COMMONWEALTH

Episode 12's

I was sitting on the dock this afternoon looking out over the ocean

wide while drying clothes. Sometimes I take pictures of the island kids

jump off the dock, swim, and boat.

I'm still staring at the face of the woman I photographed a few days ago, I don't know if there was

something that drew me to approach the woman. I really can't

forgot face.

The sun was setting, the children were rushing

leave the dock to get home. They whisper every afternoon

must go to the floating house to teach. I nodded, I still

sitting alone on the dock. Watch the red dusk begin

drowning changed the night.

 February 10, 1997

 Today my friend will arrive, Ahmad he is just like me looking for data to complete the final task. At least a friend is discussing here. I was waiting for him at the dock, you know for the umpteenth time the woman in my camera was walking along the beach with the kids, he was joking with them. Oh God why am I so happy to meet this woman.

I photographed the action with the kids, I tried to get close to them. Initially

the woman didn't know where I was who kept following her. Yet it

suddenly I was standing in front of me.

 Oh God, what a perfect creature you created. I directly extended

my hand in front of the introductory sign, but unfortunately not welcomed with

good. He saw the cross I was wearing. Behind the veil

he looked down and turned

away me.

 I'm really confused, what's wrong with me? I checked my clothes

instantly, nothing seems strange. I stared at the necklace

hanging around my neck.

February 11, 1997

 Ahmad my friend just arrived, I let him rest. She's rooming with me. I'm still pondering

about my meeting with that woman. Oh my God why am I like this? earlier

the woman was their teacher. Oh my God maybe that's what makes women

it behaves like that. God, why does that woman have to be? the obedient woman

religious, how is it possible?I still look at the picture of the woman on camera.

 February 14, 1997

 I am ashamed to remember the incident, Ahmad patted my shoulder as my face flushed red

resisting shame. I don't know which crazy idea from which moved my heart to

give a flower to the woman. The woman's response was cold, looking over

kearahpun. Oh God tormented me with this feeling? really I am

have never experienced it this hard and even more stupid island tips

watching me do that. After the birthday celebration at home

the islanders who just gave birth a few days ago.

The island tip had patted my shoulder and said something that made me still wonder

to date. If I'd faced so many obstacles if I still

I want to approach this woman.

   February 15, 1997

Unbeknownst to Ahmad, I wrote a letter to the woman. Which I put

on the island children who learn to teach with him. I am not patient

waiting for a letter from him. I wrote down all my feelings so he knew

it was my feeling that was so strong to be close to him

 February 16, 1997

Still no reply to the letter, I'm waiting for the woman at the dock

as I promised in the letter, but there was no sign of his presence.

The smell is not at all. I stared at the floating house from

wharf. I don't know if I've been waiting for him for a few days but he never came

meet me.

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