elon.
Two minutes later another chat from Elon appeared.
Kenneth Delion:
I know you haven't slept.
Damn it!
How is this, Ara is confused between answering or ignoring the chat from Elon. Finally, Ara decided not to reply.
The sound of the phone notification appeared from Ara's phone. The name Elon is there.
Ara picked up the phone lazily.
"Halloo"
"What?" answered Ara lazily.
"Gue know you haven't slept, why don't I chat lo bales?"
"Emang why?"
"Yes as if I'm tired of ticking." Elon's voice sounded calm but full of threats.
"Well, what's tired of doing this?" sahut Ara was upset.
"There is no prohibition either."
"Hm"
"Ra?"
"Why?"
"Temenin I'm afraid, I can't sleep anymore."
"My people can't sleep on their own either." answered Ara.
"It's so sleepy, brother." lied Ara.
"Gue tau lo boong. Please, just a moment." Elon's tone sounded very heavy.
"Yes, yeah."
"Ra, how do you feel when you want to move on but he's back again?"
Because Ara was daydreaming and not listening too much to Elon's voice, "Eh, what did Elon say?"
"Father, I'll take you to school tomorrow."
"Good night is a bocil. Sleep well."
"Nig.night too kak." answered Ara stammered.
The phone connection is cut off, Ara throws her original phone. "That was really Elon's sister." murmured Ara while patting her cheek.
Ara immediately covered her entire body, not forgetting to pray, and a few minutes later she was already asleep in her dreams.
While the man who was lying on his bedroom mattress, smiled briefly and closed his eyes.
****
The sun has already revealed its light behind the cracks of the room window. Ara had woken up from 30 minutes of money ago and was ready with her school uniform.
"Ara, get down!" shouted mother Fara.
"Yes Bun."
Ara immediately came out of the room. Not forgetting to carry her school bag on her right shoulder.
"For yah, bun, bang ugly Ark.." Ara looked up and how surprised there was Elon sitting at the dining table.
"Eh there's Elon's sister" he said awkwardly.
They enjoyed breakfast quietly, there was not a single word of conversation. Finished breakfast Ara immediately berampit to both parents.
"Well, Ara, go first. Assalamu'alaikum." said Ara while kissing her parents' hands.
"Arka is also yah bun."
"Pamit Om Aunt. Assalamu'alaikum."
They also took their motorbike to school. Ara who this time went with Elon and followed Arka from behind alone.
Seen the gate of Permata Indah High School which is crowded with motorbikes and cars entering the school area.
Elon and Arka parked their motorbike in a special student parking lot. There are also already Oji, Irga, and Laskar who are still on their respective bikes.
From the direction of the security guard post appeared the three friends of Ara who walked closer to the parking lot.
"Gee!!" peekik Natasha.
"Hi." replied Ara while waving her hand.
"Heh nano nano, still early in the morning screaming!" said Oji annoyed.
"Haii, I'm sorry I couldn't pick you up" Irga said, smiling at Karin.
"Father.." answered Karin blushed in embarrassment.
"Ekhem ekhem, uh please dong. I'm spitting duren." Oji holding his neck.
"Dodol is so good! Duren's sprains are dead!" balas Laskar menoyor Oji head.
"Let's anti-mainstream." Oji responds while raising his chin.
"This is my head fitrah, play noyor-noyor aja lo" he said again.
"Bodo is so cute!" said Laskar stepped away and followed all his friends.
"Woii, how come I'm staying anyway!" yelled Oji and ran after his friend.
****
They walked side by side through the corridor. Girls are in the front and guys are in the back row. Don't forget to rub each other in the throw.
They were already in front of the 12th class IPA 2.
"Ra." call Elon. Make everything look.
"What's up, brother?"
"Can you talk for a minute." asked Elon.
The friends who are sensitive with the atmosphere immediately obscure themselves.
Arka and her three friends enter her class. Meanwhile, Ara's three friends immediately walked towards her class.
"Ra, we go first" said Febby, winking one eye. Karin who waved and Natasya who immediately pulled her two friends to immediately move away.
"What did you say, brother?" Ara started the conversation.
"When is school busy?" ask Elon.
"Going back to school, he didn't look like it. Why brother?"
"Gue wants to take you to an tem-"
"Ken." shouted the student who ran over to Elon.
Ara and Elon turned to the student.
"So I went to the cafeteria, right?" ask Sonya.
"Hmm" Sonya immediately pulled Elon's hand.
Ara was still fixated on her own thoughts, "Ken? I call him Ken." Inner Ara.
Elon approached Ara and whispered something, "Let me wait in the parking lot ya bocil pretty" said Elon leaving Ara who was still sculpting on the spot.
Before Elon left he also ruffled Ara's hair at a glance. And that made Ara's heart beat faster.
He immediately turned his face away and went towards his class. He can't not smile.
"Beautiful babble? There's-there's just."