CROWN OF LOVE
BAB.5 Spilling the hidden
“YAK, DAMN STINKS REALLY AGAIN!” Chika cursed annoyed to find her hair and face wet, then rose with all the wrath to face the person who had doused her.
“Heh, Kuyang. Who the hell is he? Come-come play flush-siram aja!”peekkik Chika challenged the eyes of the woman who was towering beside her with guts and was also confused while grabbing the girl's hair rough. They have become the center of attention. But unlike Verald, the man, the look on his face had paled to find the figure of the girl who doused him and Chika just now. The girl who looks as angry as Chika is Febby, her fiance.
“Yak, remove my hair ******! Basic Petukor aka Fiancee's snatch!”a piece of Febby's sentence immediately relaxed Chika's fingers, the beard was released. His pupils dilated.
“What...engagement?”tanya Chika stared in disbelief alternately, between Verald who was only silent and embarrassed, because the man claimed to be single and also female in front of him. A cynical smile and Febby's grin were present, and soon his fingers began to move freely in Chika's long hair
“Akh!”chika held back the pain because her head seemed to be released from her skin thanks to Febby's rough beard
“Yes he's my fiancee. Or rather my husband! We'll get married next month.”
“Gue don't know that! He did it jom_akh, sick!”chika's sentence stopped because Febby did not give any mercy to Chika, her beard getting rougher. Chika can feel her world as if stopped, but the next second Chika managed to escape from Febby. With all his murky feelings that had skyrocketed high he grinned rough, not hesitating to twist Febby's hand until the girl grimaced, trembling in a dress fitting body.
“Eh, Kuyang. I don't know if the guy in vain-”lidah Chika back covered because his eyeballs did not find Verald
“Basic dastardly men damn!”chika Umpat. Furthermore, whether who started first, the two had already grabbed each other, kicking and even rolling on the floor into the limelight.
***
The night increasingly flowed profusely even the moon and stars almost disappeared within the fog of black clouds. Wulan's soft sigh touched the air, a tired streak was seen behind her face with her work, and also tired of her daughter's behavior that was increasingly falling into the dark world.
“Deriiiiiing .. deriiiing” The sound of a phone plane ringing on a nightstand near a sleeping light sifts fiercely, successfully dismissing Wulan from his dream realm. He squirmed slowly with his eyes still closed
“Halo, Assalamualaikum,”
“Waalaikumsalam. Is it true that we are connected to the phone number of his family residence from Sister Jessica Iskandar?”
“True, I'm his mother. Who are these with? And where?” Wulan scratched his neck. “Eughhh” Tough his then still with his eyes closed, his soul as if it had not returned half of the dreamland
“It's from Cilandak Polsek office. Mom's son gets into a fight with his fellow girlfriends at the Club'!”
“APAAA?”Wulan's eyes nagged, as if forced into his body, his body even rose, sitting. He could not believe the words of the person behind the phone he still held in his trembling hands.
“That's impossible sir! because my daughter again ...,”The sentence of Wulan hangs, her memory drags her back to a few hours ago, she just remembered her daughter saying goodbye to the kitchen but after that does not come back again.
A few minutes after he disconnected the phone, he ran straight to his daughter's room to confirm the truth. Sure enough, empty rooms with open windows open gaping.
“Chika!” Gigi Wulan gritting. His anger skyrocketed to touch the horizon, his face hardened. It was very anxious to swear at his own daughter who had dared not heed his orders. After sighing several times to neutralize her anger, she returns to her room to retrieve her Mobile, contacting her family's lawyer to free Chika.
***
“Mommy no longer knows how to deal with you!”the wulan's distinctive voice greeted Chika's eardrum just as the Lawyer left her home after driving her home from the Police Station.
Chika snorted unconcernedly, stepping forward. His head was too sore to serve a wulan lecture.
Chika's silence further provoked Wulan's anger, she followed her daughter from behind and in a single pull on her arm, Chika's steps came to a halt while uniting her views. Chika was still silent
“Chika, Mommy hasn't finished talking!”hardik wulan do not accept” Can you not be a little... be polite to your own parents?” Wulan tightly locked her daughter's wrist, staring intently into the eyeballs that were no less cold than her.
