CLBK(OLD LOVE ENDS BIRTH)

CHAPTER 9 ME, YOU AND THE PAST

Since dating Rusman, we've always spent time traveling.

When I was sick in the middle of the night and my brother happened to be overtime, Rusman came all the way to bring medicine and fruits.

I love Him so much, because his caring and loving attitude scares me to lose.

As time went on, our relationship became more serious. I who have a bad past do not want to make Rusman disappointed until I ventured to immediately break our relationship.

"Dear I said something". I said in a message.

"Say, no one bans yank".

"Mh..That's.. I want us to break up".

"Dad? Wh why? Did I make a mistake with you? Make you uncomfortable? If there is I'm sorry, dear. But I beg you not to break up, I love you." While reading his message, instantly clear lips moistened my cheeks.

"You don't have to apologize, you're not wrong, I'm bored. Thank you all this time you are good with me, I'm sure, you will definitely find the right woman for you. Again sorry."

I'm sorry I hurt you with

saying bored, that's the only way to make you hate me and forget about me.

Though I am very dear, but because I do not want to disappoint him, I better end before our relationship to a more serious level.

After a long debate because Rusman did not want to end his relationship, Rissa finally blocked Rusman.

Rissa was crying because it was already a pity but had to end for the sake of happiness, He did not want to be selfish and make Rusman heartache prolonged later.

After crying for a long time, Rissa fell asleep because she was exhausted.

About two hours asleep, someone suddenly knocked on the door many times until he woke Rissa from his sleep.

Rissa, get up to open the door.

Geck..Geck..Geck..

"Yes for a moment". He said while turning the key.

After the door opened suddenly someone appeared and hugged Rissa.

"Honey.. Hix... You're not serious, are you?? Hix.. I'm wrong what yank Hikkss.. Sorry me". Rusman cried as he hugged Rissa.

"Sister, I'm sorry. Like our relationship can't go on anymore". I try not to cry.

"But baby, what was the reason until you could stay with me?". Rusman said as he wiped his tears and looked into Rissa's eyes.

"There's no reason, brother, I'm just tired of it".

"Riss, although our relationship hasn't been long enough, but I've studied your character. I know what you look like. I know you love me too. So I want you to be honest, what's the reason that you want to break up our relationship?".

"I... Hix..Hix...Hikkss". Ahh finally the tears that I held back finally dripped down my cheeks.

I haven't had a chance to answer, but I already felt like I'd betrayed her, because I wasn't being honest from the start. That's why I cried, because I regretted my selfish act of wanting a lover.

"Not crying, we sit down. You drink to calm down. When you are calm you can tell me all the things that make you uncomfortable". Rusman remarks attention.

After Calm down, Rissa finally ventured to say the disgrace she had been covering up all this time.

"Not that I don't love you, I really love you and won't get bored. But!".

"But what?".

"Hmm I'm not a virgin, brother, that's why I broke this relationship so you don't get disappointed too much".

Rusman was just unmoved, with no words coming out. Maybe I was thinking about whether Rissa was seriously saying this, or just pretending that they could break up?.

"Sister? How quiet is that?".

"Eh. mm it's okay. If you can know you can do it". Rusman did not continue his speech, and scratched his non-itchy head.

"I'm on perk*sa, brother, not as willing as I am today." My words lowered my face as my eyes began to heat up.

"Since I was a kid, and when I entered high school". I said while crying.

"Hm... It's okay, Lupain. It's the past. The past can't be changed, but you can make it a lesson later".

"Hikss Yes brother". My words are still down.

"Had dong cried, Ntar beautiful girlfriend I lost again". Rusman said with a smile.

Instantly I lifted my head and looked at Brother Rusman to confirm my hearing earlier.

"What brother?".

"The beautiful mistress of my girlfriend is gone if the cry continues".

"Hiks.. So brother still Nerima me even though brother already knows what my past is like?".

"Yes, baby, but I want you to take care of yourself from now on, don't let the incident happen again".

"Ohhh ayang". My words are out of words.

"Here hug, Cup cup cup cup. Don't be sad again, if there is a problem with the same story I am, baby". He said while stroking my hair

"Yes darling".

"Yank, I want to say something to you".

"Yes by the way". My words took off his embrace.

"I'm asking you never to break up our relationship again huh, Wait for me two years later, I must have married you. But if you're tired of waiting, say yes!".

"Yes sis". That's all I can say. Initially shocked to hear his words, But there have been many men who said that to me, but until now no one has kept a promise.

If I take this promise seriously and marry this unholy me, I will be very grateful. But if he doesn't keep his word, I have to be self-conscious and sincere.

After the problems are over, Rusman returns home because he has to find money to achieve his goal of marrying Rissa.

Rissa waved at the door, after the figure of Rusman disappeared, he finally returned to the room and continued his sleep.

O Allah, O Lord, If we are a match, then. But if we are not a match, please help us to sincerely accept the reality.

Aami...

At night, Rissa's phone rang. It was a phone call from Jane.

"Hello Jane".

"Halo Riss, where are you?".

"Again in kosan, where else hehe".

"Oh, Riss no food?".

"Yes there".

"I didn't go there, Hungry hasn't eaten in the morning".

"Oh yeah, Jane".

Not waiting long, Jane finally arrived, It looks like she's starving.

After eating, without further ado, he went straight home.

"Eeuuggh.... Ah full, it's good that there's Rissa if I ever need her. No need to spend money just to buy food. Ck..ck..ck Really delicious in merafin". Said Jane while burping hard enough.

"The more you come here, Jane why change, or my overly sensitive feelings? Ls i?Masa' the hell Jane benefited me all this time? I think I am too narrow-minded. Jane's my best friend. It can't be like that, maybe it was just a hurry, so go straight home without telling me". Rissa said, calming down.

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