Cousin Why Marriage?

31: Jennie

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Maybe my role is not important here, but I want to express my heart, author, give me a chance to tell a story.

Hi, I'm Jenni, maybe in every episode I sometimes arise, yes, it's to meet with Bagas only.

I am 23 years old, 1 year younger than Caca, his wife Bagas.

I'll tell you from the beginning, so you can know who I am and how my life is going.

I'm an orphan, I was raised by my adoptive parents, along with my foster sister, I'm grateful, they don't treat me like a stranger, because I am the princess among princes.

"Jenni, we're just going to teach you architecture, huh? "

Hearing that I wanted to be included in the architecture department, it was my dream, other than that I could do math and physics, but I could draw a projection of the building, he said, made both my parents confident in my expertise in architecture.

Because of the support and assistance of both my parents and my older brother, I was able to pass it, I graduated in architecture with a GPA that included high in architecture with a Cumlaude degree.

I was also quick to get a job, because my skills were needed in the company, among the seniors, I liked one of my seniors the most, he was a humorous looking man, although the style is random and wear outfit alone does not match the one he wears.

"Great Jen, you're debest anyway. "

The first compliment to me, he is a man who is always cheerful and friendly, Bagas Dwipangga his name.

Applause was given to me, with her smile engraved, I became happy to get an award from all of them.

Long time I worked in this architecture company, I long ago also amazed with Bagas, in my eyes plus longer handsome himself, yes although office people often sneer with the title of sleep master.

I fell in love for the first time, every time I was with him, my heart was just out of shape and my heart was racing.

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But one day, I saw Bagas' ring finger, which had not been filled with anything, now a silver ring that was coiled on his ring finger.

It feels deg degan, is that a sign Bagas is married? But who was she married to? Even the office people did not know that he was married.

Maybe Bagas likes to wear a ring, so he wears a ring on his ring finger, the ring on the ring finger is not a sign that someone is married.

My work performance was well praised by the office people, and my feelings of love were even more passionate, plus Bagas who was always good with me, making it difficult to forget him and sometimes thought of wanting to be in a relationship with him.

"Gas, here's my file, you just set the plan. "

I went to Bagas' desk and handed over my work that I had done, he nodded in understanding and took the given file.

Bagas, the man I approached, every time I met and was close to him, my heart was always beating fast and my heart was expressing a strange feeling, shortly after giving the file, I invited Bagas to chat.

Too engrossed in our chatter, I accidentally felt anxious and pinch both cheeks Bagas, to make other coworkers mock me and Bagas, and occasionally match the two of us.

"Cieee, it fits both, it's not wrong if married. "

"No! Not ah! " reject Bagas.

In the midst of ridicule from other coworkers, I smiled, I had already liked Bagas since 3 years ago right at this workplace.

What I did not realize, Bagas became upset, he stomped his desk until the sound of the punch echoed in the room, I was just nearby was surprised by his response that looked unhappy.

"I'm married! Binoarca is my wife! "

As soon as the big hammer struck my heart, I could not believe that Bagas was married to his own cousin.

The room where we worked was quiet, our office friend suddenly kept silent and stared in disbelief at Bagas.

"Caca is your cousin, Gas. "

"Agh, don't know me anymore, we're being fooled. So, don't match me again with Jenni! I'm a man's husband! "

I just fell silent in disbelief, I was silent stiffly holding back my tears from coming out, I tried not to cry.

"And you're Jenni, may you know this and stop being a bit of a bitch to me, keep it good good! "

I couldn't stand it, my heart was breaking, my feelings were breaking, even the man I liked had harsh words on me, I couldn't stand to hold my cry, I ran away from my room.

Right in front of the room, I passed Caca who was carrying several maps, the woman was none other than his wife Bagas.

I did not expect that the man married his cousin, my heart ached to accept this fact, I ran away from the office with this broken feeling.

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"Son, what's wrong with you? "

"No, Jenni was just sad, Jenni failed to continue in terms of romance. "

My foster family are good people, they always want to make me happy, no matter what.

