Chasing the Love of Alex

I Love You

Actually Sonya is lazy to get out of bed, but the worms in her stomach have started to protest for fill. How they didn't march, Sonya missed her dinner.

Sonya saw Alex in the kitchen, Sonya rubbed her eyes, afraid it was just a hallucination, but it turned out that the man who was cooking was Alex.

From the smell of the cooking alone was delicious, Sonya to have to swallow her saliva, worms in her stomach increasingly loudly protesting.

“Why didn't you tell me you could cook Lex?” ask Sonya while approaching Alex.

Alex is straight back, “Why did you get out of bed? I'm preparing food for our breakfast.”.

“There can I help?” ask Sonya.

“Iya... Just sit there quietly..” Alex pointed at the dining chair that Sonya used to sit on.

“You sure you don't want to be helped?” ask Sonya again.

Alex does not answer, he just turned back and immediately cool with his cooking again, making Sonya become cocky.

Hmh!

Sonya stared at Alex's sturdy back, the man looked quite adept at using kitchen utensils, probably because he was used to living alone, so inevitably Alex had to be able to cook.

A moment later Alex put his homemade breakfast on Sonya's desk and her desk, “What is this?” Ask Sonya.

“Chicken Oregano, I always make this if I'm bored with food outside.” Alex said.

“hmm... It's delicious Lex... Swear!” exclaim Sonya then closed her eyes, enjoying chicken fillets with lemon flavor, Italian herbs and Oregano that melted into one, “I so miss Italy.” continued Sonya.

“I'm sorry Son..”

Sonya turned her attention from her breakfast menu to Alex, “Sorry for what?”

“It has made you misunderstand my relationship with Icha..”

“Oh... It's about you looking seductive to that Icha?” ask Sonya.

Damnit damnit! Why is Alex talking about Talita again? I have cursed myself dozens of times because yesterday I had forgotten about Talita's problem, and instead gave myself to her instead of continuing to be angry with her!

“I'm not teasing him fucking!!” argue Alex.

"The eye is the window to Lex's heart, the eye won't lie... Because the eyes represent our thoughts and our heart. You can see from the CCTV Boss.. How do you look at Icha, and how does she reciprocate that view of you!"

"That's because I saw Rara's shadow inside Icha... Rara was so eager to become a doctor, and seeing Icha wearing snelli at Hardan's house made me remember Rara.." I'm Alex.

"Then why don't you just marry Icha... Consider him Anindira! You can marry her without my permission... We're just marrying Siri!"

"Who wants to marry Icha?"

"You he looks like Anindira!!"

"Like doesn't mean she's Rara!! Anindira will not be replaced by anyone!!"

"Include me?" ask Sonya slowly.

"Yes... Including you!!" alex answered with confidence.

"Did Boss know you loved his sister?" ask Sonya again.

"No... For a while we kept it a secret from Hardhan and Mama..."

Lord... That means they love each other... How does it feel to be loved by Alex?

"Yes until now..."

Yes that's love... We can never choose who we will fall in love with, and damn it... I fell in love with this cold, stiff and insensitive man... A man who is still stuck on his past love...

“I love you Lex...” Those words just slid out of Sonya's mouth without her being able to take it anymore.

Gee whiz... I've already said it... I can't back down now.

“You what?” reset Alex.

“I love you, damn it!! Even if you're being rude to me, but it can't break my feelings for you, Lex, I'm sorry I can't hold it much longer... I really have...”.

“Quite!!” alex shouted as he kicked the table and stood up, his eyes again looking like a demonic gaze ready to tear Sonya apart. Sonya ventured to challenge him by raising her chin.

“What do you want? Getting angry? Expel me? or Divorce me?” asked Sonya with a trembling voice.

“I've said many times not to fall in love with me... And you broke it!!” alex exclaimed as he ruffled his hair.

“I've tried to harbor my feelings for you Lex, but I'm tired of dealing with it alone... I want you to also know how I feel..” sighed Sonya.

“I won't repay your fucking love!!! Never will!!!” furious Alex.

“I know you won't return my love... Haven't... But my love will always be there for you, Lex... How often will you ignore me... And how often do you remind me of your love for Rara... It won't make me give up on getting your love.”.

“Dream as you please!!! I'll be out of this Apartment now!!” raung Alex then left Sonya.

“You can't go!! I haven't asked you to leave!!” sonya shouted, Alex's footsteps stopped.

“What do you mean?” alex asked coldly while still turning his back on Sonya.

“You promised you'd leave if I asked you to leave, right? Did you forget? And when that happens, it's not you who left this apartment... But I'll go..”.

Alex cursing in annoyance, he continued his footsteps into the room, and slammed the door as tightly as possible.

Now, the tears that had been crying in her eyes began to fall, Sonya wondered in her heart what she was wrong for having fallen in love with Alex?

Not long after Alex has changed clothes, “Where are you going?” ask Sonya.

“Not your business!” alex answered coldly and then walked out of the apartment.

Like I thought... Alex will come back cold if I declare my love.

Sometimes his attitude makes me feel like I actually have a chance to make him fall in love with me... But when I tried to grab that chance... Back again, it made me realize... That there was never a chance for me.

Sonya headed towards the balcony, looking at the view of the capital that was seen off the vehicle on Sunday.

Sonya laughs hollowly, she feels funny because she still loves Alex who has hurt her heart, and has been blatantly asserted never to repay Sonya's love.

But I'm sure Lex... There will come a time when you will repay my love...

Like a saying that says as hard as a rock when hit by rain will crack as well... And so do you, Lex, I'm sure one day you'll repay my love. Now I just have to show you how much I love you.

I really hope that fate will come to me... On us...

Or the... Should I just give up? He was too lost in his past... The only thing in his heart right now is Anindira... How can I compete with someone who's gone?

I’m not sure what scars me more, that you will never start loving me, or that I will never stop loving you. sighed sonya.