
"Sorry sir, your wife had a miscarriage. We can't save your baby. We also said that the womb of the father's wife can not function anymore. We'll have to have the baby and uterus removed in a minute to save the father's wife's life." Obviously the doctor in Om Faisal is waiting for the clarity of the condition of his wife and future baby. Om Faisal's knee is limp. She was devastated by the loss of her baby-to-be and now she accepts the fact that Gista had to have her uterus removed. Of course Om Faisal did not have the fate of Gista who forever would not be able to have offspring.
The doctor is performing surgery to remove the baby and remove the uterus. Once again Om Faisal waited in front of the operating room for Gista's safety. Only the difference now was that He had to accept that the baby that was expected to be present in the world was gone.
As Om Faisal waited, the operation was finally completed. The nurse came out to bring the body of a tiny baby. The baby is already in full shape because given the condition of the pregnancy Gista is more or less at the age of 7 months. The nurse handed the body of the baby that had been cleaned and wrapped in cloth to Om Faisal. Om Faisal cried. An innocent tiny baby is the victim of the unpreparedness of a mother who conceived it.
Om Faisal walked out of the hospital, as if he did not care about the condition of Gista. He thought about burying the baby's body, the sooner the better. Om Faisal took care of the funeral of his baby alone because Gista was still lying unconscious in the hospital.
"Where am I?" Ask Gista who was conscious of the operation and is now in the hospital room.
"In the hospital." Answer Om Faisal.
"Then what happened?"Ask Gista still doesn't understand.
"You miscarried, the baby in your stomach died. And also your uterus can't function again, your uterus has been removed." Om Faisal answered withstanding the sorrow of losing his son.
"A whataa? Not likely. Noooooqkk. It's all because you're old-fashioned."
"Because of me? What did you say?" Ask Om Faisal.
"Because of you I lost my baby and my womb. Because you!"
"Enough Gista! I've been patient enough to respond to you. From now on, we're divorced." Say Om Faisal Emotion.
"You mean? You can't just divorce me. I miscarried and lost my uterus because of you." Shouted Gista.
"You're wrong! You miscarried and lost the uterus all because of your own actions that can not keep the pregnancy. How many times you drink alcohol when you are pregnant. How long has the baby in your stomach been tormented by what you do. Now you accept all the consequences." Speak to Faisal.
"You can't divorce me at will. You have to give up the house for me. I just agreed to divorce." Threaten Gista.
"Your house said? Take the house. As long as you know, the house we live in is already a guarantee of debt. Debt for what? Fulfill all your lifestyles during this time. If you want the house, just take it and wait when the officer comes to confiscate the house and then make you move. Clear?"
"You can't just dong. I lost my marriage to you. You can't just stay with me when I'm sick. Don't just want to be good."
"Just want some good? You forget how I've been watching you and taking care of you all this time? You are the one who does not touch me and do not. Even coming only when I need money from me. That's how you treat me as a husband. You'd forgotten? Haaah's? But you are calm. The hospital costs are already on my hands. You can stay here until you recover. But don't expect me to come and take care of you again. Enough for everything, Gista." Om Faisal came out of Gista's room leaving Gista still lying there shouting at him.
"You can't do that! You can't divorce me at will! I have the right to divorce and leave you! Old bastard is useless!" Shouted Gista let out all his emotions which still did not make Om Faisal flinch. Om Faisal still stepped away from Gista without thinking to look back at his young wife.
Om Faisal headed home and cleaned up all the stuff. He packed clothes and things he could carry. Om Faisal immediately left the Capital and returned to his birthplace. Om Faisal comes from a fairly remote area. There he still has a house left by his parents which is very simple and there is a small land used for planting. Arriving at the small house Om Faisal recalled his childhood and it was very difficult to eat. When the degree of his life rises he forgets the land and acts as if everything can be obtained easily. Now there's nothing left, only going back to the hard times used to be the only way to connect.
***
A week passed, Anya faced a new chapter in life. He went to Bandung and settled down to work pursuing his dream. While Yoga can only lament the days that feel lonely without the presence of Anya. Usually if longing struck, Yoga will soon come to the idol of the heart. Or vice versa, He with spoiled mode and Anya will go to Yoga to give a sense of enthusiasm for Yoga. Now that things are different, it needs to be a pretty hard struggle to maintain the relationship of the two. Great love alone will not be enough, it takes understanding and unlimited trust. Once being selfish and unbelieving, it will certainly trigger a dispute in their relationship.
"Good morning, I'm a new employee. My name is Anya. Greetings to know everything." Anya said during an informal introduction at the project site.
"Good morning." Greet all other officers.
After the introduction, Anya started her first day of work. He is very enthusiastic about all the jobs he has.
"Hello, Anya, right?" Asked a fairly young man in a neat suit.
"Yes, brother."
"I'm Adit, I'm tasked to guide you first. So if there is something unclear about your work, you can ask me, do not hesitate." Adit said with a friendly smile.
"Yes, thank you very much." Anya answered.
Adit has a handsome face. Although work on the project does not make the skin dull. His face and body look well groomed, clean facial skin with ideal body stature shows if he likes to exercise. Not to mention her sweet smile with dimples that make Adit look young.
During the lunch break, Anya promised to tell Yoga to Yoga Tau Anya activities on the first day. Just about to call Yoga, Adit sees Anya coming to him.
"Want lunch together? All talkin' work. Wanna?" Adit's bargain makes Anya confused.
"Eeh I yes brother, I can." Answer Anya origin.
"Sir, I'll have a call from Yoga." Inner Anya.
"Yukk." Adit invites Anya to follow him.
The two headed to the car park and entered Adit's car and drove to a restaurant close to the project site.
"Where are you going in Bandung?" Adit asked breaking the silence.
