COLLAPSES

COLLAPSES
Thanks for 4 years



Zee's words that seemed to end their relationship made Arkhan's ears buzz. Like getting a hard blow on his head and heart, Arkhan was not even able to say anything for a while.


Slowly Arkhan's head was lifted, and now it was clear that both of his eyes were swollen and filled with tears that he had been trying to hide.


"Please Zee. Ma.s." i.af." No other words could come out of Arkhan's lips again as the next second Arkhan sobbed and quickly hid his cries above Zee's knees.


"Lo don't have to apologize." Zee's voice sounded extremely cold as he replied to Arkhan.


"I'm sorry you're not going to fix anything because everything happened." Continue Zee with a cooler.


"But I don't want us to break." Reply Arkhan raspy.


Zee shook his head slowly. "Gue's just helping you keep your word Ar." Answer Zee ambiguously.


Arkhan raised his head again, staring at Zee nanar. "M.., you mean?"


Arkhan's question did not understand.


"Lo once said that I could go if one day you hurt me and yahh." Zee replied in a flat tone.


"But all of this can still be fixed. I will try to cure the wounds I make any way. I love you and I also know that you still love me, right? You still love me Zee, you know that." Arkhan was still clinging to his stance.


Arkhan's two hands slowly raised up to cupper Zee's face.


"Say me Zee. Tell me that you still love me and unplug all of your words earlier. You still care about me?"


Zee brushed Arkhan's hands aside violently and pushed Arkhan's chest until he was almost sprawled. Then Zee stood up from her seat and stared at Arkhan sharply.


"This second I also signed with lo Ar,gue already does not care about the same feelings lo,gue also does not care if for example you want to be close to anyone including Kimberlly. I don't care anymore and I hope you understand!!" Jerk Zee with a sharp eye.


Arkhan shook his head strongly. "No!! I don't understand anything. I know you still love me."


"Down far away hope lo Ar. Because my decision was unanimous. Our relationship is too broken to repair. Sorry and we shouldn't just break. It's good that everything is done today as well. Thank you for four years."


Arkhan was stuck for longer this time. "T.., thank you for the four years? M.., you mean?"


"We broke up Ar." The three words that managed to make Arkhan look up with a look of disbelief.


"Zee, do you remember our promise?" Arkhan asked still trying to assume that Zee's words were only a momentary emotion.


But unfortunately Zee nodded.


Arkhan fell back down for a while as he sighed increasingly tight. After feeling strong enough to say, Arkhan again raised his head to look at Zee this time with a stern and serious look.


"Lo sure you're making the same decision?" Arkhan asked again."


Zee nodded without hesitation. "Gue sure."


"Okay we broke up." The sentence finally came out of Arkhan's lips in a single breath.


Arkhan then stood up slowly from his position and watched Zee closely.


"Gue's aware of Zee, no matter how much I keep it all. I'm no longer the fun part of your life, in your eyes right now I'm just a traitor who will soon be the past."


"Gue is the worst memory you've ever met. I know this is heavy even very heavy for me, but I want to learn to let you go. Lo tau Zee, the deepest point for a person to love is not only about defending but also giving his happiness to something he has chosen."


"Gue is weak without lo Zee. But I'm weaker when you're sick and I'm the cause." Arkhan's cry broke again after saying that sentence."


"After this I will free you from my attitude and figure that has been making you hurt, one thing you should know. I don't regret trying to keep you, now it's up to you. You can go wherever you want."


"Thank you for your patience in dealing with my stupid and useless attitude all this time. May you be happy after your decision today."


Zee stepped her feet slowly away from Arkhan right after Arkhan finished his long sentence.


Not a single sentence that came out of his words that came out of his mouth proved that he had indeed solidified his decision.


Just before Zee opened the door to her apartment. Arkhan ran after Zee and hugged her tightly.


Zee had a chance to rebel but Arkhan immediately voiced.


"Just a moment Zee. Consider this the last time for me."


There was no answer, but Zee did not refuse either. Until finally Arkhan released his embrace from Zee and looked at Zee with a big smile.


"I LOVE YOU MORE ZEE. DON'T THINK I'M GONNA REDDEN. I'M GOING AFTER LO FROM THE START EXACTLY LIKE I DID WHEN I FIRST MET LO!!"


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