CONTRACTS AND DESTINY OF LOVE

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***Having Lost***

If only, love and destiny were as within

dreams that we can determine for ourselves the flow will be taken where later and

it's up to us.

We know that everything that happens on this earth is

destiny, the glass that had been broken into pieces where he could come back again intact

like before. Like a beautiful rare urn that is priceless

expensive, then because of a mistake the jar fell and broke

in pieces. The owner had fixed it so apparently

back to how it was, but still the former urn fell and was destroyed

still lagging. And the urn became like priceless again.

It may be the same with a relationship and

trust, every human being has his own tolerance limit, has a limit of patience

themselves.

Velicia who was in her room looked at me

out the window, the woman was sitting on the side of her bed with her eyes

keep looking out the window that there is only a view of the tree and the twilight sky

wistfully. And he saw the birds enter the tree like

going home from their busy lives all day.

Soon Hans and I will

apart, I never regretted meeting him. Because he's my brother now

to recover, I am happy with his happiness. He has also

so good to me, I won't forget that. But all these memories are only

can be remembered in the future. I will remember how I fell

love him and I owe him a lot. Good bye

reminiscences. Velicia stood up to approach

the window and cupped his hands together muttered in his heart with

his blank gaze glared far away considering the times with Hans.

Tok...tok.

The sound of knocking on the door blew away his daydream,

and Velicia immediately moved closer to the door about to open it.

“Yeah.” While opening.

“Chia, Hans wants to meet you below.” Sehan

saying it carefully.

“I'll be down in a minute.” Velicia answered

wily.

“Chia, if you haven't been able to see him yet

just tell him I'll persuade him to leave. He's so stubbornly wanted to

meeting you.” Sehan's worried.

“Ka, thanks again. I'm okay keep going

avoiding is also not good. I really want this problem to be quick

done I'm already very tired and want to focus on Alicia.” Velicia is holding

sehan's hands and explained it which made Sehan smile calmly.

“Okay my little girl. I always believed in you.”

Sehan stroked Velicia's hair lovingly.

Velicia immediately changed her clothes, and Sehan came down

go downstairs first to get Hans talking first. A few minutes Hans

it was stunned to see Velicia coming down the stairs, but also Hans felt

a deep sense of guilt.

“Well if you guys talk first I'll go to

room.” Sehan said understandingly and then replied to a smile by Velicia, heapun

get to his room.

Hans was still frozen in his seat and continued

looking down once in a while she looked at Velicia who looked so graceful and

quieter.

“How long have you been staying here Vel?” Hans

opened the conversation with jealousy that was clearly visible in his eyes.

“So you take your time just asking about

this one? I'm sure you already know the answer from your men to

spying on me.” Velicia replied with an upset tone.

“Vel, why should you stay with him? And why

you're not coming home with me?” Hans began to see his sadness and despair

his wish.

“Hans, do you deserve to question me why not

wanna go home with you? You know the obvious answer to Hans.” Velicia was getting angry

and not to be left thinking with Hans's thought.

“I'm just jealous to see you so close

with.” Hans nodded with regret.

“Quite Hans, this attitude of yours adds to my disgust with you.”

Velicia was so angry that she wanted to quickly leave.

“Vel, don't you have another 1x chance for me to redeem

everything. I'm wrong Vel, I'm really guilty. You can

punish me anything as long as we don't get divorced.” Hans knelt down pleading

Velicia who was currently sitting in front of Hans held back her wanted anger

overflowed.

“Hans, do you still love Jessica? Why are you

slept with? Even when you're not drunk? Have you ever thought

wrong at that time? Did you think about my feelings at the time? What Hans? Why

you quiet?” Velicia finally vented all her irritation with

questions that have long intrigued him about the answer.

“Jessica was my mass, I wasn't either

you know why I drowned again and made that mistake.

I've been wrong and I, I love you Vel.” too Hans was crying with

regretting.

“Also love me and love Jessica so? What

you plan on meeting me? You think I'd be so fond of Hans? Or me

even the one that became your honey? How could Hans you think if I

want to be with you again after I know your love turned out to be branched.” Totally satisfied

this time Velicia could reveal her pain.

“I won't marry Jessica I promise, as long as

we are together again.” Hans clasped Velicia's hand with a face of compassion

her love.

“No Hans, sorry my tolerant limit until here I am

please sign the divorce papers immediately. If you really love me

please let me go, I'm suffocated by your love Hans. And I could die because

that, please let me go. Let me fly away breathing air

fresh.” Velicia now began to calm down with her teary eyes she uttered

the sentences that actually made Hans aware then Hans was very sad as well

his heart is very sick. Hans was very, very sorry.

“I never thought if you would say

thus Vel. I was selfish to force your love when I was the one who had

hurt you.” Hans stood up releasing his hand grip then…..

“I'll sign it soon.” Hans went with

gontai steps are lethargic and not full of sadness. Hans walked away without

looking again, Velicia immediately went to her room.

Something that has gone should not be necessary

regrettably, may cry but also not so late.

“Chia, are you okay?” Sehan suddenly

her head. And at the end of the upper stairs he stopped with the appearance of Sehan like

suddenly.

