
It has been 1 month Clara lived her day as a student she was busy with various tasks that made her more stressful especially the majors she took were not her interests even though she was quite talented in English but honestly Clara is eager to major in Psychology. Likewise with Bram who is currently on semester 3 which means his task is getting heavier especially he takes part time work at a cafe owned by his college friends despite the monthly money given by people his age is more than enough, he also does not want to rely too much on his parents' money anyway he has to look for as much experience so that later it will be easier to plunge in the world of heavier work. He intends after college graduation, to, he wanted to open a culinary business in accordance with the efforts of his parents now who have branches everywhere and thanks to his culinary efforts his parents were able to build boarding houses in his hometown on the island of J his parents he also has several houses that he has prepared for his children.
Because of the busyness of each that makes communication Clara and Bram stretch lately Clara always contact Bram but no answer at all only a few days later he said that he was very busy. Clarapun finally understood even though it felt like his anger wanted to explode but he tried to keep everything he should not be selfish until finally 3 months passed, Bram increasingly ignores Clara's protest at Bram because he is not sure that Bram does not have a holiday 1 day a week but ends up Bram who gets angry at him and blocks Clara's number until all of her social media forced Clara to buy a new number to contact Bram and eventually they get back better but it's only a short while not until 2 weeks they get back into a fight and Bram again blocks Clara's number and makes Clara drop because tired of his college and his quarrel with Bram who seized his mind. No more rest for him even though he was sick he still tried to take classes and whether it was how many numbers he used to contact Bram and ended up blocking or getting angry from Bram.
Clara tried to cover her own wounds when in the crowd she was a cheerful figure as if without burden but at midnight she spilled all her crying and in the morning she would cry back in the bathroom he misses Bram so much, Bram who changes so much no more attention and affection from him.
But what he was grateful for was when he was sick, Bram suddenly contacted him and made a vidio call and accompanied him to eat despite tears because he kept the pain Clara still eating her porridge. After Clara recovered Bram disappeared again and Clara already did not want to think too much about it she was very tired of chasing something that did not want her.
May you always be happy dear every day Clara always says that in her heart.
Until one day Clara was lying in her room on her stomach suddenly felt her upper thighs on her left and Clara woke up and examined her thighs there she saw a lump that she initially had kira was just a regular bump like a pimple but now Clara's heart was beating irregularly with trembling hands she opened the internet to find out her illness but seconds later at a stop she didn't want to look for her let it be like this if I don't live long at least I don't burden my family with my illness I wish I could meet Bram before I don't he said in his heart and shed his tears and finally as unwilling as it was his wish he did not want to be left behind. One day Bram asked her
"What if today is my last day?" tanya Bram looked into Clara's eyes
"I will ask God that I die the day before you die" Clara said, returning Bram's gaze.
Her real brother secretly came back because he was on holiday to surprise Clara but she was surprised to hear the cry of her sister. His sister whom he had been with since childhood lived with his grandmother, his sister who was annoying but very dear to him, his sister who had always asked to be kissed by him, he said, the sister who always displays her smile and is very chatty, she peeks from the gap of the door that is not tightly closed, looking at his sister who was asleep but still as much as he did she saw the sister with her increasingly thin face looks swollen. Just a few months did not meet the cheeks chubby his sister was not seen often got the news that the sister often sick but not possible until this thin even though the sister remains beautiful. Deck you why? Sorry for not paying attention to you, he rubbed Clara's head and stepped out of Clara's room.
Towards the new asar Clara bang from her sleep and immediately jumped from the mattress to the dresser to reflect can she see her swollen eyes and her face that looks moist. With a shunt step he headed for the kitchen and took an ice cube to compress his eyes.
After she compresses him, Clara turns to the bathroom for a bath and prays after which she grabs her laptop to do her piled up college assignments.
while seriously doing the task, Clara heard the sound of objects shifting from her brother's room without fear of her moving to see the brother's room
"Lo gapain?" ask the older brother without looking at Clara
"ishh I think who" she closed the door to her brother's room and returned to her duties. Hp her vibrating sign incoming message Clara saw it and it turns out the message from Bram without saying hello from Bram, Clara replied to him
"I miss" Clara replied and there was no more reply from Bram. Clara was downcast sad to think whether Bram was busy but Clara did not want to think no-no focus this time just wanted to give positive energy to the surrounding.