Crossing the Path of Darkness
Memories of Formerly With Rafael
#Flashback the past..
"Fael, how are you doing tomorrow's repetition?" *ask Ryon
"Udah."*Raphael answered briefly
"Fael, when you finish High School, where do you plan to go?" *ask Ryon again
"Lecture time." * replied Rafael, then he left Ryon alone
" So don't want you to take me the same as Fael."*suddenly sighing deeply
Ryon then goes back to his class, Rafael has known Ryon for a long time. However, this is only a friendship of one party, where the other party does not want.
"Where is Askara unfortunately?" *asked the guy who looks shitty
"Surge!" *the word Raphael
"We talked first, very surprised as well as unfortunately Askara. Wanna?" *ask Askara
"Certainly? the reason I want to give you what will you do?" *asked Rafael
"Come on Ra, just do it for a minute. Promise, will not make you sprain, want yah?" *ask Askara
"OK, but you only have three minutes."* said Rafael
"Quite, come with me." *hold Rafael's hand
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"Where are you taking me?" *asked Rafael
"So long ago, this is special for you."*Askara replied
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"Till me."*Askara
"Lu.. You're all this stuff?" *asked Rafael
"Yes, just for unfortunately Askara. We're sitting on that chair." *while pointing at the white chair
Rafael went with Askara of his own accord, not knowing that Askara was so good to him
"Ngapain the lu, there is no such thing as a job. All this for me, what do you want to say?" *asked Rafael
"Peach juice is your favorite juice, and I've also ordered a medium beef steak well."* Askara said
"When is the food coming?" *asked Rafael
"Well, we're going to be in between." * replied Askara
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"This is the order, please enjoy."* said the waiter of the fancy restaurant
"Thank you."* said Rafael
"Gue eat first." *Rafa told Askara
Askara just smiled looking at Rafael who was eating so voraciously from hunger, perhaps?
"Ra, slowly eat it. You're a really good laper, aren't you?" *ask Askara
"Snap, he said to speak." * said Rafael
"Well yes, forget the beautiful abis ngeliatin aja si." *revealed Askara
"meaning?" *asked Rafael
"Yes, the one in front of her brother is so beautiful. So no konsent deh, sorry."*Said Askara
"By the way, don't waste your time." *Now Rafael
"So, Ra. actually I'm not good at talking frankly rich gini. But, I feel uncomfortable if I keep covering this feeling, Ra I like you. Want to be my girlfriend?" *ask Askara and then show the ring that Askara has prepared
"Yes Ra, that's what I want to talk about. Want to be my girlfriend? I promise to make you happy Ra, even if you want to get married immediately, I am ready to be your husband." * Askara revealed
"Whenever I date you Aska, my own friends."*said Rafael
"But I'm serious Ra." * Askara said
"Yes.how can I not be the same you. I think of you as my brother, and I love you too. But. not as a couple, just love to relatives." * replied Rafael
"Father Ra, if you are not ready or do not want to. Obviously, I will always think of you as my first and last love, even though I may not end up with you." Askara said
"Gue is not good, sorry Aska. But, I can't, sorry again."* said Rafael
"No problem Ra, just wanting you to be happy is more than enough. Thanks for thinking of me as your own sister, Aska Astadinata will always look after you Ra." * Askara revealed with a smile
Maybe this is what is called smiling to be reliable in hiding the true feelings, most certainly Askara felt, but this sensation now gives a lot of valuable lessons, he said, that good and caring is not necessarily the conclusion of feeling like.
"Thank you Ra for the lessons I learned today. I will always remember our memories together, in beautiful memories." * Askara said
"Aska, lu. lu. you're okay, right?" *asked Rafael
"Come on Ra, maybe I'm fine." *Askara replied
"Once again sorry Aska, and thank you for loving me." *Said Rafael
"No, you don't have to thank me. Quite the contrary, thank you for all that you have loved, about happiness, how to love yourself, and become more rigid." * Askara said
"Yes, if I go first. Thanks for the food, next time maybe we'll see you again."* said Rafael
"Yes."*Askara replied with a smile
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Since then Rafael and Askara did not meet again, they separated because of different university campuses
As for Ryon, Rafael is still with him. Although Ryon tried several times, to get Rafael's heart is not easy. Even Ryon almost gives up halfway, but after all that Ryon finally realizes that love can never be forced.
Selfish because it has imposed a will, which is impossible to be possible it is too impossible to happen
Ryon doesn't know when he should give up on this feeling, but the longer this feeling goes deeper and deeper
Don't know how to release it
"Fael, can we talk for a second in the back yard?" *ask Ryon
"What is there to say?" *asked Rafael
"Can? for a while, it won't be 4 minutes." * Ryon said
"OK."* said Rafael
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"So? what do you need to talk about?" *asked Rafael
"Gini Fael, already know if I really have been trying to deketin you. And, if the longer I feel this, the deeper I dive into the bottom." * Ryon said
"Continue?" *asked Rafael
"Gue likes lu Fael, sorry because all this time I've been bothering you, making you sprained and angry. Diving too deep to get to the bottom was too stifling, so I decided to end it right now. How do you want to accept me?" *ask Ryon
"The second time I've experienced the same thing." * Rafael said
"meaning? before I had anyone first expressed your same feelings, then did you accept his request?" *ask Ryon
"No." *Raphael answered briefly
"Am I going to experience the same thing with that person?" *ask Ryon
"Yon, more precisely I also love you. More than anything, I I am to you as a dear friend, because all this time you are always accompanying me. Lu who always bothers me, makes me sprained and angry, but that's what makes me become less open with others. But, sorry to make love to the figure of the couple, I can not Yon. I'm so sorry that I hurt your feelings, but this is what I really feel." * Rafael said
"No problem Fael, take good care of yourself. And stay happy, because your happiness also includes my happiness. Thanks for everything, and I hope we meet again the next day." * Ryon replied
#Completed..