"Aaahh, you haven't been anywhere, brother. Just got a place to live has been directly moved. Now it's straight to work." Anya answered honestly.
"Other times if I go anywhere I can find it. I have been in Bandung for about 4 years. Since graduating from college stay here." Obviously Adit.
"I'm original Surabaya. But college in Jogja. After graduating directly from work and placement Bandung kayak you gini. Eeeh has been so comfortable until now. Hope you're here too." Please Adit. Anya returned a smile. His mind was still glaring at his lover, Yoga. Anya decided to send a short message because she was having lunch with her boss. Whether it includes lying or not, but Adit is like a superior to Anya. If Anya is honestly having lunch with Adit, who looks young and good can certainly be a misunderstanding for Anya and Yoga's relationship. Anya does not want the first day of work to cause misunderstandings for her and Yoga. Anya should as much as possible maintain their relationship because indeed Anya's heart is only for Yoga.
Adit sees Anya staring at the phone screen waiting for a reply message from Yoga.
"Why? Waiting to call someone?" Goda Adit's.
"Aaah eeehh, no kok. Just waiting for a chat reply." Anya replied stammered.
"Oooh. Whose reply? A boyfriend?" Guess Adit.
"Eehhmmm, I yes brother." Anya answered honestly.
"Do you have a boyfriend? THE LDR?"
"Yes, brother."
"Eagerness yes. I used to be an LDR fighter like you."
"Bandung and?" Ask Anya.
"Bandung and Surabaya. I got accepted to work in Bandung, he got accepted to work in Surabaya. Over time we felt further away because of the busyness of each. Then.." Adit Curate.
"Then what's brother?"
"Then we broke up because he was more comfortable with his office partner who was always there for him. It's not like I'm not on his side for real."
Anya nodded at Adit's explanation.
"But I don't blame him. I know I was wrong too. Even when he needed a story, I was still busy taking care of the report. Until every time we meet, it all feels bland." Adit.
"Propay, brother." Anya answered confused what to say.
"Eeeh, sorry. I'm even going to confide in you." Adit.
"Yes, my brother, I don't know." Anya replied smiling.
The two arrived at the restaurant and ate together while talking about their work. I learned a lot from Adit's experience. Because even though Anya is very smart in college, when on the field there will be many differences and Anya needs to adapt and learn more. Anya feels helped by the presence of Adit who wants to help teach Anya.
"Thank you, sister, you understand now. It is very different theory in the same lecture in the field." Anya said sincerely.
"Yes alike. If someone does not understand again, do not hesitate to ask me. I'm ready to help."
"Yes, brother, in the meantime Anya has somewhat understood. Maybe while working later Anya will ask if there is something that is not understood anymore."
"You must be really cool on campus huh. In a moment's teaching already understood." Praise Adit.
"Aah, no brother. Just ordinary." Anya said low.
The two felt familiar on the first day they talked. Anya herself feels connected chatting with Adit who is very friendly to her. After lunch was over the two workers returned to the project.
***
Sonya got up early in the morning and ran straight to the bathroom.
"Hoooeeekk.. Hooooeeekk.." Sonya spewed out all the contents in her stomach. Even when all the contents in the stomach have come out, nausea is still very disturbing Sonya.
Ezza was aghast when he saw his wife suddenly running towards the bathroom. He follows Sonya and massages Sonya's nauseous shoulders. Almost every morning this kind of scenery became routine for Ezza. Not the heart of course when he saw Sonya had to fight for their baby. Sonya endured all the discomfort by herself making Ezza feel useless and very guilty.
"You want some warm water, baby?" Ask Ezza when the nausea that Sonya feels has begun to decrease.
"By honey, just warm tea, baby. I'm so lemes about it." Answer Sonya.
"Jaudah come out first." Ezza took his wife out of the bathroom. Sonya's face was already pale limp as food intake came out of her body. I don't know how long he's been feeling that way all day. Morning until noon, the nausea was not able to be held by Sonya so that no food can enter Sonya's body. Conversely, at night, much is desired by Sonya so that Sonya's appetite increases after morning to afternoon can not eat. And all that He had eaten in the night would be brought out again tomorrow morning because of severe nausea.
It has been almost a month and a half of pregnancy, instead of gaining weight, Sonya's body even looks thinner. During a visit to the obstetrician, the doctor advised Sonya to really rest and not work for a while. Sonya was forced to take a leave of absence from work and gave her patients to another doctor. Sonya is also strictly prohibited by Ezza from doing housework because they have found a housekeeper who helps Sonya at home. Bik Tatik's. Bik Tatik comes in the morning to cook and clean Ezza and Sonya's apartment. In the afternoon after Ezza came home, Bik Tatik was only allowed to go home. Ezza doesn't allow Sonya to be home alone. Once upon a time Bik Tatik could not enter because of illness, Ezza rebuked Bik Tatik to let Bik tell in advance if not in. That way Ezza can leave Sonya to the house of Mama Meli so that her condition can be monitored. Ezza is very protective of Sonya, given Sonya's very weak condition in her pregnancy.
"This is the tea, baby." Ezza handed a glass of warm tea to Sonya.
"Love, I'm sorry I take care of you every morning." Sonya felt guilty.
"Darling, it's my duty to take care of my wife and children. I don't want you guys to have anything. So don't feel guilty or even bother me. Your sacrifice of conceiving our child is far greater than I've only repotted you."
Hearing Ezza's words, Sonya suddenly burst into tears. I don't know why this pregnancy makes Sonya too sensitive. Even while watching television, when there is news of the disaster Sonya can cry bitterly at the thought of disaster victims.
"Honey, don't cry dong. Since you're pregnant, be very sensitive." Tempting Ezza while holding Sonya's chin and peeping Sonya's cheek. Sonya smiled shyly with eyes that held back tears.