CRUEL MAFIA

MaFia KeJam| Part 66 - Rediscovering

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After the hot romance, Alex rises from Lolita's body. He began to regret his actions just now.

Looking at Lolita, the woman was already crying in silence. Alex wanted to hug him but Lolita pushed him right away.

Alex clenched his hand. For the first time Lolita cried for it. When he took his honor, Lolita was not this sad. Precisely with that event, they then dated afterwards.

"Lolita forgive me ..." Alex wanted to wipe away the woman's tears, but Lolita immediately parried her hand.

"Don't touch me .... !" lolita's tears were breaking.

The woman covered her face with her hands. Now he has no self-respect. All of his defenses were destroyed when Alex touched his entire body earlier.

"City ..." Alex spoke softly and tried to bring the woman into his arms.

But Lolita's in a fight. Alex manages to get Lolita into his arms.

"I'm sorry .." rue Alex, sad.

Lolita did not answer and only cried loudly.

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Lolita thought loving it should support each other, complement each other's flaws and give her selfless affection.

But ever since Denis, Lolita's always been tight. She fears Denis is having an affair, she fears Denis is leaving her and she fears Denis is not paying attention to her anymore.

Days like that have always been Lolita's natural since dating Denis. He thought their quarrels every day were caused because of their different personalities.

Lolita tried to fix herself. He's trying to be like the free Denis. He harbors his innocent and innocent self into a living blaze full of delinquency and dimness.

But it didn't make Lolita feel comfortable, she was always worried. He was confused as to who he should tell about his concerns. Denis always wanted him to listen but even that man never listened to him.

Lolita started to lose her way. He also realized that their relationship was not healthy. The feeling he has is only Obsession. Denis has always been selfish and he has maintained himself to this day.

While on the other hand his heart wanted comfort, it accepted the grievance and confidence that the man's heart belonged only to him.

All those qualities are only with Alex. Since Alex entered his life then and now. The man always gave her comfort. He was never afraid of losing her, because the man would tell her the truth.

Whatever it is, Lolita is free to express. That this is him. No more feeling threatened and overcrowded since being with Alex.

During high school, Alex always asked what he wanted, what his problems were and what he did not like. Lolita will feel happy and comfortable.

But it's no use anymore. Lolita's with Denis now. Although he loves Alex, but his affection for Denis is what makes him survive until now.

Today Lolita decides, she will express her love to Alex. He was tired of lying to himself and the man.

Let the man know everything, but Alex must also understand he can't be with her.

Then they sat side by side on the sofa. Lolita was done with her cries, she was given a blanket by Alex to cover her body.

No one spoke for a few minutes. Lolita keeps daydreaming and Alex just waits until Lolita wants to talk to her.

Alex knows his actions are not right. At that time he was overcome with emotions, his mind was chaotic. Lolita always said she didn't love him. He felt disbelieving and did that to her.

Now Alex is resigned, if Lolita wants to leave her life, she will accept it.

"I can't guess who you are now." Suddenly Lolita wanted to talk again.

Alex looked at me.

"But for the old Alex, I can say I feel comfortable and happy with him." Lolita was still looking straight ahead without showing any exception.

"I couldn't give love back then but our togetherness in Italy made me realize that playing with fire was wrong. I set you up with my love play but I was stuck in my own play ..." lolita lamented, empty.

"You mean?" Alex's heart was racing. He knew what Lolita said, but he didn't want to think for himself.

"I love you Alex ..." Lolita then looked at him deeply and seriously.

Lolita's eyes showed honesty there.

Alex immediately felt his blood flowing rapidly throughout his body, a sense of happiness was immediately present in his heart.

"But I can't be with you."

And after that sentence, Alex's happiness was immediately lost.

"Why?" ask Alex coldly.

"Understand Alex, I now belong to Denis and kit—"

"You always say that!" Alex immediately cut Lolita off angrily.

"You say you love me but you can't be with me?! What love is this!" alex did not accept.

"Then what should I be like Alex?! There's no way I'm leaving Denis for you. I love her too .." Lolita said no defeat.

Suddenly Alex's heart ached when Lolita said that.

"So you'd rather that Denis you love than me you love?" ask Alex not to believe it. The man didn't understand what Lolita's head was about until he could think like this.

Love should be fought not for be abandoned.

"You don't understand Alex. Love is only temporary but the affection of friends will always be there" said Lolita again.

"You may forget, there is still true love in this world."