The healing of my heart wounds was long, because treating the pain of this unrequited feeling took me a long time to get up after the heartache, but my brother tried to comfort me so that I would always smile, I'm lucky to live in my foster family.

A year after the incident, Bagas suddenly came to me, every time I saw him I felt afraid, even wanted to run but he held me back.

Suddenly, he came to invite me into a relationship, who is not surprised when the husband of people play with dating.

"Gas, but kan— "

"Just like I'm getting a divorce, Jen. "

I fell silent, I thought of something to the point of making me mumble out of pity for the Bagas and Caca households that lasted only a year.

"Duh, so pity, be patient, Gas. "

"Yes Jen. "

It was a good day for me, finally this wait was good, because Bagas and I were able to establish a relationship as a girlfriend.

Bagas and I felt good, we also introduced ourselves to our families, although Bagas' parents were a bit surprised when I became Bagas' girlfriend.

I was willing to accompany her to go through the trial, from the moment she was summoned until she was in her divorce proceedings.

For some reason, after a week, Bagas seemed to be hiding something from me, as if he had not opened up to me.

Because of that, I became worried and anxious, because on the phone he was difficult, let alone reply to my message.

I often confine myself to boarding houses, and occasionally think about it every night.

After two weeks passed, Bagas finally explained that he had problems with his family, so he hid all this, I still gave him spirit when the divorce was almost entering the final.

"Jenni, you're dating someone who wants a widower, huh? "

Just that time mama asked me, I excitedly nodded my head.

"Yes, Bagas will soon be a widower, mah, so Jenni can date him." I am clear.

But unlike usual, my mother was not happy with my answer.

"Just decide on that Bagas, Jen. "

I was surprised, how could, the mother who previously supported me now even told me to break with Bagas, then, it was the same that my struggle was in vain.

However, as at the beginning, Bagas again hid something, I became annoyed with him closing himself, but before long he made up again and we continued our relationship.

Along the way to the place to eat yesterday, I continued chatting with enthusiasm, because I really enjoyed the time with Bagas for two weeks dating, once I gave the code to Bagas, once I gave the code, when can he be serious in this relationship with me.

"Please enjoy. "

"Good meal" I said.

Bagas and I enjoyed the food that had been served in front of us, and occasionally I gave the code back with Bagas.

"Gas, when can you rent a lease? " ask me.

"Hmm, when is it, Jen." replied Bagas smiling.

Aih, his smile, again I melt with his handsome smile.

"Jen, we broke up. "

I was surprised by Bagas's words just now, I could not believe it and glared at Bagas.

"A—what? Breaking up? " ask me.

"Yes, we broke up, Jen. Sorry, thanks for the time so far. "he said.

"But why, Gas? Am I not beautiful? Am I not—"

"Caca's pregnant, Jen. "

I fell silent, Bagas lowered his head in front of me while shaking his head.

"How long have you been hiding all this? " ask me.

"No, I just found out yesterday. The age of the womb is 3 weeks now "answer Bagas with me.

I shook my head, I couldn't believe what he said was that Caca was 3 weeks old when he filed for divorce 2 weeks ago.

"Gas, are you sure it's your son? 3 weeks? You just 2 weeks ago cut him off, Gas. Are you sure it's your son? " ask me not to accept.

"Jen, that's my son, I made him exist in this world. So, sorry, we end up here, yes, I still have the same responsibility as Caca and her womb, I've become a father to the fetus in Caca's stomach. " explained Bagas.

I did not accept it, I knocked down the table, I just ate some of the food I finally left, I did not accept Bagas' decision and left Bagas at the place of eating itself.

While our relationship was in full swing, Bagas abruptly severed his relationship with me, because he told me that Caca was pregnant, my heart was completely broken, as broken as it was.

Because this relationship had always broken my heart, I decided to accept an arranged marriage from both my parents with a Swaspeta restaurant owner.

Hopefully with this, I can end this pain and try to heal it with my new partner.

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