
arka pov
after returning from my wife's house, my ex-wife, who was half an hour ago, I went to the nearest sea, thought and kept thinking, why is something missing, why am I like losing my half soul,maybe I'm in love with her?
could I love him?
imagining coming home, no more welcome, no more smiles, no more coffee in the morning, this makes me very sad
until finally I slept in the car until the morning, I went straight to the office because considering the clock has shown the number seven in the morning, I will take a shower in the office, there is also my clothes arranged
I immediately drove my four-wheeled vehicle, and immediately went to my room to take a shower, and then I asked ob to just buy breakfast and coffee
starting today there is a new secretary for me, a secretary of opa options, and he is a man, turns out he is my best friend's abdul, as well as papa's confidant in his office
he is very deft, even more deft than I am the leader, he is even very firm, and very respectful if in the office, he will put himself as my employee is not my best friend, other than with out of the office, he said,he will become familiar with me and will talk casually
in the afternoon I went home uninspired, imagining that I was lazy, there was no respite here, the girl who accompanied me for two months
"assalammualaikum"
"walaikumsalam, just got home?"
ask Kenzo who's home
"yes, where is oma and oopa, why is it lonely?"
"they're again delivering a hamka bang to the airport"
the answer left me a little confused, is papa out of town again, isn't the field project all right? then go where
"your father wants to go to the east java area"
without asking Kenzo to explain what I haven't asked
"company?"
"given to bang yusuf first, your father asked him for help, maybe two or three years"
I finally nodded and entered the room, opening the door reminded me of my girl, whom I now love
drttt.....
"hallo"
(is that woman annoying?three people want to book today)
"i sent her number, you called her yourself"
tutts....
I immediately turned off the phone, and immediately sent her and Rachel's phone numbers, I've decided I'm going after resa, she's the girl I deserve to fight for
and for this business, I will wash my hands, I promise myself, I will not wear a mad woman again, I will study religion like papa, to be able to melt the heart of Joseph's father again,and melt my girl's heart of course
this year I have to focus first on the company, so that later if I catch up with papa, the company still remains stable, however my responsibilities are also large, many families depend on me
about papa, why isn't papa saying goodbye to me? is papa very disappointed in me?is Papa really mad at me?why not just hit me, like that time, why not just scold me like that time, why should you silence me
papa is a super hero to me, if only I knew papa wasn't my real father, but if I had to choose, I would choose papa over mom like jeni, whose head was only filled with money and money
jeni is blinded by money, even now she is very happy with her prostitute job, every day always ask if the person who wants it, is the person who wants to buy it, really crazy
why should I be born from a woman's womb like that? why am I not born from the womb of a woman like the mother of Ratna, who is meek and devout in her religion
we cannot choose from which womb we are born, but we can choose the way of life we want
I'm now like a madman who would wake up early just to follow her school days, and even just look at her I'm so happy, and when she's back at school,I'd rather leave my job to follow him again, even now, I've never used my car, the color of the car would be difficult to follow him, the color back and forth from school he's always through a narrow alley
he has reached his wish
opening a boutique with the results of his designs, even he is now hijab, I am proud of him
it has also been a year abdul working with me, I want to catch up with papa to study, and align with the family resa, I think abdul has mastered everything
with all my appeal to opa and oma and abdul, they finally allowed me to go to the boarding school where papa studied there
I didn't tell you about how I felt in resa, I was embarrassed, so when I got home, I wanted to propose to her right away
when I deserve him
for a year this gene is still bothering me, by always coming to my office, even he does not know shame will always ask me for money
indeed, ever since that incident, I've taken my hands off them, I don't care about them, nor have I ever been in contact with rachel or my old friend,I've come to my point that I want to get better, I want to get religious education
but, however, Jeni is my real mother, I always send her money, but always less, she still always teases me, but I've been in my stance, I want to immediately apply for the resa, I want to ask for it,therefore, I want to immediately pursue my religion that is lacking
and come today I set out, this morning I have visited my girl's house, she was sitting on the terrace with her best friend rendi, they laughed freely with occasional chat with her cool
I laughed when I saw his laugh...
after making sure he was okay, I immediately went home to go to the cottage
"wait another two years deck"
I said in my heart
when I arrived at the lodge my father immediately greeted me and asked me to come in, and immediately introduced me to everyone, that I was his son, the proud son of him, even proudly told everyone,that I am great is great
study with a track of achievement, and develop a company with just a few years
everyone was proud of me, and looked at me with a look of admiration
oh papa.how many problems I created, but you keep smiling and very proud of me, not one bit show my depraved behavior, I love you papa, papa,and I'll change even better for you and your son-in-law's resa again
not feeling, a year already I'm here, I'm like papa, if night comes, I'll be in front of the laptop to finish office work
"arka, papa wants to talk"
"yes pa..."
"papa will come home tomorrow, sorry papa will marry again, and hopefully you also agree, tomorrow papa will come home and immediately propose, if you can come home, accompanied by your papa"
I'm so happy, I finally want to open his heart papa, color all this time I know, his life is very monotonous, just working and working
"who's pa?"
"record"
my smile slowly faded, but I had to stay positive tinking, maybe resa the other, can't papa fall in love with the child? even if they think their age is twenty years difference
"record?"
"yes, your ex-wife"
I'm like being slapped by a boulder right now, hearing papa's confession leaves me in shock, but papa's eyes are so sparkling
"arka did not go home pa, I pray from here only, hopefully well yes pa...."
with weight I finally said the thing I didn't want to say,
oh yes, how else...