
I don't know who started first, in the end the two human children are subject to lust and passion. He did it much more gently than usual. He was afraid that the beautiful union would affect their children who were only a few weeks old.
“Ich liebe dich.” The expression of Ditya's love while at the peak of enjoyment. His breath is still great. His heart rate is still rumbling.
His eagle eyes stared fixedly at the beautiful face with sweat that was so resigned to lying under his confinement. After spending a lot of time together, Frolline's sweet lips have never once said a word of love to her, replying to her statement of love. Even when his future son was already residing in the womb of a woman who was loved with all his heart, Ditya still did not get the same great love from his wife. The love that was fought for during his life with Frolline, was still far from his expectations.
“I love you, Schatzi,” Repeated Ditya smiling. His fingers also carved the curves of the beautiful face of the wife. Anchored on thin blushing lips that were holding back the favors left at the end of their fight.
With a smile in response to Ditya's love statement, Frolline closed her eyes as her husband's lips swept over her. He held both hands around the neck of the man who had repeatedly sent him flying to nirvana.
“What does Koko make you guys in pain?” tanya Ditya rolled her naked body on the side of the bed. He didn't want to take too long to crush Frolline. Worrying will make his wife and child hurt and injured without realizing it. Their baby is still too small, can not be invited to run a marathon for too long.
Frolline shook her head. Hurriedly got up and pulled out a blanket to cover his innocent body.
“Thank you, Schatzi.” Ditya lay sideways, holding her head with her right hand resting on the bed. He pulled a blanket over his body, sharing the same warmth. From his current position, he could stare at Frolline as much as he could.
The coldness struck again after the roar of the breath both subsided. Frolline held tightly to the blanket to the chest.
“Fro, are you happy to marry Koko?” Dita suddenly asked a question breaking the silence.
Frolline who was still staring at the ceiling of the room, immediately turned to the side. His eyes dimmed, he swallowed the saliva.
“I ...” Frolline clenched her lips back, unable to continue her words that might have hurt Ditya.
“Have you ever regretted marrying Koko, Fro?” ask Ditya, change the question.
“Never, Ko.”
Ditya put his body back down, followed by looking at the ceiling of the room. The atmosphere of the luxurious room Ditya felt so warm with the light of the yellowing golden lights. Even so, the spray of cold air from the air conditioner still makes the bones feel sore.
“Come Schatzi.” Ditya brought Frolline into his arms, clutching her tightly.
This question had occupied his heart for a long time. He did not have the courage to ask. All this time he was worried that the answer coming out of Frolline's lips would break his heart. But since he found out his wife was pregnant, he had courage.
They have something that can strengthen their marriage. Yeah, Frolline's pregnancy is throwing her fears away slowly. He has reason to stay and fight for the love of Frolline.
“Fro ...”
“Hmmm.”
“Tell Koko, is there still a First in your heart?” tanya Ditya pointed at the chest of the Frolline with her index tip
Frolline did not want to answer, instead she tried to look Ditya in the eye. She wanted to see what her husband's question meant through her eyes. If the lips can lie, but the eyes are always honest.
Ditya. “Koko just wants to know, Fro. What has made you love him so much. Not willing to take it out of your heart. You choose to hide it in the deepest part of your heart. You keep it so tight until First itself is hard to step away.”
“First ... my first love.” Two tears fell on his temple. Frolline hastily removed it.
“Then?”
“We grew up together, we learned to know the world together. We learn ... know love together. We have an impossible dream together ..” Frolline fell silent. He could not continue his sentence. His cries grew louder, Frolline's body trembled violently. Reminded of Firstan, he was reminded of his unfulfilled dreams.
“Still love her?” tanya bit her lip. Just throwing a question, the pain had already pierced into the heart. What if he had to hear that answer coming out of Frolline's own lips.
Frolline silenced, he dunked his wet face into Ditya's warm embrace. Reminded of his love for Firstan, the wound gaped back.
