
That night, Frem didn't let his wife out of the room. Even for dinner, he himself brought the room to Sonia.
" Nia still wants to meet Papi before Seno sleeps.." Whine after eating Sonia.
Frem looked at his wife closely, Seno never thought Sonia was still thinking about her papi, after experiencing rough treatment from her son. Frem led Sonia through, took her woman in pieces, and then gently laid her tiny body on the bed. " Rest..I've already said good-bye to you for papi, so it's not funny if the person who is declared to be asleep, comes back to him." Frem's words made Sonia finally shut up.
Frem sat on the side of Sonia's bed, and began to massage her. Seeing the many marks he had made on his neck and more and more blessed, Frem again felt guilty, because of the smooth skin of Sonia like a leopard, because of his actions.
Frem got out of bed, looked for the foundation at the makeup table and began to powder the former kiss marks one by one.
" It still hurts? Frem asked with a look of regret had played out of control of the woman he loved the most after his late mother.
Sonia nodded." The pain is here! Right here!Right here! Right here.." Said Sonia with a grin, touching her chest, stomach and pointing down with her lips. Actually not so much, Sonia just wanted to see Frem's next reaction.
" Sorry..." Frem said plain and sincerely. Then he lowered his head and quickly checked down there, blowing it with pity. Sonia was certainly embarrassed to be treated so, but Frem looked serious, and Frem's regretful face made Sonia finally shut up and enjoy her true side.
" Don't you know? if the man abstains from being lied to by his woman. Having an ordinary matre wife, grumpy commonplace, chatty is the main trait of most women. But being lied to is unequalled." Frem said breaking the silence, after he lay down at Sonia's side.
" Women are also at least curable, it will stick in the heart forever." Reply Sonia did not lose sad.
Frem felt so guilty again." Sorry.this will not happen if Nia does not lie, know for what lies everything, there is no benefit at all, if Nia says Nia is not ready, Seno will not do it, I will wait until Nia is ready. Love is not just an outlet of desire, if Seno a maniac has long been associated with women Seno. But in fact Nia the first person, and hope to be the last too, if Nia hold with Seno.Actually It also hurts to have been looking for the most woman Frem paused his speech, when he touched his own chest, he felt a pain, until Frem bit his lips to hold the heart.
" Nia should know that, Seno has suffered a lot in the past, there have been many lies that hurt her heart, betrayal that hurt Seno the most deeply. So please...Do not lie and even intend to betray Seno, if Nia does not want to kill Seno slowly. " Seno said with a pleading gaze.
" But Seno hurt Nia once, we hurt each other in the beginning of our relationship. Can we be okay in the future? " Task Sonia to herself and her husband.
" could.. Once again Seno apologizes, Seno will apologize every day, until Nia forgives Seno." Seno's promise to Sonia.
Sonia nodded her Saliva, closing her eyes for a moment."Forgive Nia also Seno, Nia has many other things that will make Seno surprised. Nia hasn't been honest before we got married." Sonia's voice is shaking.
" What else?never mind, Seno knows Nia is sick, but rest, Seno promises not to do it again, if Nia does not feel good". Seno grabs Sonia's hand and takes her to her lips. " sorry.sorry..sorry.. " Say it many times.
Sonia did not reply anymore, instead she shifted her head closer. Frempun grabbed his wife, then stroked the long hair, until Sonia fell asleep.
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Sonia was already asleep in Frem's arms, Frem kissed the top of his wife's head.He could not stop thinking why he was so angry lied to by Sonia, until he had the heart of his beloved woman.
" What's my wife's fault? Why would he have to experience something like this, why can't I control these emotions ? could it be that a child who is not well educated in a family like me would indeed become a heart like me? I was born of a gentle woman, but educated by the cruelty of the world, ever since my mother was snatched away. I had to experience ancient life, until I was ushered in by Han's grandfather who loved me and raised me sincerely, but was still cold and could not make me a gentle man."
" sleep...Didn't he say he was going to Beijing tomorrow? " Say a voice that breaks Frem's daydream.
" Nia. call Frem while looking fixedly at Sonia. The man then shook his wife's body." Nia...call him again.After being called many times, but Sonia was still closed with regular breathing.
" He spoke in his sleep, his tone no anger and grudge. Is that how my girl feels? " Frem felt more guilty at this link in his heart. By midnight Frem could not sleep. Frem finally decided to go down, wash his face and drown himself in prostration, expressing his guilt before the Almighty through a long curses, his tears flowing, until he returned to Sonia's side, the crying did not stop.
Sonia woke up because I heard sobs and shocks on the side of her bed. Long Sonia blinked her eyes, only to be able to focus her neutrality. After he realized that the mighty man by his side was really crying bitterly, more miserable than the cry of a wounded weak woman. Sonia brought her body closer to Frem. With a tremble she ventured to rub her husband's head. " That's it....Don't be so tormented, Nia so heartless. Nia promised to forget about that, we'll start over, let's go to sleep. " Push Sonia gently.
Sonia recalled that Vidio, who told her how much Frem had to go through to survive in the past.
He promised to learn to understand the man who is now a part of his life.
" Maybe childhood trauma affected my husband's subconscious, he became this kind of person. Once conscious of his attitude, he became visibly tormented in regret." Inner Sonia.
Psychologist Kate Eshleman says children often grow up with traumatic events. There were no physical injuries Frem had sustained from his childhood events, but the physical injuries resulting from the loss of his mother and being the target of several premeditated murders caused his soul to grow unusually.
Frem has fallen asleep. Sonia looked at the man inside."I don't think I can hate him, I'll help erase his trauma, give him therapy by bringing in a psychiatric expert, without him realizing in recovery by therapy . " Sonia thought of a plan.
That's Sonia, she's always thinking of kindness for the people by her side."I will also deal with my trauma in my own way." Sonia muttered later.
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