
"Mother's in mobile bank debt."
Such are the words that came out of the lips of the mother, when the Princess called to the village.
He currently works as a cashier in a minimarket in Jakarta. He did not continue his education in college because he did not have enough money.
While he has four younger brothers. Both of his parents are not participating in the KB program, even though the family economy is morat-marit.
Practically the cost of the lives of his parents and younger siblings is now borne all by the Princess.
Because the culture in this country is the origin of printing children. The cost of living will be left to the first child.
Usually the first child will be required to work and send a sum of money every month. Same thing happened with the princess.
His salary, which is still under UMR or regional minimum wage, was forced to be divided in two for the survival of his family.
Stepdad Daughter's work is unclear. Sometimes they do projects, sometimes they help out in people's fields, sometimes they become building porters. Sometimes it's just eating and doing nothing.
Plus he has a gambling habit. While the real father of the Princess does not know where the limb is. The princess never found out and never wanted to know.
Currently he is just busy working, and plus thinking about his mother's debt that has just been rumored.
"Sir, this is wrong. What if you were a cashier. I didn't buy this one."
A customer or customer is angry with him. Because Putri took one of the discount products at the cashier table, then put it in the customer's grocery list. He was completely unintentional because he was dumb.
"Oh yes, sorry ma'am." said the Princess.
"I was completely unintentional" he continued.
The customer then continued to get angry. Everything can still be completed well. As a result, the Princess was reprimanded by the supervisor.
***
Elsewhere, still in the capital. In a hospital, actually.
"The baby's the tube worked. But maybe Dira's mother can't carry the baby. Because the mother's womb is very, very weak."
Nathania looked down deeply and her tears spilled. Meanwhile, Adnan Prawira's husband tries to strengthen her.
"I'm totally useless." His voice in tears.
"Don't say that, honey. We've successfully run this program." Adnan tried to comfort Dira.
"It's useless if my son can't be born. How the fetus can turn into a human and be born, if his mother is weak like me." said Dira again.
"We can borrow people's womb, ma'am" said the doctor.
Dira raised his head and looked at his husband and turned to look at the doctor.
"Prospective babies that we have successfully processed, can develop in the womb of others. Let's just borrow the womb, the child will still be your child." The doctor explained.
Dira then remembered some overseas artists who performed such surrogate mother procedures, for one reason or another.
"But I want to conceive my own child doc." said Dira emotionally.
"I understand my mother's feelings. But this is the only way if you want to have children. That's not gonna turn her into that girl koq, ma'am. Just hitchhiking just develop in his womb." said the doctor.
Dira was silent. For the past twelve years she and her husband have been trying to have children.
Many processes and treatments have been undertaken, but only this time it succeeded. But the current obstacle is that the baby cannot develop in his own womb.
He was very sad and seemed to be hit for the umpteenth time. She really wanted to feel what it was like to be pregnant.
Experiencing changes in body shape, as well as nausea in the morning. He wants his stomach to bulge and do maternity shoot like pregnant women in general.
She wants to be loved and cared for by Edward when she is pregnant. Also feel what it feels like to crave and sensation when the baby starts to move, and kick in the womb.
Dira wants to be a full mother. Feeling contractions, struggling in childbearing and wanting to breastfeed and nurture well.
He wants to be between himself and the child to have a close emotional connection.
How can you have all that. How to have a strong bond with the child. While the child is only in the bladder by another woman.
People abroad may be used to doing this casually. They also have no problem coming from the womb where their child. But for Dira all it means a lot and he wants to feel.
Dira hopes there is still a miracle, which can help her to be able to contain her own baby. Without asking for help from others.
***
"Don't Dira!"
One of Dira's best friends during High School said to her. It happened when Dira deliberately confided, and said if the doctor advised him to use the services of a surrogate mother.
"The emotional bond is not there. Because even though the child is the child lo and mas Adnan. But the one who got pregnant at that surrogate mother. She's the one who's going to be out of breast milk because of that pregnancy. He will also breastfeed your child. Automatically his inner bond will be stronger to him" said the theme at length.
Dira was silent, because it had been on his mind even since the doctor gave advice. But what if there is an end later still can not.
"Gue will try first. I want alternative medicine too, who knows my uterus can be strong and fertile. So that I could conceive the child." said Dira.
"Yes, you fight first." said the friend again.
"The problem is the surrogate mother mah, put it to the very back plan." Its effects.
"Yes, I'll be like koq." replied Dira.
Then they had a long conversation. The topic is certainly not far from the problems that are being faced by Dira at this time.