Chasing the Dream Widow

first look at it

I'm rio bramastya a cop, because my dad is sick I stopped being a cop and now works as CEO replacing my Papa.

being an entrepreneur doesn't make me feel like I'm getting life satisfaction, I don't know why I feel empty and empty. I have always been a concern to every woman who sees me.

I'm a businessman and my face is handsome if I want to show a woman will give herself to me but somehow I don't want a woman who always comes to tease me.

I have always kept my heart for someone, he has taken my heart and has not returned it. It has been a long time since I have met him.

"I'm looking forward to meeting him when that will happen"

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Flashbacks

"Sister Rio, later in the afternoon we play together in the park yes," said rista

"Hmmmm" I said

I just nodded my head in approval, because it was normal that I could not refuse this beautiful girl's request.

Rista was my neighbor we were familiar with since she moved to this place and I was her only friend.Our age was only 3 years different and I was also her upperclassman at school.

Now that I am in 6th grade in elementary school, soon I will graduate school and will move to Bali with my family. Because my father was a police officer and he was transferred to Bali.

I play in the park with rista, play prosotan, swing a lot of toys in the park, I am happy to always play with rista.

I know that if I like this girl, it's not a casual feeling but more because I always want to be with her if I don't see her I feel like something's wrong.

"rista look at this bench, I've carved our names on this bench" I said

"Rio & rista"

Rista just laughed, seeing him laughing was really worrying, then I rubbed his head in anxiety. We continued the game until my mom came to pick us up.

I waved as Rista walked into her house, then I also entered my house to lay down on the bed staring blankly up as if something was making me sad.

"Rio, what's wrong" said Mama

"Well, do we have to move to Bali.?" say

"Yes dear, papa duties in bali lama and we also have to follow papa to bali" said mama

" when do we leave, mah.?" say

"tomorrow the last day you repeat and the shabby we go there, you pack whatever you want to bring maybe a toy that you like" said the mother

I nodded my head understanding, mom left my room and I tried to think what I would give rista as a memory.

So that he would remember me later if we met later after we were just as mature.

Looks like I have to buy something to give to rista and by chance mama will go to the mall tomorrow and take me, later I will buy there and I take my piggy bank, I broke it to buy something I hadn't thought of what it was.

Arriving at the mall mom was busy shopping and I followed her until at the accessories place I saw a necklace with a pendant with a star pendant and the middle there was a carving R.

It was a coincidence and I liked it so I took the necklace and I paid for it with the money I broke from the piggy bank.

" let's go home, we'll buy something" said Mama

I walked towards the rista house, I knew rista's room and knocked on her window from outside calling her name slowly so that no one would know.

Rista opened her bedroom window and I approached me, "sister why is this night coming home.?" rista

"he.he.I just want to see you" I said.

"Sister rio kirain what's wrong" rista said with a smile

"Sir, Rista is sleepy going to school tomorrow" said rista

I saw that Rista had drowned his eyes, I rubbed his head.

Yes, my sister's gone home, you're asleep" I said

I walked away from the rista house, back in my room and I saw the necklace I bought earlier which I will give later to rista.

I'm sure Rista will love my gift and I hope he'll wear it or at least keep the gift from me.

"brother rio let's go there to see the fish in the pond," rista asked

Rista held my hand running small to the pool in the middle of the park in our housing complex, every afternoon the park was visited by many people who brought children even if only for the road.

"rista, tomorrow I will move to Bali and settle there" I said

Rista was still downcast and not surprised maybe he had heard from his mother because my mother must have told mama rista.

This Rista is for you, I put that necklace around her neck and I rubbed her head.

" then we'll see Rista again" I said

The car was leaving but I didn't see any rista from earlier I looked ahead from earlier who knew he would meet me before I left.

But until the car moves rista has not been seen, until I hear a voice calling me and it rista sound he ran towards the car chasing me.

He gave me a small box and smiled and waved at me, we looked at each other until the car was running I didn't see any more rista.

the time passed by the years I now work in the police force to become a police officer in the city of Bali, I always busy myself with work and there is no time to date.

Back in college I did have a boyfriend, although I did not love him I lived it for six months and tried to open my heart but it was very difficult I could not.

Novita is a pretty girl but she is very spoiled and extravagant, when dating me she always asks for this and that if I take her to the mall she is like a person who forgets to spend my pocket money.

I tried to advise her and she said this to me because I didn't want to embarrass me if I wasn't pretty and well dressed for cliche reasons but I tried to understand it.

Long time I saturate and exhausted my patience I decided even though I do not want to but I do not want to establish a love that only makes me comfortable.

long time I didn't have a boyfriend until I worked as a cop I haven't fallen in love again, all the women like their fox went crazy just for the money.

During my time as a policeman I tried to live a simple life just by renting a small house and as long as I was a regular person no beautiful woman approached me.

It seems like a beautiful woman only wants someone who has a lot of money and it's like a necessity and I'm grateful no one comes near me because I'm poor living in a small house anyway despite my police work.