
That day was exhausting for me. I sat in the room whimpering in pain, my hands bruised, my mouth twitching from being bitten, my back so sore that he would occasionally hit my back. My body was cracked, and I couldn't stand up anymore. In the room I was alone and lay on Dafid's bed. I don't think he's going into this room anymore.
“Where are you?”, Sms Rosi I still haven't countered, I can't afford to lie anymore, only sobs keep me company. How is this?, I promise to go home now, but now my return is a wish. I kept roaring in chaos.
“You made my ears hurt’, Dafid broke down the door of the room. “I should have cried”, Dafid grimaced in pain, His hand held his wounded mouth.
“Why are you here?”, I asked limply.
“this is my room, aw”, every time she talks, she feels pain.
“do you not think if we were one room, we would definitely kill each other”.
“already, I will ignore you, so get out of my bed”, Dafid approaches me while pulling my legs weakly.
My leg kept on giving until I accidentally kicked it, “for tonight, you slept in the living room!”.
“No..!”, Dafid did not want to budge until last night we just pulled back reluctantly. Unable to fight anymore, we just keep throwing things around each other until we are unconscious.
The next day, we did not wake up. The sun is already above the house, the clock shows at 11:00 p.m. I woke up weak, my back was broken and it was hard to stand. I limped up from my bed. “Sial”, I grumble. I kick his leg that hooks my leg “ah.., why wake up I should see it”.
He squirms when I kick. We fell asleep in the room, he slept on the bottom of the bed and I was on top. Seeing him who was about to wake up, I ran out of the room to see him. I went to the middle room, where Grandpa and Grandma were sitting together. I think they'll hate me for causing chaos yesterday but that's good. I need a reason to get thrown out of that family. The previous empty hopes are now starting to look again, I have to try to make his family chaotic.
“You just woke up?”, Grandma reprimanded me when she saw me through it.
“Of course, is there a problem if I wake up during the day?”, I ask haughty.
“Waw, allow Nek!”, Grandpa talked to Grandma.
“True, so here's how it feels”, Grandma replied. I am confused by both. I just passed them talking to myself.
“Put, please help Mama”, I met Mama who brought groceries no longer important.
“Sorry Mama, my hands are full”, I showed my bare hands.
“True, mama didn't see anything?”.
“My load doesn't look Mama because this burden is in my heart”, I pat my chest.
“Hahahaha, so True they” said, Mama laughed, I was confused by Mama's attitude. This family confused me.
I immediately went out into the garden, only there could calm my heart. On the way I collided with Papa, he wanted to reprimand me but I looked away from meeting him. But looking at my attitude, he just laughed happily. I was confused by everyone's attitude. Usually in soap operas, I would be kicked and chased out because of my attitude. At least I hope they will be angry and reprimand my attitude yesterday. But it's not all what I expected. I just have to try a little more so I can go back to the village. I round my throat to make them upset.
First way, I have to laze around. Without their consent, I moved the room to a 1st floor room near the hallway that went straight to the Garden. Grandpa and Grandma don't agree, but I'm gonna be a rebellious kid. This rebellion is fun, I move my things and hope not to see Dafid again. The pleasant feeling in my room alone, I began to laze around by watching many Drakor and grabbing all the snacks in the refrigerator. My room is like shit. Grandma and Mama met me in the room, looking at her condition, they just smiled. They told me to eat together, but I didn't. I only want to eat if the food is served in the room. I really became Queen. Seeing my behavior made my mother, grandmother and grandfather visit me more and more to see me, offer me something. If I refuse them they smile as if satisfied with something. I was astonished but kept on holding on until I was about to be expelled.
But this laziness makes me weak, my whole body feels pain every time I roll on the bed. My back was so hot I was hit by boredom. Yet they still persevered, taking turns every minute to visit me and smiling with satisfaction. They mocked me, a family that was hard to beat. I was no longer strong in the room so this leg walked alone into the garden. To his surprise, the jasmine Flower, the rose and the vine were shriveled. I forgot I had a child I had abandoned, my face flushed red and immediately ran to get a hose and tried to water it. But late, the vine
the leaves fall off live thin stems standing 30 cm. slightly lowered due to angina. My heart screamed, my tears came out. I cried hysterically watching the children I planted die.
Papa ran towards me after hearing my cries, “What's Put?”, he's worried about me.
“Why is everything withered?”, I mewek.
Papa sees withered plants, “You ignored them”.
“Not many people here, why mom and grandma don't take care of it.
“They are busy feeling to be real parents”, Papa sighed.
“I mean?”, I don't understand.
“just ask them”, Papa looks at me, “You're not angry?”.
“aku still angry”.