Velicia did not shed a single tear, her eyes

just a little watering also hainya that feels better after berusaja him

revealing his heart. Also expressing her sadness, she felt

throwing away the burden that these few weeks had burdened him so heavily.

“I gapapa ka. But I'm hungry.” Velicia is

the starving grimace held onto his stomach which began to protest.

“Ais..... You this always scares me.” Sehan

clucking annoyed with Velicia's temper tantalizing temperament.

“Hahaha....” Velicia just laughed off watching.

It's funny when you're angry.

“I'll make food for you soon.” Sehan immediately

hurry to the kitchen.

Ever since Velicia lived in Sehan's house, Sehan was

pamper her and always make food for Velicia, even when she

tired after coming home from work. That was because when only 2 days Velicia stayed

at Sehan's house, Velicia is sick with mag because she is hungry and only eats noodles

instant. While the 2 servants only clean the house and clean up

park, even Sehan's servants only come at night and will go home when

afternoon arrive. Sehan was used to taking care of everything himself, he also used to cook

alone when eating. But Velicia's skill in cooking was lacking,

Velisia can only cook simple dishes and instant dishes, no

wonder if his body is thin so often eat instant food.

But thanks to Sehan, Sehan has been so considerate

pay close attention to Velicia's food. And continue to pamper Velicia's tongue with

the taste of the cuisine is very good, so Velicia can be so greedy when

eat that cooking.

In the morning Sehan made him change breakfast

the menu every morning, but when Sehan did not have time Velicia was the one who prepared it

although only bread and milk only and if for dinner Sehan always

cook a very nice dinner. Because both work

lunch at work.

Velicia was almost always unwilling when Sehan intended

to deliver it or pick it up, Velicia would rather ride instead

public transport is crowded. Velicia was indeed very stubborn and Sehan

the one who loved him so much never forced him. Sehan is the perfect figure

the dream of women, but Sehan is also a man who closes his heart

meetings for other women. Because there is only Velicia and only

Velicia, her first love.

Dining table.

“Huh…. Ka Sehan your cooking is indeed the best.” Yakap

Velicia kept eating.

“Even you are like a child, eat it still

belepotan so.” Sehan said Velicia's mouth with tissue. Velicia was shocked and

it was only stunned to see Sehan wiping his lips with tissue. Then seal

Velicia recalled her past memories, the same as when she was eating suddenly

Sehan first rubbed the tissue on his smudged lips. And

after that Sehan turned back to cold just embarrassed.

Once upon a time, when I first moved to

to that house and being his neighbor, Sehan was a quiet and cold figure

to someone else. But the little Velicia kept trying

approaching her because Velicia had no other friends besides Sehan back then

become neighbor. The age difference of just 5 years made Velicia feel

protected while with Sehan. It is true that it always

protecting her, let alone Sehan's mother being so kind to Velicia and continuing

she invited Velicia to be close to Sehan and considered Sehan to be a kaka.

Who will know if the closeness of the two

the closer it is when adults even cause sparks of love. Even

their love undeniably understands each other and trusts each other

to each other.

“Em. I reflect on removing stains on your lips.”

Connect so that you immediately know if Velicia is surprised by what Sehan does

that's.

“Gapapa ko. Is the node gone?” Velicia

it immediately melted the atmosphere that had suddenly become awkward.

“Co already. Let's spend it and sleep.” Sehan

smile and he immediately understood if the eating atmosphere became awkward

and made Velicia uncomfortable.

After finishing dinner, Velicia cleaned up

the dining table then she went to her room while Sehan she sat in the TV room

relax watching TV. In her room, Velicia starts playing with her laptop, listening

the song while replying to each other with Hannie who was venting problems

his asthma.

Ting... (message from Hans) Suddenly a message appeared.

from the person he didn't even expect these leisure moments to appear.

Vel, well I signed the letter and

I'll give it to you tomorrow. Meet me at Caffe Gee tomorrow after work.

But the message was only he read and did not intend to reply.

Velicia also began to think for the last time to meet him pick up a letter

the divorce that Hans signed. Actually Velicia knows that Hans

just making excuses to meet him, but yes this is still within limits

his tolerance and will probably be the last time to meet him.

Next their lives would be each, which Velicia thought of

at this time it is even preparedness to face the possibilities that will be

happening next.

Is she ready to see Hans missing from her? Is

will she be ready to see Hans with Jessica? So what is the decision

didn't he? The days that were so hard for him were imagining something

hasn't happened. Just imagining it just so hurt her heart. Wanted

it felt like this time also Velicia gave up everything, wanting to also for him

forget the reality he knew and went through.

All he had to swallow was reality

if, perhaps, something he had let go of, something he had lost

it will be easy to return as before. Yes, it's a broken glass

it will not be able to be whole again even in any way. Like the heart and

his trust in Hans is shattered along with the reality that has been

make everything disappear.

Cool again and again Velicia always remembered the incident

where he must see with both eyes, see the one who

to love him is to now be the one who breaks his heart the most, love

too early to be destroyed. A marriage that was too early was destroyed

storm. The choice is to survive or let go of everything lost.

Velicia simply looked at her handponenya while holding back

her tears were almost dripping, she was so proud to be watering

his eye. His determination is so strong to face everything. More precisely

try to toughen and minimize her tears so as not to be wasted

gratuitous.