
**ALL-LOST**
sonya hugged her knees on the edge of the mattress while crying and covered her innocent body with a blanket.His body shook violently and her eyes were empty.then she got off the mattress, and,pick up her scattered clothes and walk out of the Jordanian room while enduring the intense pain, in the section ******** and ***************** it.
sonya did not enter her room.but she entered the guest room.sonya went into the bathroom and flushed her body with the air shower.she sat under the shower and hugged her knees while crying.
''I'm dirty.I'm no longer useful now.God why do you still let me live.why don't you just take me.what's the use of my life in this world again ''sonya said with a blank look and tears kept pouring out of her eyes.
''I just felt a little bit happy because I thought he had changed for the better and started to realize what he was doing, turns out I was wrong.he instead did more than before him to me.he took the crown I had and I keep one of his's sonya.
''aaaaaaaaaahhaaaa'' yelling sonya crying as loud as her.
after some time in the bathroom.sonya to her room.she sat on the edge of her mattress while continuing to cry until she fell asleep with a sitting state and her body was still wrapped in a blanket.
***
jordan woke up because of the sunlight that entered from the gap of the curtain of his room.
''my head is dizzy, '' said Jordan holding his head.
jordan saw her clothes strewn on the floor and looked into her blankets and realized she was not wearing a single piece of clothing, jordan tried to remember what happened last night, but not her remember,instead of making his head hurt more.without Jordan realized there was a patch of blood on the end of the bed sheet.
on the other side.
sonya was sitting down to the dining table chair while eating an empty loaf of bread with a straight look and glassy eyes.A few moments later she saw jordan coming down the stairs,he quickly picked up his bag and threw away the remaining bread he ate into the barrel and went from there.Sonya passed the jordan standing at the end of the stairs.
''early in the morning where are you going?''ask jordan.
sonya stopped her steps.''there's business'' answered sonya coldly then continued her steps.
''what's wrong with her?, not her usual she like that.Is she coming months, so her mood is not good.but her feelings are never like that ''inner jordan felt astonished by his attitude sonya.
***
sonya enters her college with a careless pace like a man who has lost his way.
''hay..tumben you came his morning, his usual a little afternoon.Is your work done?''vina said come and hold sonya's shoulder.
''hmm.iya, '' answered sonya briefly.
''you sick?, kayak kayak her lethargy'' asked vina.
''no, I'm fine said Sonya and left.
''why sonya?''juna asked arrived.
''ngagetin aja.ngak know, I'm also confused'' replied vina.
***
students are told to gather in a campus hall because there is an announcement that must be conveyed by the campus.
from the start he entered the campus, until along with the announcement.Sonya did not speak a word whatsoever, she just daydreamed and her face was very flat and cold very different from her usual cheap smile, sonya,friendly and cheerful.
''good children, you want to tell you, that after the event (wisuda) later, we will be invited to a party event held by the director of the company wijaya kusuma, irwan wijaya, the father of Jordan, one of the students at this campus ''said the lecturer who explained at the end of his speech.
vina and juna turned towards sonya, while sonya herself was still with the same expression, which was a flat and cold face.
after all was done.sonya came out from there, from the crowd of students who were all looking happy because of their graduation.
''want to go home, the announcement event is over.stay waiting for the graduation time only'' replied sonya.
''you don't want to celebrate your graduation with another friend of his.' said juna.
''the show is finished and I passed.means all of it is done.lagian you also know it's jun, if I can't waste my time, color I have to work'' sonya replied.
''it is also the same.but I also know.certainly you want like them, right.happy in your own way, his happy color we.it depends on ourselves'' said juna.
sonya did not answer, she just kept quiet.how did she say that her self is happy now.while the soul is at its lowest point and as broken as her.
''how about later after you work, we walk the road, how'''juna asks a sweet smile.
''I can't answer sonya.
''well.at rejected raw raw I''m muttered juna.
''what do you say?, you said to me asked sonya.
''no kok yeee GR.the tree you have to come later.I want to take you somewhere.to relieve the stress.yes.mau ya''' said juna winked blink both eyes and act as blankly as possible.
''iihhh.ya it is up to you, but you do not intend the same kind of me'' answered sonya jutek.
''my god sonya.I am a good guy both sonya.and insyaallah my faith is still strong.sok uzon aja.aku it would take you to the amusement park replied juna.
''alum ya.kalau lied'' sonya replied.
''noah..quiet me, what time do you come home from work?''ask juna.
''hour 07'' sonya replied.
''Ok. I'll pick you up later '' said juna.
''hmm'' replied sonya and left.
''he must have a problem.I just want to make him smile and a little forget the sadness he experienced every day.I know the suffering he felt must be sick.let alone there is no family on the side and support him.then from that.I will try to be his supporter, although maybe I can not accompany him later during his life''inner juna.
***
there was a man who for his entire life had never touched the kitchen, but this time he had to fight with the kitchen just for someone's sake.
''so!!. I have to prepare this before sonya comes home.all my cooking is ready.and now just clean the kitchen.the main thing is all the household must be clean before she goes home.later if she has gone home.. I'll apologize to him for my actions all this time''m mumbling Jordan stung to feel guilty.but without he realized.will be the biggest mistake he made on sonya.
***
at 09 p.m., but Sonya has not come home yet.jordan pacing back and forth in front of the dining table waiting for sonya.
''why he hasn't come home yet.His usual at this hour has come home.or don't he why else on the road''' muttered jordan.at when Jordan spoke alone, suddenly there was a message entered on his cellphone.
''cindy''murm jordan.
jordan opened the contents of the message and a second later he rounded his eyes.
##sonya is with me now.and she is fainting and her body I tied up on the chair.and if you want her to survive.then come here to the xxxx hotel and remember.
CINDY##
''crazed!!!, if until sonya why napa, I will make a calculation with you guys'' said Jordan angrily, took his car keys, then went to the address written in the contents of the message earlier.