“Diammu ... Koko thinks of an answer, Fro.” Ditya says. It was hard to hide his wounded heart, but this time it was a wound he had dug himself.
“Fro, what made you fall in love with her?” ask Ditya again. Maybe he could change a little for the sake of making Frolline happy.
“What's in First? What was in her that could make you love her this deep?” ask Ditya.
Frolline took a heavy breath. “Everything. Everything that was in him. All the laughs and tears that we had gone through together, made me love her,” Frolline replied in between her cries.
“Excuse Koko, Fro.” Ditya can only say one sentence. Ditya chose to vent his hurt feelings through hugs and kisses. If someone is to blame, he is most guilty. He was forced to marry Frolline in various ways.
“Sleep now, Fro. Tomorrow morning we have to return to Jakarta.” Dita kissed softly on Frolline's forehead, revealing a smile in the middle of her crying heart.
“Until now, Koko has still not been able to get rid of it. Koko just hope, one day you will say the word love to Koko, Fro.” Ditya said in his heart.
Ditya could only cry after seeing Frolline sleep. He had been trying to strengthen himself, and now he could only express his wounded heart.
***
Morning at Halim Hadinata's residence.
Frolline was drying her long hair when Ditya came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her waist. The man looked ordinary, as if unaffected by Frolline's hurtful statement last night.
“Ko, we return to Jakarta at what time?” tanya Frolline with hair dryer on hand.
“After breakfast, we say goodbye to Daddy and Mommy.” Ditya answered while putting his clothes back on.
“Why? You're no longer at home, Fro?” tanya Ditya walked over towards the dresser, staring at Frolline from the mirror reflection. His shirt is not yet perfectly buttoned, his trousers are still disheveled.
“I want to see Mami .. em Kak Marisa.” Frolline turned around, sitting down towards the husband. Unasked, he helped button up Ditya's shirt.
“I haven't told Sister Marisa about my pregnancy,” Frolline explained. He looks serious with the buttons of Ditya's black shirt.
“It's neat.” Frolline looked up, smilingly looking at Ditya.
“Do not go too long. You'll meet First too?” tanya Ditya tried to act as calm as possible. Gave a good morning kiss on his wife's left and right cheek.
“I don't know yet, Ko. If I meet him there, of course I have to say hello to him,” said Frolline tried honestly.
“Ya ..” Ditya's voice sounded soft, hiding his jealousy.
The ringing of a cell phone above the nightstand stopped their chat. Ditya frowned when he found his best friend Wira who was contacting him at this time.
“Who, Ko?” ask Frolline.
“Wira.” Ditya placed her index finger on her lips, asking Frolline to stop talking as she received the call.
Brief chat, just discuss Halim Group projects and tournaments at golf clubs. The connection ended when Ditya said he was in Surabaya, preparing to return to Jakarta.
“Ko, which friend's wife?” ask Frolline confused. Honestly, since marriage he has never been introduced to a coworker or good friend Ditya. If anything, that was when they accidentally met. Ditya never introduced him specifically to the work environment or association.
“Duda is handsome, well established and that is definitely promising. Koko plans to introduce him to Angella. What do you think, Fro? Looks like Wira fits Angella,” said Ditya, asking for an opinion.
“Hah! Sister Angella? Koko has a contact Kak Angell?” ask Frolline wonder. All this time they had never touched on Angella's matter at all.
“Of course. Angella in England now. Continue his education there. He occupies Koko's flat there.” Dita answered casually.
“How, Fro? Do you agree that Koko introduced her to your sister?” tanya Ditya was busy sliding the screen of her phone, then showed a photo of Wira that filled the screen.
Frolline was wide, her mouth open. “He's handsome once.” Suddenly Frolline covered her mouth with both hands after noticing Ditya was staring intently at her. Her praise for Wira upset her husband.
***
Ich liebe dich means I love you in German.