COULD IT BE THAT YOU'RE MY SOUL MATE

CHAPTER 94 IS SELF-IMMOLATING

Clara bites her lower lip while the girl is at Bayu's doorstep, a nervous feeling still haunting her. After Clara finished meeting with Raditya, the girl was unable to sleep well all night so today she immediately rushed towards Bayu's house.

Clara sighed, "Hopefully so," she murmured. With a feeling of fear Clara tried to knock on the door of the house in front of her.

Not long after someone he wants to meet opens the door for him, "Clara," said Bayu surprised when he opened the door to see the lover was already standing there.

"Hi Bayu, can we talk to you for a second?" greet Clara with a feeling of fear considering that she has betrayed the trust given by Bayu.

"What do you want to talk about?" Bayu frowned, what his lover wanted to talk about.

"Can we talk inside?" ask Clara embarrassed. Bayu who realized his mistake immediately invited Clara to enter the house, "What do you want to drink?" ask Bayu when Clara has come in and sits on the sofa.

"No need to bother, I came here just wanted to say something" said Clara. The girl squeezed the end of her skirt, she felt nervous and was also at a loss to talk how about the man in front of her.

Bayu who was sitting opposite Clara moved next to Clara, he held Clara's hands that had been sweating due to her nervousness. "What's the matter exactly? Why didn't you come home and tell me Ra?" ask soft Bayu. Clara felt more guilty with her attitude that would accept the matchmaking of the father, Clara just did not want to be considered as insubordinate so inevitably agreed.

"I'm sorry" said Clara. The tears that Clara tried to maintain eventually collapsed as well, Bayu was increasingly confused with Clara who was constantly crying. Bayu touched Clara's chin and lifted her face, "What's wrong? Why crying?" Bayu wiped away the tears on Clara's cheek with both hands.

"I'm sorry Bay, our relationship has to get here" Clara said as she continued to cry in front of Bayu.

Bayu was a little surprised at Clara's words, he pulled Clara into his arms. "What is it that we have to separate?" Bayu tries to calm himself, as much as possible Bayu neutralizes his feelings of surprise.

Clara takes off Bayu's embrace, she rubs her tears and tries to explain what really happened. "Father betrothed me Bay," said Clara, who still held back her tears from breaking again.

"With the man who met yesterday?" tanya Bayu who immediately got a nod of the head from Clara.

Bayu took a breath, "I leave everything to you Ra, I will always support whatever is your choice and I will always love you until you can completely forget me" explained Bayu. The young man held back from crying in front of his girl, is this what is called karma? Karma because when getting Clara herself does not care about friends who also love the same girl.

"When did you start getting married to Ra?" ask Bayu who is getting curious.

"The papah company is already on the verge of Bay's destruction and that can save only Andrew's company, while the condition that Papah Andrew wants to help my papah is to betroth their child. I didn't agree to this at first either but, what can I do Bay?" obviously Clara while continuing to wipe away her tears that flooded her sweet face.

Bayu felt unbearable when he saw the beautiful face of Clara, the girl had to bear the burden of a family that was very dear to him. "I'm fine if it's best for you Ra, that love shouldn't have is it? I'll be happy if you're happier" Bayu broke up while holding onto the cheeks of the girl who's not his girlfriend anymore. "I hope you can be happy Ra, your parents are more valuable than what you have right now" continued Bayu who from his heart could not let go of Clara.

After the sense of burden on his shoulder has reduced, Clara pampit to continue his affairs that had been delayed. "Lusa I have to go back, take care of yourself Bay. May you have more happiness than me" said Clara.

The taxi ordered by Clara has arrived in front of Bayu's house, visible from both eyes Clara's deep sadness. "May I last hold you?" asked Bayu when Clara had opened the door of the taxi car in her message. Clara looked at Bayu's face and nodded her head, "Never regret having known me ya Bay," the comfortable tease Clara with a warm embrace from Bayu.

"You also do not miss my embrace, Ra, after all you already belong to others," Bayu also mocked Clara until the pinch on the stomach landed perfectly.

Clara let go of her embrace, "Blessed without me by your side" said Clara, who got into the taxi. He did not want his defense to collapse because in the deepest heart still deeply loved Bayu, the young man who for three years filled the emptiness of his heart and day.

Clara stared at the streets of the capital that was always crowded, in her heart just kept thinking about how Bayu was feeling right now. "I'm sorry Bay, I don't want to hurt you but family matters make me have to do this all" Clara said as she put her head on the back of the car seat. The girl tried to close her eyes for a moment but, her phone rang so she had to re-open both eyes.

"Yes what's wrong?" ask Clara lazy. The papah who called him asked the question again without answering the child's question, "Where are you? Don't you have to take care of the letters that have to be brought the day after tomorrow?" ask the father without further ado. Clara rolled her eyeballs, "I'm heading there so don't be afraid I don't go back there" she said, turning off the call from the papah.

The upset papah slammed his phone into his desk, the middle-aged man immediately sat down limp and cupped his face with both hands. "Pardon the papah who has to sacrifice you, son," he regretted. Clara who was still in the taxi car told the driver to take her to the papah's office first, the driver nodded his head to understand the passenger's order.

The taxi Clara was riding in arrived at her destination, and the girl headed straight for the papah's room. Without waiting for a long time Clara went straight into the room without knocking on the door first, "Where's the letter I need to take care of?" close Clara when she had entered the papah room.

"Sit down first" asked the papah.

Clara who is actually lazy, would not want to sit himself on the sofa available in the papah room. "What else is it? Didn't I do it all?" clara asked without looking at the face of the papah.

"I'm sorry papah son, papah knows papah is wrong but there is no other way so you can live a decent life" explained papah Clara. Clara who was playing her mobile phone turned her eyes towards the papah, looks sorry face there, a face full of affection and will never fade it. Clara immediately rushed to hug the papah, "Mafkan Clara pah, Clara did not mean to make the papah sad. Clara just couldn't accept this fact of reward," the cry Clara tried to endure finally came out as well.

Clara tries to accept the reality and she tries to love Andrew even though in her heart there is still the name Bayu.