Cogan Room Next
8. Bumbein
"Away awake?" Sapa Miko when she saw Reina who woke up earlier than her was opening her eyes wide looking at her in wonder.
"Are you better?"
"Want a drink?"
"You okay?"
There is no word from Reina, her forehead even more shriveled in wonder to look at Miko, but she is still ayu as usual even though it is still damp in both eyes.
"Is it still nauseous?"
"Are you uncomfortable?"
"Do I need to call my mom?"
"Do you need me to call Dr Vivi?"
Miko who did not get an answer finally started to get a little upset.
"HEY, I'M ASKING YOU"
"You have a mouth, right?"
"Shit" said Miko getting upset.
Miko got up from her seat, leaving Reina's room through the doorway of their room.
Bruaks
It slammed hard that innocent door.
Reina POV
The bright lights dazzled my eyes that were still closed. I blinked my eyes, I don't know why it felt so heavy when I tried to open it. My eyes are heavy, if anything is stuck in the eye pelupuk. Ah, my eyes are swollen.
'Oh my God, that trauma again'
my mind when I faintly remember why my eyes became this way.
'let's go Na, it's all over'
I thought I was encouraging myself.
Still with my eyes closed, I tried to calm the mental turmoil that haunted me.
'you're an adult, it's a past you don't need to remember. Throw away Reina, THROW IT AWAY, I said in my heart.
'tomorrow is waiting for you, so forget it.. FORGET'
DISCARD..'
'FORGOTTEN'
I wanted to scream, but my mouth was locked. My throat feels dry, my vocal cords don't vibrate at all even though I'm trying my hardest.
Yes, this is what I hate when I wake up after trauma, I'm going to be a mute, useless human. I won't be able to talk for a few days, and I can only lie down and open my eyes without being able to move my limbs. But this time I just can't talk. Even so I still really feel bad.
'God I hate it like this'
Several times while still in the therapy phase, I also tried to commit suicide. I'm tired, I'm tired of being mentally weak. It feels like this world will be fine without me, but when I remember there is a mother who also suffered from it with me. I tried to be strong, because the same mental state of mama suffered like me, Mama who would willingly come with me if I committed suicide. Mama, yeah.. Mamma.
As I recall, my mother accompanied me last night. I'm sure when I open my eyes, everything will be fine. There was my mom looking after me. I've even held her hand all night. Kuraba slowly fingers that are held.
'Eh, why is your hand so big?.'
I slowly forced my eyes to open, glancing at the hand I held in my chest. How surprised I was to see a man sitting asleep beside my bed. Immediately I shook my hands wide to make the owner of the hand wake up from his sleep
'Who is he' My mind wanders.
'oh, Miko' my inner self when I think of the owner of the face.
"Away awake?" Sapa Miko saw me
"Are you better?"
"Want a drink?"
"You okay?"
'he asked me if he wanted the maling interrogation anyway, there is no jamanya. I can no longer talk SATAN' sebalku when I heard the consecutive questions from miko.
"Is it still nauseous?"
"Are you uncomfortable?"
"A.a.." I tried to open my mouth, but it was still very difficult.
'haish. shit' umpatku.
"Do I need to call my mom?" Miko.
"Do you need me to call Dr Vivi?"
"HEY, AM I TALKING?"
"You have a mouth, right?.
"Shit"
Brakes
It sounded like Miko was closing the door she threw.
'why is he angry?, I don't want to answer. But let my mouth go to the key bangs*d.' I swear in silence
***
"Hallo doc, I'm Miko." Miko's voice opened the conversation on her cell phone, after coming out of Reina's room.
"Oh yes sir, how is Reina?" Say hello to someone across
"He was conscious, but why didn't he speak when I asked. Is he upset with me?"
"Reina may not have intended to silence the father"
"meaning?"
" hmm, didn't I briefly explain yesterday about the psychological nature of Reina. Reina's case is a little unique and complicated. It used to be when her panic attacks recurred and when she regained consciousness, even more than a week we were able to get her to talk. But Reina's confidences were much better"
"Then?"
