Change You's

Guilt

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Kevin could clearly hear the noise from the alley. The man did not respond too much, he thought it was just the sound of a cat fighting.

However, a few minutes later he moved from his seat to the direction of the chaos that was now silent.

Step by step, Kevin finally saw the alley where the riot was.

His eyes were wide in disbelief at what he was seeing right now. "LISS!"

"Lisa, Lisa!"

Kevin shook the girl's body continuously, but there was not the slightest response from Lisa. His eyes were now looking towards Lisa's bloodied hands near her stomach.

The man held Lisa's hand. He thinks Lisa's arm is bleeding. Apparently, the girl covered the knife with her hand.

"Lisa!"

With a feeling of worry, Kevin immediately picked up the girl and ran towards the hospital.

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At 08:00

Lisa is currently being treated in the operating room. Worry continues to envelop the mind of Kevin who continues to wait for hours. There was no word from the doctor at all, making him even more frustrated.

Kevin's parents and the police are investigating the scene. Fortunately, they got evidence from CCTV.

The image of the stalker man's face was not immediately visible. However, the events that took place last night seemed very clear.

Kevin reached into his pocket to pick up the phone.See the incoming message from Claudia who is none other than his mother. The message is a file containing a video of the incident that Lisa experienced last night.

Without Kevin noticing, he shed tears unintentionally. He smiled wryly while closing his eyes.

"It's true that I'm the bad one here."

The operating room door is open. Kevin immediately opened his eyes and ran towards the doctor.

"Doctor. What about Lisa? She's okay, right? Tell me quickly!" Kevin kept flooding the questions to the doctor.

"Please calm down sir!"

Kevin was silent, he tried to calm himself down and started to ask calmly again.

"How's Lisa doing now Doc?"

"The patient successfully passed the operation. But for now, for now. He's not conscious yet."

"Can I come in?"

"Please."

Kevin pov's

I walked in and closed the door slowly to avoid being heard. I saw Lisa with her hand infused and given a breathing apparatus.

My tears are flowing back by themselves.

"Why did you help me, ha! I should've just let me get that prick! Why should you care about the people who always hurt you!"

I couldn't hold back my tears that kept falling. I clasped his helpless hand tightly, hoping that I would take his place now.

I don't know how my head feels right now. The fragments of my memory are scattered back in my head.

This taste. I often feel this way! The memory of my meeting with the girl who came to always cheer me up in elementary school.

Flashbacks

"People! I brought you flowers, you want to?" said a little girl with big eyes like a doll.

Kevin shook his head. "No, I don't like flower."

The girl pouted. "Isa. What the hell are you saying? My father didn't teach me to speak like you."

"You'll be in elementary school soon! Are you going to continue speaking Indonesian in London?"

"But Angga, I was born in Indonesia. So, we only speak Indonesian!" reply to the little girl with a smile. Kevin just threw his face away haughtily.

The little girl placed a small flower on her earlobe.

"What are you doing!"

"I don't like it!"

"But I like it. You look so handsome."

The little man rang his smile with his cheeks starting to beaming.

"Are you going to like me if I wear this?" asked Kevin in a timid tone.

The little girl grabbed Angga's cheek and pinched him. "of course! I like Angga!"

Flashback end

"Actually who is that little girl. Is he really Sella?" monologue Kevin.

Kevin put Lisa's hand on her face."You remind me of that little girl Lisa."

It has been almost 2 days Lisa unconscious, Kevin also did not eat at all.

Both of Kevin's parents had already forced their son to eat. And also they will replace him to look after Lisa. However, the man still insists on keeping Lisa awake.

Until unconsciously, while looking after Lisa. Kevin fell out of his chair. Fainted and unconscious.

10 Minutes after...

Kevin blinked his eyes repeatedly. The first thing he saw was a white room that smelled of medicine.

"You're sober?" ask Arga who is Kevin's father.

"Why am I here?"

"You haven't eaten at all for 2 days."

"Lisa's? What about Lisa! Is he conscious?" ask Kevin who immediately changed his position to sit down.

"Here, he's been up since you ping-" Arga's not done continuing, Kevin immediately ran out regardless of his weak state.

"Hey. Don't run!" exciting Arga.

Kevin did not respond, he continued to run towards Lisa's room. But there was no discovery of Lisa at all. Kevin returned to his room with a breath of breath.

"I told you not to run! Lisa has moved to the 3rd floor in room 005," Justin said as he held back his laughter looking at Kevin's worried face.

As soon as Kevin found out Lisa's whereabouts, he immediately ran back. Arga just shook his head while smiling thinly.

Brakk!

"Lisa!" kevin shouted to break the door. Lisa was lying down with Claudia by her side making the middle-aged woman look at Kevin with a confused look.

"Ekhem!" Kevin threw his face away and acted haughty again.

While Claudia, can only smile at Kevin's slightly childish behavior according to him.

"If so mama came out first well," said Claudia while peeping Lisa's forehead. The girl nodded with a smile in response to 'yes'.

Only Kevin and Lisa remained in the room. The atmosphere looked awkward, moreover Kevin continued to stand up while throwing his face away.

Lisa encouraged herself to start the conversation. "Sir, are you okay? I heard from them that you passed out earlier and it was all because of me."

Kevin doesn't like to hear words like this. Obviously because of her Lisa was almost dying. Now he says it because of me. What a stupid word, right?

"After everything that happened to him, he was worried about me?" inner Kevin.

"You're mad at me?" ask Lisa.

"Yes. I'm so mad at you!"

Lisa shed her tears. Though she was already quite immune to Kevin's treatment, but Lisa was rather sensitive today.

Kevin who saw that hated himself even more. What's he doing, instead of asking Lisa?

The man stepped out his legs, wiping Lisa's tears with his finger. "I'm not mad at you, should I ask you why you did it all?"

"I don't know, my body moves on its own."

Lisa's answer again made Kevin upset.

It felt like Kevin was beaten by Lisa first so that he felt a little calmer than his guilt.

But, listen to Lisa's answer. He wanted to slap himself many times to be a little satisfied.

TB