
Hearing the expression of disappointment of the mother, immediately able to make Irsyad bowed deeply with feelings of regret and guilt for breaking his mother's trust.
He realized, even very aware of his mistakes and negligence, he did not intend or to deliberately abandon his wife. Besides going on vacation with his friends, didn't Irsyad also go to work and finish his work there? So, not everything he does because of his selfishness, right?
He also has another responsibility that is his job, and he has even advised and asked Arcelia to always be careful and take care of herself and their children. Yes, although it remains wrong because he did not let and asked someone to help take care of him, let alone his departure was fairly long.
" I'm sorry, Bun, Irsyad didn't mean to let go of what Irsyad was responsible for. Really Bun, Irsyad has no intention of that. Initially Irsyad also left because there was one job there. And that is the reason Irsyad did not tell the Mother because.. Irsyad knew Mother would definitely forbid me to go far. Irsyad regrets Bun, I'm sorry Irsyad.. " Irsyad unceasingly said sorry, which Lidya could clearly see that her son had indeed regretted it.
Seeing the seriousness of his son's words made Lidya finally finish the discussion about it, Lidya knew that Irsyad did not intentionally do all those things. Because Lidya also knows very well how Irsyad's nature is very caring and responsible for everything that has become his responsibility.
But despite that, Lidya still had to warn Irsyad for fear that one day his son would return to do the same mistake as this time. Lidya began to re-collaborate and lecture her son, giving him back messages to always be remembered and held by his son.
" And remember yes, Mother has indeed forgiven you this time and the discussion on this matter was finished here. But, that does not mean Mother will let you just like that, Mother will still give you punishment so that one day you will not easily repeat your mistakes! " Lidya's breakup which turned out despite having forgiven Irsyad easily, he still remained on his previous stance that would punish Irsyad.
" Yes Bun, Irsyad is ready to accept whatever the Mother's punishment is! " Sahut Irsyad firmly because he would not want to accept the consequences of his actions.
" Good, for the punishment we will discuss later. And from today on, you'll be the one to look after and accompany Arcelia here. While Mommy will go home, Mommy deliberately did it because you want to see how capable you are in caring for and caring for your sick wife. " Lidya said again want to test the earnestness and to Irsyad's response in carrying out his responsibilities.
" For that Mother to calm down, it has indeed become my must. Mother rest at home, sorry once again has made Mother exhausted and bothered for several days. " Irsyad looked at her mother with guilt, but Lidya seemed not to bother about all that she just nodded her head in response to her son's words.
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After the conversation between the mother and the child, they finally returned to Arcelia's hospital room after the two had had eaten their breakfast first because Irsyad had complained of feeling hungry. Since yesterday afternoon Irsyad claimed not to eat anymore, until of course this morning he was so hungry.
They arrived at Arcelia's room to coincide with a nurse delivering breakfast to Arcelia, when they had just shuffled in.
" It's over, Bun? " Accelia asked when she saw her mother-in-law coming back with a bag of crackles in her hand.
" Yes, you must feel bored yes. because Mother stayed long enough. " Saidya who understands the feelings of his daughter-in-law, let him not stay like now sometimes even though accompanied by Arcelia often feel bored.
" Hm.. " Arcelia only muttered in response to her mother-in-law's words, not because she was lazy or willing to be disrespectful. It's just that he became uncomfortable because since then Irsyad just continued to see and pay attention to it.
Lidya, who realized the uncomfortable circumstances around her, finally understood if the relationship between the child and his daughter-in-law was now not good. And took the initiative to let them immediately solve the problems between them, with as soon as possible he will say goodbye to go home. Because if he still remains among them, they will certainly continue to silence each other.
" Lia's.. Honey, because now there is Irsyad who will accompany you here. Mother said to go home first yes, but you are calm Mother will certainly often come to visit you. " Lidya said what she wanted to do.
But at once the look on Arcelia's face turned sad, she did not want to be left by Lidya. Even if the mother-in-law wants to go home, at least bring her home too she wants to come home and does not want to be in the hospital as it is today.
" Daughter, don't be sad like this, isn't there still Irsyad who will take care of you here? Mother please do not be like this, you make Mother sad. Forgive Mother, not Mother does not want to keep you here but.. " Lidya's words stopped when Arcelia suddenly grabbed her hand while shaking her head.
" No Bun, not like that. Why be the Mother who apologizes, Lia who should apologize to Mother for being so troublesome Mother. Forgive Lia. because it has become a burden for Mother. " Reveal Arcelia while bowing her head followed by teardrops that somehow slid off without being prevented.
" Stt.. What are you talking about, baby. Don't talk like that, it's not good, son. Where there is Mommy feels bothered by you, especially until burdened there is nothing like it, son. It's better now you just focus on your recovery, and immediately go home healthy again.. " Say Lidya while embracing and gently rubbing Arcelia's back which looks small trembling because of sobbing.
Arcelia seemed to nod small, then she grabbed the body of her in-laws by whispering a word of thanks. Although actually he was very reluctant if he had to be left alone with Irsyad like this, but yes how else he could not choose. Forced out of the hospital was not possible, the condition must be really declared good first if you want to be allowed to go home.
Irsyad who has just been staring and silent to see the interaction of the two women who are very meaningful in his life, as if slapped by reality. Sick, when he realized that he was so useless and stupid, he was never there when his wife needed his presence. Looking at the tears of Arcelia just now that instant Irsyad could see how fragile his wife was right now.
" Yes already, Mommy comes home first.. And if Irsyad does not take care of you properly and even act here, you immediately report it to Mother Yes.. " Lidya's message that more resembles a warning for his son, until finally he really passed away.
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