Childcare

High Hope

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Because dizzy to hear the chattering of his best friend who is a little nesrek. Finally Fatin decided to go for a fresh breeze. In another spelling, someone was watching Fatin's movements from the beginning to enter until now he was leaving. The man followed where Fatin's feet were headed.

Turns out Fatin chose to go to RoofTop School. Fatin swept his gaze all over. I don't know what made him come to this place. The place where it began to intertwine with Arkhan. Ah, Yes, Arkhan, the man who was able to charm the heart of a Fatin. The man who had taken a fixed position in his heart. Fiuuhh, Exhalation from Fatin.

"And I don't fall in love with you. Surely I won't fall this deep." murmured Fatin

Fatin hit him on the head with his hand.

"Bego! Begos! Begos!. Bego really Lo become a girl, should know, Lo sensitized. If it turns out Arkhan was the same gasuka Lo. You're too innocent to accept all good behavior Arkhan same Lo. You've become a baperan girl really know not" upset Fatin on himself

"Yyyyyyyyyyy. Now look, Lo see Fatin. You don't mean anything to him anymore. You've been lost swallowed by the waves in his heart. Do you know, you've never been in Fa's heart, never! never one" cried Fatin Frustrated

Fatin began to shout as loud as he could. Then laughed, until finally his tears dripped on his cheeks.

"Hiks. Why Oh God? Whyyy!? Why do I have to fall into a deep abyss, after I still enjoy the beauty of flying in the sky. Am I not happy? Hix..Hix... It hurts!!! It hurts so bad Lordnnn" Tears Pilu Fatin lamented his condition.

"Aarrkkhhaannnn. Lo Fuck Ar, Lo Fuck, Fuckkkkk" said Fatin as strong as possible. He does not care if there are others who listen to all his complaints at this time.

Without Fatin knowing, it turns out Arkhan has stood not far from his current position. Watching everything that was done by him. Arkhan stood up dumbstruck to see Fatin who had fallen down with his pill cry.

Slowly Arkhan walked up to him and squatted in front of Fatin.

"Hiks. Sick Oh my God.. It hurts so bad..."

His heart pinched slightly at Fatin's pangs. It felt like there were thousands of sharp daggers pouring down on his chest.

Arkhan stretched out his hands and began to carry Fatin into his arms.

"Gue's sorry. I know Fa, I was wrong. I'm selfish, I'm a jerk. I've been sick to you so far" Arkha said

Fatin was very surprised, it turned out that there was someone other than himself here. Moreover, that person was Arkhan.

Is he all horrified. Fink Fatin

Fatin was still speechless not intending to return Arkhan's embrace.

Arkhan let go of his embrace and cupped Fatin's face with both hands.

Their gazes momentarily met each other, before Fatin finally turned his face away from Arkhan's gaze.

Arkhan pulled back Fatin's face.

"Gear me Fa, look at me. There I am here, you are free to reveal all your unek to me now. Hit me Fa, hit me. If it can make you more calm" Arkhan said

Fatin was only silent at Arkhan's words, slowly but surely his tears dripped down his cheeks.

Arkhan gently wiped the still-mething Fatin tears. Then in his arms again Fatin tightly. Fatin only fell silent stiff with his pill moans still audible. The bitter vibrations of Fatin's body can be felt by Arkhan.

Arkhan tightened his embrace.

"I'm sorry Fa. I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong with you."

"Hiks.hikss. You evil Ar! Wicked! " said Fatin while hitting Arkhan's chest.

"Hit me Fa, hit me! Hit me, if it can make you sorry for me"

"Hiks. I love you Ar, but why? why do you hurt me? why Arkhan? WHY!!!??" Shouted Hysterical Fatin

The cry of Silu Fatin made Arkhan feel the pain in his chest. But, is as painful as felt by Fatin

"I love you Fa. You know that, don't you?"

Arkhan let go of his embrace, stared fixedly at Fatin's face.

Arkhan stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Fatin's wet cheeks

"I love you Fa, I love you. But I can't lie about my feelings either. I don't want to hurt you any further Fa. Sorry, sorry I hurt you all this time. I'll do anything for you, as long as it can make up for all your heartache"

Fatin looked seriously at Arkhan's face. He saw there was a sadness there.

Fatin grabbed Arkhan's hands and held them.

"I love you, you love me too. So, why can't we be together"

"I'm sorry Fa, I love you. But I don't love you"

Deg.

" why, why can't you love me. I will do anything that can make you love me Ar"

"Sorry Fa. I can't"

"Why, what a difference does it make me the same Ar. Is he more than me? Where's my lack of Ar?"

"Hey, hey look at me. You are nothing less in my eyes. You're perfect, don't ever want yourself to be with someone else."

"Can't you leave him to learn to love me. I'm sure you can fall in love with me"

"Fatins. I was horrified, Love is not something that can be forced. We don't know who our love will be for. I love you, but I love Him. I'm selfish, I know that"

Fatin threw Arkhan's hand from his grasp.

"You can love Him!. Why can't you try to love me. Love can come from habit. As long as we're together, you don't have to try to learn to love me."

"I can't be clear with you Fa. All you need to know is that I love you. I don't want you to get hurt any deeper if you still hope for me. Because I can't leave him. She's sick Fa, she needs me by her side. I want her to heal, I'll love her anytime"

Heard Arkhan's words. Made Fatin clench his hands tightly. His heart throbbed violently, the pain he felt increased by thousands of times in number. Fatin smiled miris.

"Do I also have to be seriously ill, so that you want to love me" he said, smiling devil

"But baby. I'm not that stupid to get your love."

Arkhan was silent looking at Fatin's face. There was a hint of guilt in his heart when he said that word. But Arkhan can't do anything. Not his fault is not, if his Love is only for his Beloved as well as his first love.

"I am a bego! begos!. I always thought you were Love for me. But what, in fact you know I exist. I'm like a figura player to you, while the main character is busy."

"Fa..."

"Stop. You need to tell me what else. Passion, fight for your first love. I hope you don't choose wrong one day. One thing you need to know and remember. Here, your name is still saved. And from this moment on as well. I'll forget all about you, remove your name from my heart."

*deg's.

Wh why? why does it hurt so much when Fatin talks gini. I should have gone for it, because I wouldn't hurt him anymore. Arkhan*

"And this, I turned the bracelet you once loved. Thanks for everything"

Fatin then left Arkhan sitting dumbstruck.

Arkhan was silent, staring at Fatin's departure. It felt, Fatin had gone far away from him. Arkhan firmly grasped the bracelet in his hand.

Seriate....