Cloudy

Suspicions Are Beginning to Appear

Arriving at the beach, they really no one brought money. Shit, are they trying to frame me, I mean in my heart. It must be an idea from Fanny and Dinan, there's no way Millah will come along. The four of us had a good time at the beach until the afternoon. Millah who was in charge of returning me to the dorm finally got off the motorcycle saree driven by Fanny and changed to ride the bike Dinan was on me. When I arrived at the dormitory I immediately approached Mr. Alung. He opened the bathroom door which meant he had taken a shower in the afternoon. I ran from behind the north end door so that Mr. Alung did not realize my arrival, Mr. Alung passed through the door of his room with a towel only.

He changed clothes right in front of me, I covered my still holy eyes, actually Mr. Alung changed clothes and still covered it with a sarong, invisible what to me, actually, but that makes me embarrassed because Mr. Alung is not aware of my arrival at this time. When Mr. Alung turned his body, exactly what I had imagined if Mr. Alung saw me in the corner of his room. Mr. Alung was shocked and fell on the bed, fortunately he just fell on the mattress, what if he fell on the floor, I don't want to if I have to carry him up to the mattress because of gout.

" When was that here? make Abi surprised you mi. "he said with a laugh. The sadness in the heart of Mr. Alung has been erased at this time, I don't know what has made Mr. Alung so happy again. I who had been caught by him immediately stood up and moved from my hiding place to the bed. Mr. Alung checks my phone every time I get out of the dorm, Mr. Alung is a pretty jealous person. Errata, Mr. Alung is a very jealous person. I let him check my phone, I took Mr. Alung to eat because when heading home I had time to buy chicken in Sabana. I picked up a tray of rice and put the chicken on the rice.

Ma'am Amel arrived to send me a message because I uploaded a photo of Mr. Alung this afternoon so that Mr. Alung does not feel pessimistic anymore.

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Amel: that's your teacher you maxed out that's Ce.

Me: which teacher?

Amel, the teacher who said you liked him.

I : oh yes mbak Alung sir, this is him again the same me, mbak want me give the number what?

Amel : may.

Mr. Alung was shocked because my phone number was given to another woman, he was angry because I did not feel jealous at all, it was just your feelings sir, I thought.

I will be jealous if Mr. Alung replies to messages or video calls with him, I have no reason to be jealous if Mr. Alung can restrain himself and know whose heart he is for. I grabbed Alung's phone on the bed and started texting Amel's mom. Ma'am Amel responded to the message very sweetly, it amazes me because this is just the beginning, what if they would get along with each other, it would trouble me. Mbak Amel continues to lure Mr. Alung to be curious about him. Oh, this is how a cheap girl can ruin people's relationships, just like her boyfriend's wife is angry, I thought in my heart.

I left Mr. Alung alone, I rushed to my dorm room to shower and sleep, this time I did not want to teach or be in the mosque, I just wanted to be in the dormitory for a while. If you think I'm starting to be a different person, I'm not like the old me, I used to have a lot of friends, I have a lot of friends, I have no friends who are always there for me. I miss the atmosphere a little while I was with Surya, calling each other and sending messages. I very rarely send messages with him starting to see Mr. Alung, Mr. Alung changed everything in my life. Where I am as cheerful as I used to be, I thought.

I was silent in the dorm when Dina, Nisa and Eza went to the mosque to learn as usual, I do not want to see Mr. Alung first for now. I feel a lot of hidden by Mr. Alung behind me, I do not know the identity of Mr. Alung, who I know he is sweet and just like that. I began to suspect why his eyes were glazed this morning, definitely not because of his nephew, but who lived with his nephew there. The thought still lingered in my head. " Cece's mother was called the same Mr. Alung, why not come to learn he said"." said Dina who had just come from the mosque.

It turned out that Mr. Alung asked Dina to come to me and convey a message why I did not go to the mosque at this time. I just answered that I was not feeling well and continued my sleep. I know it will be difficult for Mr. Alung if I continue like this, but Mr. Alung himself who makes me not want to attend a teaching and learning event tonight, not a hundred percent of my fault. I just shook my head and grabbed the powder, I didn't want to run away from reality and I had to face reality, my mind. Even if Mr. Alung tries to torture me or it has happened to him, I will stay here and continue to face this destiny with my confidence and determination.

I walked past the canteen and joglo house beside the dormitory, the house was reserved only for nannies while staying in the dormitory, sometimes first in the morning after the dawn study, he said, all the children in the dormitory gathered in front of the joglo house to learn to play the guitar by Abi's nanny. Abi's nanny is very caring with the children of the dormitory both son and daughter, but of course the most favorite is Koko, my wayward sister.even when I first moved in this dormitory, Koko made a bad first impression on me. He got me and one hostel punished because he climbed without permission from Abi's nanny. Koko knows if Koko permission to Abi babysitter Abi will immediately not allow it, so she sacrifices all her friends to be able to climb on the mountain.

Returning to the main topic, when I arrived at the mosque, I did not meet him and went straight to the class Pak Jauhari taught, I did not want to bother him, did he feel troubled if I continued with him, my thinking. I kept thinking hard, without realizing it, Mr. Jauhari woke me up from the daydreams.

" You why Ce? there's a problem to contemplate like that huh? the same story later if you want to "said Pak Jauhari while continuing the learning.