Chasing the Love of Nadira

Beaches 2

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Nadira was silent. Once again a strange feeling appeared suddenly and filled his heart. He was happy, confused, hesitant, there was also a feeling of fear.

He was afraid that this man who was hugging his body would only play tricks on his feelings. He wanted to accept Arkana. However, he was too afraid to start a bond. What else does this involve feeling. He was thinking. How to keep the relationship between him and Arkana fine.

"You are silent again. Don't I deserve to be your girlfriend?"

Slowly the embrace loosened. He was a little disappointed with Nadira's attitude. He felt he was being played by the girl.

He breathed out slowly. Nadir was sad, as the hug slowly took it off. He also felt disappointed. Disappointed with himself, who was unable to move forward. To start a new relationship.

"I.." he could not continue that sentence.

Arkana. A little distance sat between himself and Nadira.

Huh. "I why?" He looked at Nadira. Stare at the girl with rage.

Nadira was silent. Tongue's moody. His body trembled small. His heart felt like it was slashed by a dagger. It was difficult for him to breathe freely, even though oxygen was scattered everywhere.

Arkana was silent. He no longer has a taste for sound. He sat down with a little bit of his leg. Got a pack of cigarettes out of his pants pocket. Taken one cigarette and placed it between his lips.

Huhhhhh...

A bunch of cigarette smoke is pouring into the air. Some of the suction and gusts were done by Arkana.

Nadira was silent. He was completely speechless for now.

Arkana killed a small cigarette. Then again take a cigarette from the wrapper and ignite it with a fire that comes from a match.

Nadira was silent. He seems to be confused with Arkana's activities.

"For one stick."

The face looked. Saw Nadira who had just said to ask for his cigarette. Gave the cigarette pack to Nadira and her matches.

Returned the pack of cigarettes, after he took one. "Thank you."

"Hem." Arkana grabbed the pack of cigarettes, then placed it on the white sand. In the middle of the distance, the cigarette pack is like a bulkhead for them.

He smelled the cigarette. His face turned to the side to throw away his cigarette smoke. He smelled the cigarette a few times. He had the courage to say to Arkana.

"I had a boyfriend once."

Arkana looked a little at Nadira. The tip of his eye looked at the girl. He was curious about the continuation of that sentence. But he was silent, not speaking at all to ask.

He felt that his words were not answered by Arkana. He feels awkward. However, he still chose to continue his story. While occasionally wiping the cigarette that is in between the fingers of his right hand.

"At that time, I was still in High School. She's my first love." He began to remember the days of his High School that felt so beautiful.

"We first met at the martial arts training ground. At that time I was inem-diem with pencak silat, without my parents' knowledge."

Nadira paused his words. He threw his cigarette smoke up high. Into the air. He wanted to float like smoke. But he also did not want like the smoke that was inhaled and then slashed.

"It doesn't take long after acquaintance. We were straight made up. I think he's kind, considerate, mature, understanding. I like it, and we love each other."

Arkana looked again because of two words, namely love each other. He saw a faint smile imprinted on Nadira's face. He thought, could Nadira still love that man?

"Our age is a year apart. When I first started, I was in 10th grade, she was in 11th grade. Maybe because of that factor, he could snack on me who's younger by a year."

"We are also different schools. I'm at SMK High School. Therefore, we rarely met. Because of that distance we broke. But, after three months we've been together again."

"Why?" Chirps Arkana. He couldn't bear to not comment this time.

"Because I still love him. For the last three months I've never been with another guy."

"Continue?" He's getting curious.

"When I was in 2nd grade High School I moved here. There is a distance between us. However, after graduating from High School our relationship became more serious."

"You want to marry young?"

"Yes, it's not. But that's one of our promises. To get married and be a living partner, in the world and the hereafter."

"Now?"

"We broke up. This is my story first."

"Continue, why did you break up?"

"He cheated on me."

"I guessed it!" Arkana with a fury. He was angry and upset, not with Nadira. Rather be upset with someone who has hurt Nadira in the past.

"It doesn't really matter if he's cheating. Because of our great distance, between islands. Maybe she's lonely when I'm not by her side."

"Where is the story, cheating doesn't matter!" Arkana Sarkas again. He's pissed to the top.

"As long as I'm the only one in her heart, I don't have a problem. But I was too confident at the time. One day his affair contacted me, asking to stay away from his girlfriend who is also my girlfriend."

Huh. The breath just came out. He closed his eyelids slowly, realizing his eyes were starting to water. He tried to hold the clear water to not come out.

"I went to town S by myself. Intentionally to meet him. I asked him to choose between me and his mistress. But...."

"What?"

"Said he could not choose between me and his mistress. He wants to marry us both. And don't want to take off any of us."

"Then?"

"I'm definitely disappointed. He became someone else in a short time. And I broke up to no longer be in touch with her."

"Therefore you are afraid, to start a relationship again with me?"

"Take a. I'm afraid I'm disappointed again. I'm afraid of being lied to again. I'm afraid of being betrayed. I'm afraid of falling in love.... " His eyes began to glaze over again. He wiped a speck of clear water at the end of his eyes. His nose started to run like he had the flu. His hands alternately wiped his tears, and covered his nose.

He now knows the reason why Nadira always rejects him. Refusing his confession. It was not that the girl did not love him, but that the girl was simply too afraid to begin with.

Arkana realized that, because she had also felt the same pain in the depths of her heart. But he felt a little happy. There seems to be hope for him to be with Nadira.

Arkana threw away her cigarette butt. He took a handkerchief from the back pocket of his pants.

"You still love that guy?" tanyanya while rubbing Nadira's watery cheeks, using a brown cloth.

"No.." her voice was soft but it was clearly heard by Arkana.

"If so don't cry! I don't want to see you cry, tear up, for someone in the past who hurt you."