"According to Reina's medical record, I'm sure this won't last long.in a moment she will improve and be able to talk, just that you need to be more patient when facing Reina"
"No need for serious treatment"
"Not necessary"
"Well then."
And the phone connection was cut off.
'What's the warmth of the family?' miko thought confused.
***
'Luckily this time I was able to wake up, but why can't I still talk anyway' Reina thought
BRACKET
"Reinaaaa...." Shouted aunt Mira while running from the door.
'even a smile to aunty I can't, my lips are locked, njir'
"Reinaa's... Hu. hu.hu.." isak aunty hugged Reina, kissed her sweet potato fondly.
"You're why son, auntie is afraid you're why - why"
Reina could not answer, only looking at Aunt Mira's face.
"Why Na? You're all right, aren't you?"
"Na, you're why"
"Na, why don't you answer? Are you angry with aunt? Same Miko? Na, aunty's sorry Na. but aunty's answer"
Aunt Mira began to fuss until sobbing back because Reina never answered her question.
"He won't be able to answer Mi" Miko said in the middle of their room's door.
"Huh, what's Mik?"
"Doctor Reina said she would be mute after awakening"
"Can't you?"
Miko just shook her shoulders.
"Yes Na, as long as you're fine, mami is already cool"
"You take a shower, we have breakfast downstairs"
Reina moved from the bed to the bathroom
***
In the dining room, there have been various types of dishes, the four of them ate with silent susana.
"Eating a lot of food"
Reina nodded politely. He took the paper in his pocket. Give it to aunt Mira.
'sorry aunt if Reina ngrepotin, Reina also does not know why Reina's disease relapsed. Reina thought it was healed'
"Grandfather baby, enjoy it with aunt and om. Besides Miko who makes you like gini"
Aunt Mira glanced cynically at Miko who was seriously chewing her breakfast.
"You hear Mik?, you have to take responsibility to Reina"
"I'm not wrong, after all he became mute and there was no effect on stocks or investors. Why should I care"
Miko stood up leaving the dining table, passing by without looking back.
"Basar has no feelings" cried aunt Mira while throwing a spoon that hit the back of Miko's suit.
Miko paused for a moment, turning her head to the loyal assistant who was already standing beside her master.
"Ken, get a new suit ready"
Ken bowed obediently
"Good sir"
***
Three days Reina was still with the same condition, she lived her day without speaking even without expression.
Various efforts have been devoured by the Geneva family, calling various psychological doctors to do brainwave therapy for Reina, but the results are nil.
Miko who seemed to not care about Reina was actually very anxious if Reina could not talk back, she did not stay silent.she felt responsible because she was the cause of Reina meng'bisu' .
Although still with harsh and sharp words, Miko often invites Reina to talk, take her for a walk, chat and take her to the place of a psychiatrist.
Miko who never came home, now has lunch she took to eat with the family because of Reina.
Only this time Miko really felt guilty in her life. But still, the feeling did not last long because the famous Miko had a bad temper.
"Here, I give up" said Miko approaching Reina who was standing on the balcony, staring blankly at the sky.
"You've really exhausted my patience"
"What do you really want?
Reina only glanced at Miko at a glance, then looked back at the star-decorated black sky.
"Damn"
"Let's just be quiet forever" Miko said, reaching her patience and leaving Reina who was still silent.
Reina was still with her gaze towards the dark sky, staring at the stars in the air. Occasionally he blinked his eyes, until a clear circle flowed at the tip of his cheek petals.
'Gue doesn't want gini either, I also want to heal'
'gue is also tired, I really have no intention to bother many people'
Isak Reina in heart.
'What is my fault, when he made me this way..
you crazy guy, asshole, demon.. YABELIN!'
'MIKO THE BASTARD NYEBELIN' Reina sat sobbing in silence.
