COLD KETTLE
#29 The Dilemma of Love and Ego
they also went to their homes
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"morning guys" said Novi
"morning too" replied Tia and Rina
while the Goddess daydreamed to think of what
"ust, what is the same Goddess" whispered Novi
"just keep daydreaming" whispered Tia
"Wi, lo why? from this I said the morning but you did not nyut" said Novi nudged Dewi's shoulder
"uhh, what did you say?" ask the Goddess consciously from her daydream
"lo why the hell daydream aja look out for kesambet love" said Tia Receh
"one at home***not love" replied Rina
"just the same" elak Tia
"gpp kok" answered Dewi immediately went to his bench
"that's the kid playing away, thankfully baby" Tia exclaimed
" it's already lo that" replied Novi immediately went off his bench
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when the lesson begins, the Goddess continues to daydream and not concentrate
"why do I feel the loss of someone I love" Inner Goddess asked²
"woi, daydream again.lo why the hell ah klok lo there is a problem tu story do not daydream" said Tia Kesel the same behavior of the Goddess from earlier.
"it was Tia justin aja he like that, let's go to the cafeteria gw laper" said Rina
"lo mah eat your work" replied Novi who replied to a cry from Rina
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they also headed to the cafeteria even though the three of them had to force the Goddess to come along
" Vi I went to class aja ya" said Dewi lethargic when she wanted to go to the cafeteria
"no" replied the short Novi clearly and concisely
Goddess just resignedly follow her pal²
~kantin~
they sit where they normally sit
"why haven't I seen that guy?" ask Novi
"who's person?" ask Tia back
"yes Marcell's gang usually we will meet in the cafeteria" replied Novi
"oh, where is the child?" ask Tia back
"you even come back, I just ask you" replied Novi
"so she really ninggalin gw" her inner self again
"even daydream again" said Rina when she saw the expression of the Goddess
"wi" call Novi while holding the Goddess' shoulder
"huh, why?" ask her
"lo why?" ask Tia
"an-nu I went to the toilet first" said Dewi stuttering and immediately left so
"capek I took him" said Tia
"gitu² he is also our friend" bela Rina
"right" replied Novi fix Rina's words
"gw has to find out what's going on with him" inner Novi
the three of them ate because they could not stand the sense of laper
while in the toilet, Dewi was confused about her feelings
"gw why, why do I feel lost like this" said Dewi while reflecting
"don't tell me I like him?" ask her to herself
"no, I'm not going to like him, I hate him" said the Goddess of ego
"hiks hiks I hate him" cried the Goddess
it is now that the Goddess is in the delema of love and ego, on the one hand she loves but she tepis because of her ego
see what's going to happen? further
"eh tears why you come out anyway, I do not want to nangisin him" said Dewi while wiping her tears while talking
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on one side of his best friend² is waiting for him in the classroom
"where the Goddess is" said Tia
"didn't she say go to the toilet?" ask Rina
"yes he is toilet but very long" said Novi
as they asked² Goddess entered the classroom with eyes slightly reddened from crying
"tu Dewi" said Tia pointed to the Goddess
"why Wi? how are your eyes red?" asked Rina as the Goddess sat on her bench
"gpp, there was dust that entered my eyes" answered Dewi evasive but there were tears in his eyes
"gw know you cry Wi again but you cry because of what?" novi could not see her best friend crying
"gw no cry, just there was dust yes there was dust that entered" elak Dewi while pretending² rubbed his eyes
"lo can not lie from me, the point of going home from school you must clear to my point" said Novi firmly