"I can't believe it." replied Lolita quickly.

"Then what about my feelings of twelve years, if not true love?" ask Alex again.

"You want to argue? you talk a lot Alex!" lolita said she didn't like it.

"Then give your heart one chance." ask Alex next.

"I'm just saying give your heart a chance, not mine!" said Alex.

"After you raped me?" ask Lolita cynically.

Alex was silent. Why does Lolita have to talk about it again. He feels guilty.

"Maybe your heart wants me, right?" alex asked, trying to get Lolita to understand.

"Allah ... Maybe I can give my heart a chance?" Lolita was a little unsure. His sight now glared far away.

Maybe Lolita could be with Alex. But what about Denis. Their wedding plans have been agreed, just a little bit more they will build a household that they dream of, there is no way he left Denis alone?

Suddenly Lolita's body was embraced by Alex. The woman grinned in astonishment.

"Thank you .." said Alex happily.

Lolita began to understand now, "I promise to give Alex a chance in my heart. But if I choose Denis, I beg you to take it." Pinta Lolita in the man's arms.

Alex broke the hug, his face looked unacceptable. But the man did not want to force his will again, "Alright." Alex broke up.

Lolita then leaned her head against the shoulder of the Sofa, "Now I just want to see you like this" Lolita smiled and looked at Alex lovingly.

Now he's giving himself a chance, which is why he's going to give Alex his love.

Alex smiled and joined Lolita. Their faces are facing each other now.

"I didn't expect you to express your feelings. I thought you didn't love me." Alex said happily.

Lolita raised her hand and touched every part of Alex's face. The man's eyes are small but sharp, his nose Bangir and beard, the man used not to use a beard.

Alex just closed his eyes and permeated every touch of the woman he loved.

"What keeps me from recognizing you is your beard. I didn't expect it to grow this thick." said Lolita stroking the fine hair gently.

"It used to be even thicker, maybe I haven't told you yet. My father is of Turkish descent so my mustache and beard are growing faster." explains Alex, happy.

Conscious or not, Lolita feels there is a tone in every speech Alex. The man no longer said cold or flat. There was only happiness in his eyes.

Lolita was the same, her heart warmed her heart kept beating fast. There was a new feeling and Lolita loved it.

"But I really like it." continued Lolita smiling sideways.

Alex smiled too. The man then approached and stopped to look Lolita in the eye. After seeing Lolita who was silent, Alex also landed his lips on Lolita's lips. 

The woman sighed, Alex getting excited to wipe away Lolita's lips in her long kiss. Their interlocked tongues channeled salvina together.

Alex wants to do it again, but not by force. He wants Lolita to want him too.

Taking off the kiss, Alex looked at Lolita with a mist of passion in her eyes. The man did not say anything but Lolita knew what the gaze meant.

"I want to do it in the room." said Lolita with an irregular breath.

After getting approval, Alex kisses Lolita again and lifts the woman's body into their room.

It used to be Freya and Alex's room. Nothing changed from that room. The paint is still the same light blue and the red sheets that Freya last replaced twelve years are still there. He doesn't believe this.

Is it possible that the man deliberately and had people come to clean up every day of this house?

Lolita screeched as the hard object re-entered her body.

"You ever do that with Denis?" alex asked while doing his job down there.

Lolita just kept quiet, didn't say anything.

Anger suddenly rose in his heart. Alex shouldn't be upset like this, he's done it with other women. Even with Serena, he openly showed Lolita. Why would Alex be angry?

Alex props himself up faster in Lolita. Until the peak, he growled and released afterwards.

Lolita looked exhausted but Alex still wanted her.

Turning Lolita's position to the side, Alex began to position himself behind him.

Lolita's moans can Alex hear. He warms up first and when he will unite with Lolita.

Alex could hear his stomach ringing. He could also guess Lolita could hear him as well. The woman looked and chuckled small.

"You hungry?" ask Lolita scoffing.

How is it possible in the middle of their hot romance, Alex's stomach even sounds?

Basic embarrassing. Alex is self-defeating.

"I'm not hungry!" sergeant Alex won't confess.

The man wants to continue their pending activities.

"If you're hungry, we can stop." ridiculed Lolita again.

Alex feels offended right away he reunites with Lolita.

The woman immediately sighed and raved unclearly.

Look, Lolita wants it too, right? So why make fun of him?

"I want you to cook after this ..." Alex whispered in Lolita's ear.

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