Crazy Woman's

Paranoid Schizophrenia

"So how's patient Nina dok"

The white-clothed woman opened the thick blue-covered book.

"The patient was Nina Bavaria, a forty-five-year-old woman. I have paranoid schizophrenia"

"Sorry skizo what"

the woman closed the book.

"Paranoic schizophrenia"

"You mean, my girlfriend's crazy"

The woman breathed a long breath.

"Indonesians always assume that a stressful person is the same as a crazy person who must be handed over to a mental hospital. Though the two are different, stress is a psychological symptom of someone who feels depressed, while a crazy person is at the point of stress until he can no longer distinguish between reality and fantasy.

"Then does my girlfriend have to go to a mental institution"

" Unfortunately according to my diagnosis, he had to be admitted to a mental hospital"

There was a too long pause here, it seemed like the man was trying to digest the sentence just now.

"Thank you for your advice"

The man stood up, the female psychiatrist gave the sweetest smile he had.

"I know it's hard for you, but trust me, it's the best course of action for that woman.

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Three weeks later in front of the mental hospital pavilion.

"How do doc is"

The woman in white was smiling.

"Patient Nina is recovering sir"

Both of them are patient. The white-robed girl sat pensively alone.

The eyes of the Ocean suddenly narrowed. On the back of women like there are red rinses. Did this hospital torture for Nina to return to her right mind.

"What's up sir"

"Oh no no, there's nothing"

The night the Ocean could not sleep, the shadow of a beautiful girl wearing a white dress was beaten on her back as if imprinted thickly on her mind.

three days later, the man in the blue shirt returned to the mental hospital with a small package.

"Excuse me ma'am, may I give you a gift for brother Nina"

"Of course"

Ocean gives a watch. But what, when he saw the video footage on the laptop, did not see anything other than the white screen display.

Did they know there was a mini camera on that watch.

Ocean smoke cigarette inside, no other choice.

"Tok can I bring the patient back home, frankly I have no more fees"

The white-clothed young lady stopped walking, she looked at the man in the black jacket.

"I'm not suggesting Mr. Samudera, a paranoid schizophrenic like this is capable of killing people who are trying to cure him"

"But I don't have any more costs"

The woman smiled, "If your decision has been made, I can't do anything else"

The first day did not matter what. With painstaking Samudera feeds Nina, in the morning it is the turn of psychiatrist Lena who takes care of her.

As this afternoon painstakingly the Ocean was feeding the white woman, the straight female eyelids were looking at the trees outside the window, as if her soul had vanished into the hands of evil forces.

"Mas Samudera forgive my mistake mas, I can not refuse the request of my parents"

There is a sense of haru that suddenly came to hit the heart, immediately the Ocean hugged the girl tightly.

"Not what, let it pass, now we begin with a new leaf"

A flash of tetiba refracts his light onto the shutters making Nina's face pale, and then he runs towards the well, doing ablution, and praying, no matter what prayer.

After the prayer the woman in white had raised both hands while praying

"O Allah forgive your servant who fornicates with others, O Allah, if your servant may ask, your servant would rather be punished in the world than be punished in the Hereafter"

Hearing that, the man in black shirt approached and said

"Honey, you really believe in heaven and hell, if I think heaven and hell are just abstract concepts introduced by our parents so that we follow their advice"

The woman who was folding the white face immediately fell silent, her eyes staring at the man.

"Astaghfirullah bang, Istighfar bang, call it bang, who the hell taught it, missionary ya bang"

"Yes"

"Who taught you"

"Mas Satria and ustadz Ahmad"

"Ustadz Ahmad" I asked full of questions

"Ustadz Ahmad was a naji teacher at the boarding school of Riyadul Jannah"

Ustadz Ahmad, Riyadul Jannah two words that became the keywords cause of insanity Nina, once a time, the girl was naked in front of the Ocean asking to be whacked a hundred times.

"Whip me a hundred times the Ocean"

The ocean sitting on a chair of confusion, he did not understand why this afternoon arrived Nina stripped the clothes in front of him and handed him a whip.

"Whip me Ocean, this is to erase my sin, I have been sinning all this time, living in the house of a man who is not my muhrim without the knowledge of Mas Satriyo"

The man put down the whip and said softly.

"Then why don't you call Satria directly and say stay with me"

The look on a woman's face turned mellow, both of her eyebrows dropped down.

"Can't, 'cause he.."

Nina could not speak, her cries broke instantly, I clenched her thin body, sobbing she said

"He's dead, and I killed him"

The ocean held tightly to the girl as if she wanted to pour warmth on her.

"Before Satria died, he said, it's okay if I die in your hands, as long as we will gather in jannah together, so will you be a righteous girl" said Nina while handing over the whip.

"No Nin, there's still another way besides this"

The girl placed both fingers on the man's lips.

"Do the mas, I am willing to suffer in this world of origin, in the end I can go to heaven with Satria.

Every time the girl grimaced in pain, Satria's heart was torn to shreds, if she could choose, Ocean willingly the pain moved to her, as long as the girl smiled back, but was she capable.

She reveals it to the psychiatrist Veronica who used to treat Nina.

"The condition of the patient who is willing to tell his past is very good, but you must be careful Sam"

"Be careful" said the man, sipping a cup of coffee

"In the past such RSJ patients there was usually a past trauma that at times could explode and make the patient become violent"

"What do you usually do when you are in such a position" said the Ocean, his eyes sharply looked at the woman in white, beside them sitting face to face on a long white bench, growing various kinds of purple orchids.

"We psychiatrists are usually equipped with martial arts skills and stun guns to take care of ourselves"

"It looks like I'm going to buy that thing" Ocean said as he stood up

"Buy it, it's usually sold in Tokopedia"

"You don't have to worry, I'm not a child who can't take care of myself"

Either because of overconfidence or what, it was forgotten in the Ocean. Thankfully, nothing happened.

"Let's eat"

Ocean as if can not believe his vision, on the dining table is available spinach vegetables complete with tempe fried plus basil sambal.

"It's you who made it"

The girl in the white shirt smiled, the man ate voraciously. Then what, a somber konyong drowsiness came attacking.so terrible drowsiness that he did not remember what else.

There was a coldness pinching the skin, as he opened his eyes, the man realized that both of his arms were firmly tied to the chair, while Nina stood up swinging a knife

"I'm sorry, I had to kill you because Satria's spirit told me that"

"Spirit"

Not yet Samudera asked, the girl plunged her knife into her stomach, there is a pain that is very spread to the heart.

Kriet, the man tried to break away, unlucky that the bond made by Nina was very strong, while the girl tried to stab him again.

Ces. the second prick arrived, making the pain come manifold.

One, two, three, at the jolt of the third Ocean managed to escape, just as Nina was about to stab him. He quickly kicked the woman down, then locked her wrists and legs.

"What do you mean when Satria told you to do that"

Nina who was in the prone position and both her hands were locked by the black-shirted man replied

"Satria came to see me through the window and told me that"

regret appeared in the heart of the man, indeed some days he did not open the window of the room, ah must be the prowess of the wind that blew thought to be a spirit that came to visit.

The problem was that as the man cleared the grass in the backyard, he found traces of boot tracks splattered beside Nina's bedroom window

Is anyone else involved and what their motivation is