
"So long talk with Azmi?" Iqbal asked when the two were in their room.
Kayra who was using her skincare glanced at Iqbal for a moment. The girl was still wearing her hijab, she had never shown her beautiful hair in front of the young man. "Why?"
"No papa," Iqbal replied casually. "Then chatting old sign you know what the purpose of him here is," he said again. His hands stretched out to put his reading glasses on, looking at his sleeping little daughter in the middle of him and Kayra. "Can't he come here without any story to you?"
"What did he tell you?" ask Kayra. By the time the girl had completely finished her activities, she had saved all her skincare and walked over to her bed. "Tell me if she wants to marry Clara?" guess Kayra.
Iqbal cleared his throat slowly, the young man turned his head briefly towards Kayra who was also looking at him. "Yes," the young man replied quietly, barely muttering. "Are you okay?" tanyakanya. Although their status is now as husband and wife but because there is no love that grows between the two makes Iqbal feel if the current state of Kayra is not okay. Surely the girl kept everything herself, without willing to share it with him because of the status they had.
"Can I be okay?" ask Kayra slowly.
"Byeah" answered Iqbal. "You can tell me anything, Kay" he said.
Kayra looked up, the girl saw the star and moon stickers that Acha had once put on. Suddenly he missed his best friend.
"I don't know,"
"No idea what? Don't know how you feel?"
"Sir" called Kayra slowly, the girl changed her position. "I don't know what to respond to, I don't know what to answer your questions. And I'm still confused about everything. Why did he suddenly come, why did he suddenly tell me if he wanted to marry Clara? Why?"
"Why?" tanya Iqbal. "He wants to show that he can be fine for our marriage Kay" Iqbal said. "He is trying to accept that you can't be together anymore" he replied.
"When father?" ask Kayra. "Have you accepted me as a wife?"
"Aren't we agreeing not to fall in love with each other?"
"Yes, indeed" answered Kayra. "I don't have any feelings for you either, neither do I? Then if someday you can not stand my attitude and leave me, I must be ready with all the consequences, right?" ask Kayra. "I haven't found a man who can accept my bad past as well as Azmi sir," Kayra said.
"What bad past? I know you're as good as Acha Kay,"
"No sir," Kayra shook her head softly, her tears rolling down her cheeks. It turned out that these nights spent a lot of energy chatting with Iqbal. "You don't know my past stories, no one knows any of them,"
"And you don't want to tell me?"
"Do I need to tell my father while we ourselves are either in a relationship like what even though our status is legitimate as husband and wife in the eyes of religion and country" said Kayra.
Iqbal exhaled slowly, he himself did not know what to answer the question that Kayra had been asking for the umpteenth time. She and Kayra have agreed not to fall in love with each other, focusing on raising Raissa and learning to accept everything. But on the other hand he himself is also worried, he who still often thinks about his ex-wife and he also likes to be overwhelmed by his biological desires. But Iqbal couldn't have done that without the basis of love for Kayra, even though they were perfectly allowed to have that relationship.
"Already sir, don't talk about it anymore" said Kayra. The girl kissed Raissa's forehead and pulled the blanket for herself. "I know you have a lot of work today, right, I myself also do not want to talk about this. Maybe tomorrow I have answers to all of your questions" Kayra said, without waiting for an answer from Iqbal.
*****
"Lo what the hell is that brother?" ask Tara. The girl had spent about an hour and a half in her brother's room, just to confirm the news she had heard at the dinner table earlier. "Why don't you talk to me? Why did you suddenly mutusin yourself," said Tara again.
"Ra," call Azmi to her sister. "That's me Ra, not elo. And this is my right,"
"But why Clara?"
"Why not Clara,"
"Kayra bang Iqbal also do not have to love each other to get married,"
"Sir plis deh, this is different,"
"There's nothing different, Ra,"
"Lo himself horrified what he said the same father. This is not of Kayra's will, brother Iqbal. I know you're still hurt but you can't be rash to make rich decisions gini,"
"Gue had no other choice Ra," Azmi said lowered her head in. "I'm not a good man myself, and Clara also has a bad past. Just like me,"
"What do you mean?"
"Lo didn't know my previous relationship was as rich as Clara Ra," Azmi said. The young man dared to look at his sister's pretty face.
"Don't tell me Clara's son is Elo's son,"
"No," Azmi denied firmly the accusations Tara had made for her. "Absolutely not,"
"Keep what?" ask the girl. Tara ruffled her hair in frustration, what she did not know during her time in the Aussie. "Gue know we didn't do this long ago, but you have to tell me. What happened with you with that girl" Tara said.
"Gue had already slept with Ra," Azmi said regretfully.
"What do you mean by the word sleep?" tanya Tara was trying to get rid of the bad thoughts that had stopped in her head. "Just sleep, right?"
"No Ra," Azmi replied. "Gue's been having *** with Clara,"
"Pardon?"
"Gue has had *** with Clara Tara,"
Plakk
For the first time Tara slapped Azmi's cheek. "Aren't you ashamed?" ask Tara. "Lo is not ashamed to do such a rich heinous thing and elo still expect to have a rich wife mbak Kay?" ask Tara. His emotions were at the tip of the horn even though the matany water continued to pour. His nose was flushed, and he let the clear liquid out of his two nostrils. "Can you have those crazy thoughts?!" ask Tara.
"Gue khilaf Ra," said Azmi.
"Gilak, you're crazy" replied Tara. "And did Kay know?"
Azmi innocently nodded her head. "He knows everything about me,"
"And he can still receive the elo well?"
"Yes,"
"Crazy" replied Tara. "Now I'm grateful that Kay didn't marry a rich model" the girl said. "Even though I have no respect for my brother, Kay is just as good as the women around you,"
The last sentence Tara said felt more spicy than the girl's slap on her cheek. Azmi could not say anything at all to save herself from the girl's rampage. Because want to be seen from any side, he is the one who is guilty here.