Dad To My Son Is A Depressed Man

Angga's Sadness

"we want papa's theme?" ask Angga after the car starts moving.

"Today we are going to the zoo" cried the judiciary.

"yeeeey..you cuta bin papa" he cheered. This is the first time Angga has visited the zoo.

Kayfa is just a listener, sometimes she steals the view of her handsome husband 'may this happiness will never end' he murmured in his heart.

"What animals do you like?" ask Judis.

"You are blind tucin papa" he replied.

"In the zoo there are no cats boy, but Later we see a big cat in the zoo, Angga is afraid not the same animal?"

"You dagger papa, Tan you tadoan" he exclaimed.

When they arrived at their destination, the zoo did not look so crowded, perhaps because it was not the time for a vacation.

Angga was enthusiastic about running around a little pulling the hand of the papa. "Papa see that bulung melah" indicate mango.

"Oh yes, two smart papa children" rubbed the head of the hero and then grabbed the small body in his carry "Let's see what other animals are!"

Judis walked along the rows of animals that were shown, he introduced one by one the animals he saw.

"The papa.." Angga pointed at the elephant riding, he actually wanted to ride but did not dare to ask for it.

"Oh yes there is an elephant, let's ride an elephant! How dare you ride an elephant?" Judis realized Angga's reluctant gaze to ask.

"yeeeey.crani papa" her eyes sparkled as her father took her up the elephant.

"Wanna come on up?" glancing at the wife who had been an observer since.

"Not you guys, I'll wait there" Kayfa pointed at a bench not far from her.

"Well papa and Angga ride the elephant first mama!" her death while stealing a kiss on Kayfa's cheek, made Kayfa shocked and embarrassed how her husband was so brave to kiss her in a public place.

Judis ran small with Angga, looking both very happy. Kayfa aimed her phone camera to capture the moment.

After calming his heartbeat because of the act of Kayfa's husband moved and sat on the bench that was pointed at.

Kayfa opened her phone, she saw the results of her shots today, a day she had never imagined before.

So many pictures that Kayfa took secretly, her smile engraved happiness that she could finally feel even though fear still enveloped her heart. It seems that Judis had to be even harder to convince him.

"Let's see!" Kayfa gasped, not knowing how long he daydreamed now Judis and Angga were by his side.

"You're like paparazzi" she said, "the impression from the diem Bae" pinched Kayfa's nose slowly after observing Kayfa's shots on her phone.

"Where's your photo of nait drugs?" Kayfa gasped he did not take a picture of Angga while riding the elephant earlier.

"Sorry dear, mama ga gain Angga when riding an elephant" felt guilty because too busy with his feelings.

"Yeah" Angga scowled he looked lethargic, when this was the first time he rode an elephant but there was no picture to show to his uncle.

"I'm sorry mommy ya baby" grabbed the little body into his lap, rubbing the top of his head.

Angga immediately took the photo "Nanti atu tacih see om ya ma" the face that had snatched back cheerful.

Kayfa saw judis, her eyes hinted in gratitude, Judis understood the intention of the wife, judis stroked the cheek of kayfa to reduce her guilt.

"Mama, you lapal!" Kayfa glanced back at Judis, making Judis smile, she felt in need of this mother and son.

"Let's find a boy" Angga refused in the sling of Judis he chose to walk in his mother's hand to his left and right.

Occasionally the small hand was raised until Angga floated making him happy not to play.

"Haha.. You are blind, cetalan you bica tuning Ical" he exclaimed in excitement.

Judis did not understand Angga's words, he glanced at his wife. "Angga often saw his friend Rizal swing his papa mama like this" apparently Kayfa understood the meaning of the gaze of Judis but there was a sense of tightness that Judis felt, even a simple thing like this Angga just felt it.

Judis was increasingly curious about how Kayfa's household life used to be, but he did not get the heart to make the wife have to dig up her old wounds. 'I will find out for myself how your life used to be, so that I can give you what you haven't got to replace your bitter memories of the past' Judis promised in my heart.

The small family is now in a restaurant that is still in the tourist area. Angga sat alone next to Judis, while Kayfa sat in front of Judis.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Can you matan titen pa?" angga replied hesitatingly.

"By dong, whatever Angga wants to love" said Judis.

Suddenly Angga crying makes Kayfa and Judis confused. "loh son, why cry dear" Angga who asked did not answer he just cried roaring.

Judis held the little body in his lap, the little hand round the neck of Judis. Judis' left hand supported Angga's buttocks while his right hand rubbed Angga's back to ease his tears.

No one spoke, only the cries of Angga were heard stealing the attention of restaurant visitors. Kayfa is embarrassed to be the center of attention "Mas, we just move to eat not here" said Kayfa because it is not comfortable to be in the spotlight of the people around her.

"Why?" ask Judis

"I'm ashamed" he said

"Do not be ashamed, we stay here, after all Angga want to eat chicken, right son?" Judis patiently waited for Angga's cry to subside.

"You da christmas tan pa?" muttered Angga.

"Engga Angga is not naughty, Angga is good" replied Judis but confused why Angga asked that.

"Papa Nanan tindalin you, you tanti da atan natal"

angga's cry had subsided but he was still as hiccupping on Judis' shoulder.

"Who said Angga was naughty?" Angga shook his head, Judis raised Angga's head, his eyes were very clear but kept many wounds, Judis re-captured him there was a sense of tightness in his chest.

"Yes had eaten yuk, but the chiken had come" pointed Judis to the table that had been presented with some food menu, rubbing the remaining tears of this little man before moving him back to his original seat.

'It turns out not only your mother who experienced trauma, even this small you also keep a lot of wounds. But don't worry son, now there is papa, papa will protect you and your mama, replace your wounds with happiness.that's papa' promise murmured Judis in the heart.

"Eat a lot!" after rubbing Angga's head now his gaze turned to the angel in front of him. His duties and responsibilities are now increasing, there are children and wives that he must prioritize at this time.