“Egh, detarin” Chika rebels from Wulan's clutch. In the rubbing of the former wulan grip that leaves a red color. “Mommy if you want to talk noh, in a mosque or in Pesantren, not the same Chika! Chika's head is dizzy again.”
“Chika! You are brave with mom-”
“Why mom?”cut Chika quickly ignores Wulan's enlarged eyeballs. “Which Chika talked about just now? Mommy is ashamed to have a child like Chika whose work every day only shames the reputation of the Pratama family, yes?” chika asked with a cynical but soft smile, her fingers trembling right against her own chest. I don't know since when his sharp eyes turned into injured tears.
“Mom, Chika like this too because Mom equals Papi! You never once understood Chika's feelings. It's been this big Chika never really felt like she had a mother and father!”chika's voice began to tremble holding back the actual cry she was too daunted to issue this sentence which had only been in her heart.
“Jaga your talk!”Wulan pointed at Chika with a growl.”The more days, the more insolent your mouth.” Wulan's tudingan made Chika chuckle full of ridicule
“Indeed. I am so insolent! Because you are too busy with your own World, so I escaped your teachings, you did not, you did teach me, how to disrespect parents!” his ridicule in a smile that was increasingly underestimating. The mockery that seemed to ignite the fire in the husk on Wulan's chest.
“What do you really want? From there on out!”His face was hardened with the eyeballs rotating
“You I,” Chika laughs discordantly, there are memories of the water in the corner of her eyes.”All this time I've been listening to Mommy and Papi, and tonight, let it be my turn to talk!” Wulan's jaw hardened, but had not had time to shake his tongue Chika had already befell him first.
“Mom can not our family live a normal life like the family of my other friends? Can you guys give me complete happiness?”
Wulan's forehead shriveled faintly with a jaw that was more hardened, his hands itchy to want to slap his daughter, because he had dared to lecture her.“Don't make Mommy fail to understand. What normal life? What happiness? Which 18 years we've given you so far what? You think cat shit? The foliage? Out there, Mommy's with Papi not spitting! But banging bones to be able to meet all your needs. So what other happiness do you mean huh?” Wulan's answer and question made Chika spell a sneering laugh. There are tears that begin to wet her cheeks.
“That's what Mommy said happiness? MATERIAL?” Laughter checking Chika who sounded discordant was getting jarring. “So, it is not wrong if Chika becomes wild like this, because everything you guys mean with money.”Chika gulps
“Mom”Chika sizzles poignant with eyes that are increasingly blurred by her own tears
“I am a human being not an animal! Even animals, not only need food but also need affection. The old man who can protect them from enemy attacks, let alone me!”Chika reviewed her grinning smile, again wiping away her uncomanded tears just kept coming down her cheeks.
“I, don't need you guys showering with material. Eat good, luxury cars, clothes and everything is all luxurious!”chaotic space.
”I, Don't need it all!”she's Shrill.”All I need is you guys, Mommy's affection, Papi, our family's quality time that I almost never feel, that's all I need!”Wulan sighed deeply, all of Chika's statements smashed into her chest.
“Sometimes I think, Mom. Am I the only one who misses you alone? Am I the only one who's excited when you guys get home? While you are not like that, because at this time you are busy with files. Mommy knows, when one of you comes home, I'm waiting for your warm embrace. I waited, Mom or Papi, asking how I was doing here without you, I waited, Mom. Butwhat? Not Mommy, not Papi. Equally have no initiative for it all”Chika laughs softly. Snotty shrinkage.
“Even when far apart, just a phone asking news, have eaten what not, again am I here, I hang out with anyone even that. After the call, nag. After the call, the talk was long. I think I'm the kid you didn't expect.”Chika sighed between her sedu sedu.” You just want to be heard but never listen. I want to tell you so much about a lot of things. Hmmm ... My feelings as a child turned out to be just clapping one hand.”Again, Chika smiled poignant.”So, don't blame me, if I'm looking for happiness in my own way out there, it's up to right or wrong, because only then can I still live. I'm lonely inside this palace ... if you guys want to know.” Close Chika immediately walked away leaving Wulan stuck in her silence. Reflect on where the fault has been for the past 18 years.
Chika was right, for 18 years. She and her husband were busy moving from one city to another, although Chika lived with him for ten years. Her childhood was spent more with Baby Sitter, compared to her own birth mother.
