Cold - hearted Lady

C45 The guilt

That night. .

Hikaru approaching hime d kitchen. .

Hikaru:"what are you. . cooking? ".

Hime :"ah. . as usual".

Hikaru:"I'll wait ".

Hime :"hm. Wait a minute lg".

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That night she couldn't stop thinking about pregnancy. .

"I'm young. . I'm not ready". Hime*

He can't sleep. .

The next day, Hime went to his mother's meal. .

Hikaru:"he's not a drummer? Where's she? ".

Hime prepared food for them while practicing later. .

Hikaru went to practice with the food. .

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Hime :"mom. . I have always admired you, but. . . I'm ready to be a seorg mom. . ". Hime crying... He stayed all day at his mother's grave. .

*When hikaru comes home. . .

Hikaru:"does he come home? Where's she".

Hikaru went to look for hime. .

Various places he has been to. .

"Ah yes. . mother's grave". He went there. .

Sure enough, he saw hime crying there. .

He approached hime. .

"I'm ready mom". Hime said while crying. .

"Did she not want to have children?. . . . I should give up, I can't be selfish. ". Hikaroox*

Hikaru:"hime-chan, it's okay if you're ready. I. . I promise I won't touch you lg. . ".

Hime was surprised to hear hikaru's words arriving. .

Hime :"hikaru-niisan's ".

Hikaru:"let's go home. . . ". Sorting shoulders hime. .

Hime felt bad for her. . .

Hikaru:"don't cry lg ya. . ".

They went home together. .

When he arrived at the room, Hikaru brought pillows and blankets, then exited the room. .

"Snake". Hime speech. .

**

Hikaru sleeps on the sofa downstairs. .

"I can't be selfish. .he. . . not mine". His murmur then went to sleep. . .

*The morning when hime woke up. He doesn't see hikaru anywhere. .

It turned out that hikaru went to practice back then. Hime intends to bring food for her. .

As usual, they approached hime. But hikaru doesn't say much. .

Hime :"hikaru-niisan's ".

Hikaru. He never looked into hime's eyes lg. .

Hime :"anniemon". Call her. .

Hikaru :"eh. . gommen. . hehe".

They finish their food.

Instead of continuing training, hikaru just say goodbye. . .

Hikaru:"I. . will meet my friend. You're going home by yourself, aren't you? ".

Hime :"yeah. . . ".

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*it hurts to love someone who doesn't love me". Her muttering.

He doesn't know he has to go kmna. Finally he decided to go to his old house. .

Hikaru:"I'll rest here".

Hikaru spread his body.

"Why doesn't he ever try to love me? ".

He closed his eyes. . .

"Every night I could only look at his back, for he slept on my back".

"Even kiss me never. . hehe". He smiled when he felt pain. .

"I think by then, he had started to love me and accept me. . but. . it was just a joke. . that finally made me realize. . who I am for him".

Hikaru fell asleep there. .

At home, hime waits for hikaru. He feels very guilty. Hikaru came soon. .

Hikari :"tadaima. . ".

Hime:"Have you gone home? ".

Hikaru:"I'm so tired, I'll take a shower first. . Can you prepare a meal for me? ".

Hime :"ah yes. . ".

Finish the dinner. Hikaru returned with a pillow and blanket. .

Hime :"niisan. . You don't have to do that".

Hikaru:"I. . will sleep down. . ".

Hime:"are you mad at me? ".

Hikaru :"knp? ".

Hime :"color. . I don't. . . give you. . but if you want it, I'll. . . ".

Hikaru:"hime-chan. . You don't have to. What the hell, just because I feel guilty or whatever it is".

Hime :"campaign. . ". Hime shed tears. .

"Mother. . Did I make a mistake? ".

Hime fell asleep with guilt. .

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