Papa laughs out loud “they are right, have a rebellious child very adorable” Papa approaches me, “Pardon Papa, to make amends papa will make your life happy forever and I will obey all your wishes”.
I was touched by Papa's sincerity “let you let me go home?”.
“Sorry Put, Papa will grant all your selfish requests except, go home and separate from this family”, Papa caresses my shoulders. “I hope you become a child who has high ambition and selfishness. I'll give you everything you need”.
I just pouted and left, “Papa had to replace a dead plant and had to be ready in 10 minutes”, I ran away leaving Papa smiling happily. This request signifies that I forgive Papa but do not change my heart to go home.
I went to the kitchen, I haven't had Tea for Grandpa and Grandma in a long time. Right, I've given up on making them resent with the method of laziness. I gave Tea to where grandma and grandpa were sitting. As usual, they were sitting quietly while reading some books.
“Daughter, you don't want to sulk back?”, grandma asked.
“No, I've realized that it's all free”. My answer.
“Not kok”, grandma is a bit disappointed. “I just briefly feel so Granny”.
I'm rattled.
“You can sulk back”, Grandma holds my hand.
“You Can fight again with Dafid”, Grandpa begs
“It wasn't that request....”, I couldn't write down my feelings at that time.
“Dafid always followed our words, he never had any contact at all. He really looks like his father. I've never had children's puberty. Other friends of mine told me about the various child rebellions because they were in puberty, but my children always followed everything I told them, they did not exclamation”, Grandma told me at length.
“Oh, so that's why you guys every minute never leave me alone”.
“Your arrival makes our saturated family colorful. We have never seen a fight in person, but thanks to you we saw a lover's quarrel even though it was a bit extreme”, Grandpa teased me.
“I think there is a misunderstanding”, I want to explain but can not. Because it's free. “how do you wait for me to fight, isn't it easier if you guys fight alone. Many problems you can cause”, I ask.
“We never fight because we love each other too much”, Grandma hugs Grandpa. It makes my hair stand up.
“I hope after this, my beautiful son can sulk every day. Ask Mama for expensive items as a condition to stop sulking”, Mama approached me and hugged me from behind. “Let's spend a lot so you don't sulk anymore!”.
“Not”, Answer me quickly. “I really won't sulk again”. They scared me, this atmosphere gave me a deadly attack.
“So you're going back to Dafid's room?”.
“No!”, I'm reluctant to move. “let me in my room, I don't want to see his face as Cunning as Caterpillar”.
“You're really”, Dafid coming from behind shocked me. “A long time ago we did not meet, I forgot that you lived here. Though I hope not to see your face again”.
I turned my face away, ignoring it. “She's a ghost, she's a ghost”, I recite the mantra slowly and move out of the room avoiding her. He smiled cunningly and bitterly. He only looked at me who ignored him with his cold gaze. I ran into my room. I don't think it worked, seeing the madness of this family, the hope of getting out of this family is nil. My hope
dimmed instantly. Ahhhhhhh.... I need a second way, come a new hope!!!!.
“dang ding dung”, Ringtones in Hpku reads. My cousin on the HP screen is on the phone. I picked up the phone without making a sound.
“Princess, are you there?”.
I refuse to answer.
“Daughter are you angry?”, Nila spoke softly.
“what is it?”, I replied.
“Sorry, I got carried away by emotions. I've pondered everything, this is not your fault I shouldn't hate you!”. Nila cried softly.
“Why did you call me?, do you want to come back?”, I asked expectantly.
“I'm sorry I”, Nila is getting into tears. “I can't help you, I can't replace your position. Sorry for my selfishness!”.
“Actually what happened?”, Tanyaku.
“He threatened all the women his father had betrothed, even he harassed and hurt them without mercy, I knew of them, but I was blinded by my love for him. His face seemed to want me, so I thought I was different from them. But it turns out that he still threatens me, but I foolishly still defend him so that he begs me with his tears”, Nila told me.
“dia's crying?”, many of you are surprised.
“iya, she cried pleading for me to cancel her wedding because she was still waiting for her first love to leave. He will only love her and it will only hurt me if we get married. That said”.
“First love?, but Papa wawan never mentioned it. Is this forbidden love or love without blessing?”, I began to wonder.
“Now, because he won't love me, so I quit this marriage. But I didn't expect you to be his victim”, Nila was sorry, “I couldn't help you, Sorry. I can't live with a man who loves another woman, I can't bear the heartache of that”. Nila Crying.
We just forgave each other in tears, I can't afford to blame Nila. Hope is starting to open up to me again. I just need to find out about Dafid's first love and help him. Possibly
we will part in peace. Maybe maybe……